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 Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 3:32 pm
I like how PVP in LoL takes like 5 seconds to find a match.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 4:20 pm
Shiori Miko I feel like such a wimp. When Depo made me gain 10lbs, it felt so odd because I've always been stickly. It didn't feel like me when I looked in the mirror. Stopped using Depo, went back to normal weight. Now I'm gonna be on steroids. I haven't used them since I was a toddler and they turned me into a pudgeball. Pudgeball baby pictures, cute. 19 year old pudgeball after being a stick most of my life, I'm gonna be back to avoiding mirrors again. You look fine. don't worry about it. As you said, "looks aren't everything." You have a wonderful personality that shines through to your true beauty.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 6:06 pm
Jer0nim0 My sister is moving out. I'm happy for her, but that means I'm pretty much left alone with my brother...who can be nice once in a blue moon, but then turns into a petty, violent a*****e who constantly threatens to punch or throw things at me when he 'detects' attitude from me or is in a bad mood.(I speak in total monotone by the way, for the most part. My entire family agrees on that, but then they always say I have attitude when I'm speaking in monotone. Idk anymore.)
I'm worried he's going to try to turn his attention to me next; but then he can't leech on me since I have no money, so he's probably going to just constantly stress me the ******** out instead.
I dunno what to do.
If he deletes all my homework and artwork again (for some reason my parents gave him administrative rights) I'm going to throw a damn fit.
And your parents should know better than to give him power like that. If they think he can be trusted given his history, then they're either blind or stupid.
Also, not speaking in monotone might help things a bit. (Or maybe they'll accuse you of having an attitude for not speaking in monotone, who knows.)
To alleviate the violent threats, I would keep a blunt instrument on hand at all times. So if he tries to punch you or throw something at you, you can beat the living s**t out of him.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 6:12 pm
Foam-Dome Jer0nim0 My sister is moving out. I'm happy for her, but that means I'm pretty much left alone with my brother...who can be nice once in a blue moon, but then turns into a petty, violent a*****e who constantly threatens to punch or throw things at me when he 'detects' attitude from me or is in a bad mood.(I speak in total monotone by the way, for the most part. My entire family agrees on that, but then they always say I have attitude when I'm speaking in monotone. Idk anymore.)
I'm worried he's going to try to turn his attention to me next; but then he can't leech on me since I have no money, so he's probably going to just constantly stress me the ******** out instead.
I dunno what to do.
If he deletes all my homework and artwork again (for some reason my parents gave him administrative rights) I'm going to throw a damn fit.
And your parents should know better than to give him power like that. If they think he can be trusted given his history, then they're either blind or stupid.
Also, not speaking in monotone might help things a bit. (Or maybe they'll accuse you of having an attitude for not speaking in monotone, who knows.)
To alleviate the violent threats, I would keep a blunt instrument on hand at all times. So if he tries to punch you or throw something at you, you can beat the living s**t out of him.
Please don't ask why i know this.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 6:34 pm
Midnight_Euphomy I second Foam's choices and add a further prescription to alleviate the threat. Next time you have some time you can ******** his whole day up by putting some crushed up estrogen into something he's going to drink to let him chill out from the testosterone he seems to be shooting into his veins. If estrogen is unavailable try a small tazer, a bit of mace, perhaps a bean bag gun (if you have one), or other non-lethal ways of subduing a human. Then tie him up/duct tape him down until him is calm. It will most likely take 1-3 hours depending on how much energy he has, but in the end they always get tired and stop struggling.
Please don't ask why i know this. ...I think I love you. XD In a platonic way, of course.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 1:08 am
I haven't been this social in-game in a while. o_o
Good sign, maybe.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 1:56 am
@ Foam:
He never gets punished. I'm not sure if it's because no one wants to see him freak out more or if everyone's scared of him or what. He sees paying for his own cell phone or car or food as punishment already, even though he has his own job. Hell, my sister's argument with him that set her off began because he accused her of owing her money and not letting him buy an iPhone 5 until January... which hasn't come out yet... and she only used his slot in the family plan for my phone (mine broke)... and he offered to trade the new iPhone she bought for him for her broken one so he would be allowed to buy the iPhone 5. But no, it means she specifically impeded him in getting a iPhone. |: She's given in and buying him one when it comes out so he won't harass her about her "owing" him anything. And he owes her thousands by now, damn it. It's really pissing me the ******** off.
I've tried convincing my parents to give me administrator rights and take his away but he's the only computer savvy person around. I think I could at least learn some of the stuff and take over but no one trusts me.
Tried non-monotone, it was worse. xD Lots worse.
And it's not like going out of my way to protect myself would do anything. He's normally a decent enough person; everyone who doesn't live with him and isn't immediate family likes him. Just likes to irritate people around him to amuse himself; I think I'm mostly overthinking it because I don't exactly have good childhood memories with him... I mean, he just gets crazy over stupid things. For example, once he broke the toilet tank with his bare hands because someone (me) let the toilet seat fall (which he left up) during a phone call. He's wrecked the bathroom toiletries because someone moved two of his batteries while cleaning it (he hasn't cleaned it in 6 months). And he's broken his hand/injured his ankle and stuff by punching and damaging furniture/walls.
As someone with a good amount of body weight to throw around, I'd normally be able to protect myself, but this is a guy who's nearly twice my age and in good health, and ******** beserk. If he decides to be violent I can't do s**t, really. And as the only one in this house to have not punched/kicked/slapped/thrown objects at other people (surprisingly enough)? I'm not about to start anyway. It really pisses me off, but I just don't want to resort to anything other than staying away. I always end up just crying and asthma attacking out of pure stress anyway. xD;
TL;DR: I'm probably overthinking the months to come but it's stressing me the ******** out just waiting for another screaming/punching match to happen with this screwed up s**t. And I can't really do anything about it other than avoid everyone. xD;
/re-reads.
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...'Kay, I'm really sorry for the textwall, just... @A@ I really really needed to get that out. D: Sorries.
@Midnight:
As much fun as that would be, I certainly don't hate him that much. I just don't want him near me. But I'm keeping that in mind for future use. xDD <3
I'm really starting to feel jealous of my sister moving out, my mom's probably not going to let me visit her. I'm going to be so ******** lonely here, even with three people in the house. I really hate that I can't be fully happy that she's finally able to move on. I just feel like I'm sitting on a timebomb; no one in this house knows how to communicate and there's so much going on on my mom's side that everyone's stressed as it is. I only survived the last time she moved out because I was like 5. Damn it, I really really wish I could just be happy for her after all this s**t she's dealt with but I feel so selfish...
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 4:13 am
Jer0nim0 @ Foam: He never gets punished. I'm not sure if it's because no one wants to see him freak out more or if everyone's scared of him or what. He sees paying for his own cell phone or car or food as punishment already, even though he has his own job. Hell, my sister's argument with him that set her off began because he accused her of owing her money and not letting him buy an iPhone 5 until January... which hasn't come out yet... and she only used his slot in the family plan for my phone (mine broke)... and he offered to trade the new iPhone she bought for him for her broken one so he would be allowed to buy the iPhone 5. But no, it means she specifically impeded him in getting a iPhone. |: She's given in and buying him one when it comes out so he won't harass her about her "owing" him anything. And he owes her thousands by now, damn it. It's really pissing me the ******** off.
I've tried convincing my parents to give me administrator rights and take his away but he's the only computer savvy person around. I think I could at least learn some of the stuff and take over but no one trusts me.
Tried non-monotone, it was worse. xD Lots worse.
And it's not like going out of my way to protect myself would do anything. He's normally a decent enough person; everyone who doesn't live with him and isn't immediate family likes him. Just likes to irritate people around him to amuse himself; I think I'm mostly overthinking it because I don't exactly have good childhood memories with him... I mean, he just gets crazy over stupid things. For example, once he broke the toilet tank with his bare hands because someone (me) let the toilet seat fall (which he left up) during a phone call. He's wrecked the bathroom toiletries because someone moved two of his batteries while cleaning it (he hasn't cleaned it in 6 months). And he's broken his hand/injured his ankle and stuff by punching and damaging furniture/walls.
As someone with a good amount of body weight to throw around, I'd normally be able to protect myself, but this is a guy who's nearly twice my age and in good health, and ******** beserk. If he decides to be violent I can't do s**t, really. And as the only one in this house to have not punched/kicked/slapped/thrown objects at other people (surprisingly enough)? I'm not about to start anyway. It really pisses me off, but I just don't want to resort to anything other than staying away. I always end up just crying and asthma attacking out of pure stress anyway. xD;
TL;DR: I'm probably overthinking the months to come but it's stressing me the ******** out just waiting for another screaming/punching match to happen with this screwed up s**t. And I can't really do anything about it other than avoid everyone. xD;/re-reads.
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...'Kay, I'm really sorry for the textwall, just... @A@ I really really needed to get that out. D: Sorries.
I really don't see how he can get away with such behavior. You can have him arrested for being that violent, especially if you record him in the act so he can't just play it cool when the cops arrive.
I don't see why no one trusts you, either. D; They trust and support a violent hypocrite who breaks s**t and whines about damn near everything, but they don't trust the one person who HASN'T shown any violent temperament?
Also, the blunt object is for self-protection more than anything else. If he gives you a reason, don't hesitate to make his face concave with the nearest heavy instrument. (And again, recording the whole thing will really help once police are involved. ;D)
From what I see, the only problem is that you're surrounded by illogical tards. D; Well, except for your sister. Your parents have incredibly poor judgment, and your brother sounds unpleasant in every conceivable way. I'm actually having trouble believing you when you say that he's a decent enough person. If I see someone irritating people for his own amusement, getting pissy about the tiniest things, resorting to violence of a frightening degree whenever he's unhappy, and just generally being a hypocritical a*****e, I'll be inclined to believe that that person is an indecent blight who isn't worth the dirt on his shoes.
Sorry about my harsh words toward your family members, but this is honestly what it sounds like to me. XD
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 8:13 am
I just found out that Breaking Benjamin broke up. I now want to curl into a ball and cry
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 10:23 am
It's fine. I kind of agree. But yeah... I've only known him since he started being crazy so I can't totally judge. Everyone else in my family has known him before that so they don't only think of him that way. And everyone's passive as hell too.
And as to why they don't do anything... like I said, they don't want to trigger anything worse by trying to punish him. They don't even charge him rent like they do my sister because he'd act as though it were punishment. And unfortunately, family means everything so they're not about to kick him out or anything. It'd be good for him (last time he left he was better when he came back... then he reverted again... though I dunno how he was at his place) if they could, but they won't.
No one's been injured by him seriously or anything other than a punch and him breaking furniture and stuff, it's mostly just threats. And none of my family would do the reporting anyway, I don't think. We have all acknowledged there's something wrong with him, but they just let him do whatever... I dunno. Like I said, I feel like we're just waiting for something to happen.
As to carrying around a blunt object... that would really just be something for him to throw or hit once. xD Actually, once I think I was washing a pan, he said I was washing it wrong. When I said he should wash it himself since I was getting confused as to how to not wash his pan right and didn't want to mess it up because he said it was a high quality pan, he said he'd hit me with it and started cussing me out. It would also be a bad idea to try recording an angry person because of similar reasons. So yeah, no aiding him with things to use. xDD
Not that I can constantly do that with other people here anyway... if I were carrying a baseball bat around the house, saying I was using it to protect myself wouldn't exactly look right. xDDD
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 10:27 am
Midnight_Euphomy I just found out that Breaking Benjamin broke up. I now want to curl into a ball and cry WHAT. OMG ;O; ONE OF MY FAVOURITE BANDS EDIT: false alarm man - "Hey everyone, Benjamin here. I am officially letting everyone know that Breaking Benjamin has NOT broken up! This is just a false rumor that, through the miracle of modern technology, has unfortunately spread."
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 10:48 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Midnight_Euphomy I just found out that Breaking Benjamin broke up. I now want to curl into a ball and cry WHAT. OMG ;O; ONE OF MY FAVOURITE BANDS EDIT: false alarm man - "Hey everyone, Benjamin here. I am officially letting everyone know that Breaking Benjamin has NOT broken up! This is just a false rumor that, through the miracle of modern technology, has unfortunately spread." THANK THE GODS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:07 pm
Jer0nim0 It's fine. I kind of agree. But yeah... I've only known him since he started being crazy so I can't totally judge. Everyone else in my family has known him before that so they don't only think of him that way. And everyone's passive as hell too.
And as to why they don't do anything... like I said, they don't want to trigger anything worse by trying to punish him. They don't even charge him rent like they do my sister because he'd act as though it were punishment. And unfortunately, family means everything so they're not about to kick him out or anything. It'd be good for him (last time he left he was better when he came back... then he reverted again... though I dunno how he was at his place) if they could, but they won't.
No one's been injured by him seriously or anything other than a punch and him breaking furniture and stuff, it's mostly just threats. And none of my family would do the reporting anyway, I don't think. We have all acknowledged there's something wrong with him, but they just let him do whatever... I dunno. Like I said, I feel like we're just waiting for something to happen.
As to carrying around a blunt object... that would really just be something for him to throw or hit once. xD Actually, once I think I was washing a pan, he said I was washing it wrong. When I said he should wash it himself since I was getting confused as to how to not wash his pan right and didn't want to mess it up because he said it was a high quality pan, he said he'd hit me with it and started cussing me out. It would also be a bad idea to try recording an angry person because of similar reasons. So yeah, no aiding him with things to use. xDD
Not y... if I were carrying a baseball that I can constantly do that with other people here anywabat around the house, saying I was using it to protect myself wouldn't exactly look right. xDDD
small easy to hide and very effective
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:25 pm
Jer0nim0 It's fine. I kind of agree. But yeah... I've only known him since he started being crazy so I can't totally judge. Everyone else in my family has known him before that so they don't only think of him that way. And everyone's passive as hell too.
And as to why they don't do anything... like I said, they don't want to trigger anything worse by trying to punish him. They don't even charge him rent like they do my sister because he'd act as though it were punishment. And unfortunately, family means everything so they're not about to kick him out or anything. It'd be good for him (last time he left he was better when he came back... then he reverted again... though I dunno how he was at his place) if they could, but they won't.
No one's been injured by him seriously or anything other than a punch and him breaking furniture and stuff, it's mostly just threats. And none of my family would do the reporting anyway, I don't think. We have all acknowledged there's something wrong with him, but they just let him do whatever... I dunno. Like I said, I feel like we're just waiting for something to happen.
As to carrying around a blunt object... that would really just be something for him to throw or hit once. xD Actually, once I think I was washing a pan, he said I was washing it wrong. When I said he should wash it himself since I was getting confused as to how to not wash his pan right and didn't want to mess it up because he said it was a high quality pan, he said he'd hit me with it and started cussing me out. It would also be a bad idea to try recording an angry person because of similar reasons. So yeah, no aiding him with things to use. xDD
Not that I can constantly do that with other people here anyway... if I were carrying a baseball bat around the house, saying I was using it to protect myself wouldn't exactly look right. xDDD
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 2:38 pm
We have taken him to one. He doesn't have proper insurance anymore so we can't afford it anymore. I can't remember if it helped though.
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