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 Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 8:01 am
Cannibal Horsey -Mizu teh Artsi- Cannibal Horsey Well my thoughts are, if I don't get the supervisor role I might get the Sales Assistant one. Because if they think I'm good enough to try for supervisor then I should be good enough to be a sales assistant right? I hope so. If I have to spend much more time working in my current place of employment I'm gonna die (I came home crying sunday morning it was so horrendous)Yuh For sure O: that sounds like you're set! And I agree, the job you got now sounds like one of those jobs where you wanna hide a shotgun somewhere and take it out in times of pure anger. XD D: awwwwww /huggles. I know the feeling, my current job makes me wanna punt people (both employees and customers alike)Well there are plenty of glass bottles going about... can't wait to leave though. I shall cry with joy when the day comes that I get a new job! You and me both! Can't wait to finish school and look for a real job~ x.x
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 10:44 am
Damn you anxiety crying Boyfriend comes home today but instead of being excited I'm all anxious. Yesterday I was bombarded with stuff about cheating, and then it's making me worry that karma is gonna come back and bite me in the butt gonk Usually when I feel like this I talk to him about it and he assures me that he would never cheat and I know he wont but I can't help but worry cause of this stupid anxiety emo
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 1:42 pm
Assistant manager: If you don't pick up the pace, I'll find someone who will.
Inside my head: Yeah, I highly doubt you'll find someone dumb enough to take this hellish job with enthusiasm.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 7:15 pm
I am very, very lucky to know such wonderful people. D: But when they speak of me in high regards... I can't help but to feel like I don't deserve their praises.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 8:04 pm
Calling Shenanigans Damn you anxiety crying Boyfriend comes home today but instead of being excited I'm all anxious. Yesterday I was bombarded with stuff about cheating, and then it's making me worry that karma is gonna come back and bite me in the butt gonk Usually when I feel like this I talk to him about it and he assures me that he would never cheat and I know he wont but I can't help but worry cause of this stupid anxiety emo Bombarded with stuff about cheating? What do you mean? D: And don't worry, I'm sure he knows better than to cheat on you. MewWhite I am very, very lucky to know such wonderful people. D: But when they speak of me in high regards... I can't help but to feel like I don't deserve their praises. But you doooooooo!
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 8:05 pm
I'm thinking I'm going to ask for a new door lock for Christmas.
And possibly a shotgun.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 8:07 pm
Jer0nim0 I'm thinking I'm going to ask for a new door lock for Christmas. And possibly a shotgun. Eh? What's going on? D:
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 8:58 pm
Foam-Dome MewWhite I am very, very lucky to know such wonderful people. D: But when they speak of me in high regards... I can't help but to feel like I don't deserve their praises. But you doooooooo! Hush, you. =/ Stop lying. XD I really don't do anything to be spoken about like that. D: They got the wrong person.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 10:29 pm
Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans Damn you anxiety crying Boyfriend comes home today but instead of being excited I'm all anxious. Yesterday I was bombarded with stuff about cheating, and then it's making me worry that karma is gonna come back and bite me in the butt gonk Usually when I feel like this I talk to him about it and he assures me that he would never cheat and I know he wont but I can't help but worry cause of this stupid anxiety emo Bombarded with stuff about cheating? What do you mean? D: And don't worry, I'm sure he knows better than to cheat on you. Stuff on tv, a lot of stuff about it in the LD, random articles about it online that I see and then I have to read it then I freak myself out gonk I just get really stressed out when I don't have anyone to talk to, which I didn't have for over two weeks.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 10:43 pm
I got home not wanting to even think about driving, since I'd just spent twenty hours in the car. Now, an hour later, I find myself perfectly happy to sit on Skype with Ben while we figure out how best for him to get from CStat to my house to downtown Houston. We've been planning this since June, and only now realized that, hey, directions MIGHT be kinda important. CStat to my house is the easy part, since I drive back and forth pretty often and know the fastest routes. It's my house to Houston that's... interesting. Because the shortest routes have the most traffic.
But I'm just glad that finally we get to do this. We've been waiting a couple months for free Shakespeare and rock climbing and museums. We'll get to Houston around 10:00 in the morning and pull tickets, then his family'll show up somewhere around 3:00 in the afternoon. It's gonna be awesome, and I get to spend time with him, which we don't get to do often thanks to work and the distances involved. I'm so excited.
I just wish Friday would get here faster.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 11:53 pm
MewWhite Hush, you. =/ Stop lying. XD I really don't do anything to be spoken about like that. D: They got the wrong person. Hey, I'm telling the truth! D: Calling Shenanigans Stuff on tv, a lot of stuff about it in the LD, random articles about it online that I see and then I have to read it then I freak myself out gonk I just get really stressed out when I don't have anyone to talk to, which I didn't have for over two weeks. Well, the way I see it, he has no reason to cheat. You're enjoyable to have around and (I hope you don't mind me saying this) really, really cute, so cheating would be a terribly poor move on his part. XD
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 1:37 am
So while he was at the airport waiting to leave for his trip he befriended this guy, and they talked about how they both had girlfriends and how they'd get through the trip with eachother.
Dude cheats on his girlfriend with a chick that has a boyfriend.
I started crying when he told me this.
I feel like after what happened last summer I've developed this irrational fear of cheating. Even when I hear about it happening to someone else I freak out. I just don't get how someone could do that to someone else! A year later I still feel horrible about being on the other end of it. Doesn't even matter that they had a crappy relationship. Its just like, Gah, how could I let myself do that? Sometimes I just feel like a horrible person and that karma is just gonna take away the one person in my life who brings me happiness gonk
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 9:37 am
I feel like such a wimp. When Depo made me gain 10lbs, it felt so odd because I've always been stickly. It didn't feel like me when I looked in the mirror. Stopped using Depo, went back to normal weight. Now I'm gonna be on steroids. I haven't used them since I was a toddler and they turned me into a pudgeball. Pudgeball baby pictures, cute. 19 year old pudgeball after being a stick most of my life, I'm gonna be back to avoiding mirrors again.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 1:54 pm
I'm getting tired of having to constantly restart my computer after it has its black screen of death episodes. I've had several in the past few days. I can't have a good day, can I?
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 2:29 pm
My sister is moving out. I'm happy for her, but that means I'm pretty much left alone with my brother...who can be nice once in a blue moon, but then turns into a petty, violent a*****e who constantly threatens to punch or throw things at me when he 'detects' attitude from me or is in a bad mood.(I speak in total monotone by the way, for the most part. My entire family agrees on that, but then they always say I have attitude when I'm speaking in monotone. Idk anymore.)
I'm worried he's going to try to turn his attention to me next; but then he can't leech on me since I have no money, so he's probably going to just constantly stress me the ******** out instead.
I dunno what to do.
If he deletes all my homework and artwork again (for some reason my parents gave him administrative rights) I'm going to throw a damn fit.
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