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 Posted: Mon Jul 25, 2011 6:59 pm
Welp, I'm definitely not getting that job in California.
I sent an application to the Escapist for a news contributor position, since they had a job listing, and I haven't heard back yet. It's been about a half a week since the deadline for applications, so I'm not sure if they're still reading through all the applications or not.
Guess all I can do is wait, though the suspense is absolutely killing me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 25, 2011 9:42 pm
Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship?
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Posted: Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:00 pm
Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? Well, first of all... HI SHENA! 8D Second of all, I guess it depends on what the anxiety is about? I dunno all of the details about it, so I can't say for sure. D:
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 1:12 am
I can't get the taste of blood out of my mouth and I don't know why. I'm just coughing, and I'm not seeing that much blood yet...
I can't stop feeling paranoid. I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore, and I don't know why, completely. I just want to curl up with my pillow and sleep forever.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 8:49 am
Foam-Dome Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? Well, first of all... HI SHENA! 8D Second of all, I guess it depends on what the anxiety is about? I dunno all of the details about it, so I can't say for sure. D: Hiiiiii heart
And it's all stuff that someone without anxiety wouldn't think twice about. I'll find myself worrying and I have to stop and think "What am I worrying about?" And it will be the tiniest thing
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 8:52 am
Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? i get that at times. I wish there were a way fro em to help. I can't quite think of one though so if you come up with anything, be sure to let me know. what helps me get over my anxiety problems/depressed moods is a nice run/workout. I'm so busy doing stuff that I forget whatever I was worrying about. Try that if you want.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 8:54 am
Midnight_Euphomy Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? i get that at times. I wish there were a way fro em to help. I can't quite think of one though so if you come up with anything, be sure to let me know. what helps me get over my anxiety problems/depressed moods is a nice run/workout. I'm so busy doing stuff that I forget whatever I was worrying about. Try that if you want. I actually picked up running again, and it has helped a lot. Plus it makes me feel better about myself heart
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 8:58 am
Calling Shenanigans Midnight_Euphomy Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? i get that at times. I wish there were a way fro em to help. I can't quite think of one though so if you come up with anything, be sure to let me know. what helps me get over my anxiety problems/depressed moods is a nice run/workout. I'm so busy doing stuff that I forget whatever I was worrying about. Try that if you want. I actually picked up running again, and it has helped a lot. Plus it makes me feel better about myself heart Lovely! How much do you run at a time? I normally do a 2 1/2 mile run and then head into pull ups, sit ups, push ups, and then break for ten minutes. after than I go back out and run again for another mile.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 9:05 am
Midnight_Euphomy Calling Shenanigans Midnight_Euphomy Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? i get that at times. I wish there were a way fro em to help. I can't quite think of one though so if you come up with anything, be sure to let me know. what helps me get over my anxiety problems/depressed moods is a nice run/workout. I'm so busy doing stuff that I forget whatever I was worrying about. Try that if you want. I actually picked up running again, and it has helped a lot. Plus it makes me feel better about myself heart Lovely! How much do you run at a time? I normally do a 2 1/2 mile run and then head into pull ups, sit ups, push ups, and then break for ten minutes. after than I go back out and run again for another mile. I'm not in very good shape, so usually somewhere between a mile and a half and two miles, plus another mile in walking. Usually its walk one lap, run four, walk one, run two, walk one, run two, walk one. Working on increasing the amount I can run at a time though
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 4:01 pm
I just remembered the most amazing moment at the beach last week and can't stop giggling. I was laying down with Luke's hat over my face and my friend Micaela would look around and whenever she saw a hot guy she would say my name and something like "Orange trunks." When Micaela and I would agree, Luke would get mad, saying they looked like jerks and were too muscley. Micaela then pointed out the lifeguard and we all looked. Luke's reaction was "...Yeah I gotta agree with you there." Luke is what he calls 90% straight. It's pretty much impossible for me to think a girl is anymore more than "pretty" meanwhile I had Luke next to me agreeing the lifeguard was hot. xd
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 4:47 pm
Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? Happens to me all the time. Best way to fight it is to just do something that's distracting. For me, it's work(granted I still daydream about her.)...and video games.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 4:55 pm
Calling Shenanigans Hiiiiii heart
And it's all stuff that someone without anxiety wouldn't think twice about. I'll find myself worrying and I have to stop and think "What am I worrying about?" And it will be the tiniest thing I'm a lot like that, actually. D: If I'm left alone to think to myself, then I end up worrying about all sorts of things. XD Introspection is a scary thing. gonk Now I see why kids these days don't like to think.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 5:19 pm
epic-writer42 Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? Happens to me all the time. Best way to fight it is to just do something that's distracting. For me, it's work(granted I still daydream about her.)...and video games. Yeah I need a job emo
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 6:29 pm
Calling Shenanigans epic-writer42 Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? Happens to me all the time. Best way to fight it is to just do something that's distracting. For me, it's work(granted I still daydream about her.)...and video games. Yeah I need a job emo Or video games! blaugh
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2011 6:32 pm
Jedi Sasquatch Calling Shenanigans epic-writer42 Calling Shenanigans Before I started dating my boyfriend I had been suffering from increasingly worse anxiety problems. Once we started dating *poof* all those worries went away. Now he's gone for three weeks with no form of communication, and I can feel all of that anxiety creeping back up on me. Not sure how I should view this. On one hand, my boyfriend keeps my anxiety in check simply by being there. On the other hand, what does this say about me? That I can only be worry free when I'm in a relationship? Happens to me all the time. Best way to fight it is to just do something that's distracting. For me, it's work(granted I still daydream about her.)...and video games. Yeah I need a job emo Or video games! blaugh Carpal tunnel emo The computer makes it bad enough, I don't need anything else making it worse gonk
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