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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 11:19 pm
 
"Are you insane?" Naoko asked, looking at the woman as if she'd grown another head. "I'm not leaving here. I'll step into the hall and answer any questions you may have, but I'm not leaving this hospital until I'm certain that Hayato will be fine."
The blond walked over to the door, opening it and indicating for this Hibiki woman to exit in front of him. He had no qualms about answering her questions, but he'd be damned if he left Hayato right now.
Mainly because, with the singer conscious... he WOULD be damned later for doing so.
Naoko wasn't an idiot... he knew Hayato hated to be ignored.
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 11:39 pm
Ok. So this little blond brat was going to make her work for her pay. Ryuukaze had told her to be gentle with this man, and had specifically stated that he was not to be harmed. Not as much fun, but she'd do what she had to do, as she always did. "Please don't be upset, sir." she used a soothing, songlike voice now, stepping back into the room, pulling the door closed and locking it behind her with her thumb. "Please, just calm down and relax." She took a step toward Naoko, pulling a chloroform soaked handkerchief out of the back of her pants. With a step so quick it couldn't be countered, she swept Naoko's legs out from beneath him, catching him before he could fall and covering his face with the cloth until he stopped moving. Of course, Hayato was watching. Even so, he couldn't speak, despite the fact that his eyes were screaming in rage at her. Working as quickly as she could, she bound Naoko's hands with the ropes she had on her and covered his face with a breathable black cloth bag. Pushing the window open, she hooked a repeller line to her beltloop, hoisting Naoko over her shoulder and stepping up into the windowsill. Just before she slid out the window, her quarry in hand, she winked her eye at Hayato before sticking her tongue out at him.
Softly, her heels clicked on the pavement. It hadn't gone as planned, for plan A, but plan B had gone off without a hitch. Settling Naoko into the backseat beside Ryuukaze, Tsubaki hopped into the car, telling the driver in an urgent voice, "Drive!" The driver hit a button and the license plate in back flipped itself over. Turning in her seat, she winked at the violinist. "Record time, ne, Minamoto? He won't be out for long at all, though." Ryu looked out the window, nodding. "Arigato." he said simply. He hadn't really wanted to do this. Perhaps this did make him crazy. But...he would do anything for Naoko. Even if Naoko didn't like it.
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 11:48 pm
 
Normally... Naoko wasn't a paranoid person. But then again, nothing about Hayato being awake was considered normal... and with the vocalist awake... came the pianist's paranoia.
So, the moment that the woman closed the door... the second he heard that audible 'click' of the lock...
Naoko reacted.
"Hayato!" the pianist screamed, reaching toward the man in the bed... only to have his legs knocked out from under him and a cloth shoved over his mouth and nose.
Panic... sheer panic set in and Naoko continued to reach out for the seemingly paralyzed man. His fingers flailed, but to no avail, and soon the blond went limp in the woman's arms.
Last time, it had been pills and drugged alcohol. This time...
But the woman was right... he didn't stay out long, because only fifteen minutes later, the pianist groaned softly and tried to move.
Tried... to... move...
Panic once more flared through Naoko's body, putting him on full alert and he immediately started struggling. His hands were bound behind his back and he couldn't see, but that didn't mean he couldn't say something this time.
"Let me go! I'll give you whatever the hell you want just stop it!" the blond shouted, his arms pulling and twisting in an attempt to free himself.
When that didn't work... he started kicking...

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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 11:58 pm
Ryuukaze ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
He had known it would be this way. He had steeled himself against it. He was prepared for this, but seeing Naoko this way still destroyed him inside, especially knowing that he had done this to the one he loved, and willingly at that. He kept telling himself it was all for the best, which, in his mind, it was. Right and wrong were still doing a dance with him in his mind, though, and perhaps his decision had been influenced a bit by all the liquid courage he had taken in not that much earlier, but things had worked, so far. Sai was gonna kill him.... Silently, Ryu wrapped his arms around Naoko, pulling his struggling form close, caressing him the best he could with one hand as the pianist kicked and tossed himself about. Even though Naoko was in such a terrible position, Ryu did everything he could to let Naoko know with his touch that no harm was going to be inflicted, and that he would be ok. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 12:02 am
 
The moment Ryu's arms wrapped around him... Naoko's body went immediately and rigidly, still. He didn't move... didn't struggle... but his muscles didn't budge either. The man was like a cat, coiled to spring at the slightest moment's notice...
"Onegai... Yomete..." Naoko whispered softly.
If only he had woken up to hear Ryu's voice then maybe he wouldn't have reacted in such a way. But now...
"Gomen nasai... I don't know... I don't know what you want but please... let me go... stop this..." the blond spoke, his voice on the very verge of turning into a panicked mess. "Please, the... the last time, I... I can't do this again... please... Please just let me go..."
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 12:11 am
Ryuukaze ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
He was meant to stick with the plan, take Tsubaki's advice and not allow Naoko to know it was him who was doing this. But...Naoko was so afraid. It hurt. He didn't want to do this. Not like this. Looking at Tsubaki, his eyes were pleading, full of sadness. She understood that he wanted to do something, but opened her eyes wider mouthing, "No." and shaking her head at him, advising him not to speak. He bit his lip, nuzzling his head into Naoko's chest, sobbing softly. Tsubaki rolled her eyes and sighed. Of course, Ryu was bound and determined to go to prison. Kid never could take direction. Ryu had to say something. He couldn't just keep quiet while his tenshi suffered. Disguising his voice in a mimic of a character he had once voiced for a TV Tokyo anime, he whispered, "Iie. You cannot go. But nobody is going to hurt you." ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 12:17 am
 
The blond stiffened even more, if that were actually possible, as the voice spoke softly to him.
"Doushite?" Naoko whispered, his entire body so tense that it was going to put a strain on him sooner or later. "If it's money you want then... then I can pay you anything you ask. Just let me go... don't you get it? I haven't done anything to anyone! I swear, I won't press charges or anything just... just please, I... I can't live through this a second time..."
He was actually started to cry, but the pianist held back any sobs. Mainly because they would release the tension in his body... and right now, he wanted the ability to spring if he was released.
To run so far away that no one would find him again...
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 12:24 am
Ryuukaze ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
Oh gods....enough was enough. To hell with what Tsubaki said. Even if she were the best yakuza hitgirl that money could buy. Right now, she was under his contract. Ryu didn't like working with people like that, but, on occasion, things simply had to be dealt with. Nervously, Ryu squeezed Naoko a bit tighter, his breath quickening just a bit. The adrenaline racing through him making everything seem somewhat out of focus, a feeling he hated, but felt all too often. "Because I love you." he answered Naoko's question in his own voice. "I'll never let you go." Tsubaki huffed and rolled her eyes again, mumbling to herself, "Baka..." ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 12:29 am
 
'Because I love you. I'll never let you go.'
For a moment, it seemed as if Naoko had stopped breathing. But then, softly, barely to be heard... "Ryu?" the blond whispered, utter shock and disbelief in his voice. "Ryu... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I didn't want to make you mad please... please don't do this..."
Knowing who it was only made things worse in Naoko's mind. Oh how he did care for the violinist... but if Ryuukaze was going to kidnap him... If he was going to stoop to the level of Hayato...
Those spring loaded muscles began to move again and Naoko was struggling once more in his akuma's arms.
"Don't do this! Kidnapping me isn't going to help! PLEASE! You don't understand! HE'LL KILL YOU, RYU!" Naoko shouted, utterly panicked by now.
Talking to him wasn't going to calm down the pianist now...
Especially when he started to semi-hyperventilate...
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 12:42 am
Ryuukaze ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"Please, please understand, Naoko. I'm not mad. I'm not mad at you. I'm so sorry, beautiful. Kami-sama, you have no idea. I just don't know any other way. You don't understand. I would gladly die to be with you. Let him come for me. Let him do his worst. Let hell shower down on my head for this, but I'm not going to back down. Maybe I've gone mad. I don't even know anymore...all I know is that I love you, he will harm you, and...maybe this will hurt you too...but not like he would. It's the only way I can protect you, Na-kun. And I swear I will protect you, however I must...even if...even if you hate me for it." Ryu spoke as he loosened the bottom of the bag around Naoko's head, just enough to allow him more air. "Just...calm yourself. You aren't going anywhere. Deep breaths, love. Deep breaths." he tried to persuade the blond. The violinist wanted so badly to remove the mask and the bindings, but he couldn't have Naoko lashing out any further, nor seeing where they were going. Soon, they would be far outside the city, where nobody would find them. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 12:57 am
 
"Just... just let me go, please?" Naoko asked softly. "I won't try to run away from you, Ryu... I just... not like this... don't make me remember it... please... I'm begging you!"
Each passing second was a moment where Naoko's three months of heaven and hell flashed through his mind. Each breath he felt the pain and pleasure... he remembered what it was like... He was Hayato's... belonging only to him... and no matter how much he pleaded and begged... Hayato would do as he wished.
"I'm not your possession!" the blond suddenly shouted, trying to wrench out of Ryu's grasp. "I'm a human being! I'm not a toy! I'm not your dog to do with as you will!"
It wasn't really Ryu who he was shouting at... not now... In his panicked state, Naoko was seeing Hayato in his mind's eye... and he was fighting desperately.
He couldn't help it really... the deep rooted psychological trauma of his kidnapping three years ago was something that plagued his every dream. And with Hayato being awake... being there again... it just made the dream all the more real for the blond.
"Please... I just want to go home to my brother... I'm not... I... I don't belong to you please... why can't you understand that, Hayato..."
Some of the fight drained out of Naoko as he said that name... and he leaned against Ryu's chest in a sort of dazed and exhausted fear. His breathing was rather normal, but it seemed that the pianist's heart might beat right out of his chest at any moment.

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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 1:11 am
Ryuukaze ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
"I can't...I can't let you go, Naoko. I can't. I can't." he repeated over and over, almost as if he were trying to convince himself. "Please please please calm down. It won't be for much longer, not like this." he tried to reassure the pianist. It was then that Naoko lashed out in a violent fit, screaming things out that tore the violinist's heart asunder. "No...no, my angel, my one and only, no, never a thing, never a toy, never an animal. Please trust me!" He didn't realize that his words weren't really registering until Naoko spoke that name that made Ryu sick with anger, absolute malice toward the man that had done this to Naoko boiling up inside him. "That b*****d!" Ryu yelled, punching the window with the side of his hand, wincing as the pain ripped through the nerves up and down his hand and arm. Naoko fell against him, spent from his struggle. He was so afraid, and Ryu hated that, hated that he was the cause of that, both directly and indirectly. Still, this, all of this, was Hayato's fault. Ryu couldn't take it, still. Breaking another of Tsubaki's rules, he removed the blinder from Naoko's head, lifting his chin, coaxing him to make eye contact. "Naoko....Hayato is not here. He will not find you. It's just you and me, and I'm going to take such good care of you, Naoko. I love you. Me, Ryu. I love you. Not Hayato. Me. You'll never be a dog, toy, or slave to anyone as long as I live." he soothed. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 1:28 am
 
Then there was light...
Naoko blinked, his amber gaze focusing on Ryu for a long time. The man never said anything... he just stared into his akuma's red eyes.
He knew those eyes... those eyes loved him... didn't they?
About five seconds later, Naoko leaned forward past Ryu, and promptly threw up. It was somewhat a side effect of the chloroform, but also because he had literally tripped out harder than he had in a long time.
With the floorboards now officially screwed, the blond hung his head, refusing to make eye contact with that gorgeous red gaze. "Gomen..." Naoko whispered as tears fell from his eyes. "I didn't mean to, Ryu... But why... why didn't you let me see you earlier? I... I was afraid that I... I mean that you would..." closing his eyes, Naoko simply couldn't take the pain any more.
He had been afraid that those three months he had spent as Hayato's prisoner... would happen again. That he would be forced into horrors too gruesome to ever dwell upon again. He had lost count of how many different people he'd been with in those months... how many of them who's faces he hadn't even seen...
"I'm not an object... and.... and you're the only one who..." NAKO sucked in a quick breath. "Sai was always gentle... and he's my brother but... but I felt like a doll for him to play with, Ryu... And then Hayato he..." a shiver ran down Naoko's spine. "He used me... I wasn't even human to him half the time and... and... and then I met you and... and I wanted that kindness and love to last... I really did... but... but I couldn't do it, Ryu... I wanted to kill him... I wanted to just take that damned pillow and smother him and stop his life for good but... but I couldn't do it and... and... and now he's awake and I just... I can't..." the blond shook his head. "I can't but he'll look for me... oh gods, Ryu he'll find me... he'll track me down to the ends of the earth if he has to and... and he'll..." Naoko buried his face in the nape of Ryu's neck, "He'll never stop... and I'll disappear and... and... I just can't do that again... please..."

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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 1:47 am
Ryuukaze ~( Lonely ) Mayotta nara~ ~( Try again ) Nando datte~ ~Yarinaosu koto dekiru kara~
Ryu was so glad to see his angel's eyes. Eyes like honey, hair like spun gold. It took him slightly by surprise however when Naoko leaned forward and vomited all over the floor of the sedan, getting a bit on his shoes and pants leg. It was no matter to him, this outfit was already going to be trashed once he got fresh clothing. He was more worried about Naoko's wellbeing. "It's ok, it's ok. Don't you worry. Nothing that won't wash." he assured. "I didn't let you see me because...I was told it was against everybody's best interests." he glanced at Tsubaki who sat in the front seat, arms crossed. "But...you know me...I can never just leave things alone, and I can never just watch you suffer like that. It...it kills me, even now, to do these things against your will. This is the only way I could think of, please understand. Please...forgive me." he kissed the top of Naoko's head several times over. "But..please, let me handle this, beautiful. You've suffered enough. I'll bear the burden for you. I'll keep him away from you. I'll be by your side at all times if need be. I'll pay for bodyguards, I'll do anything. You won't disappear. I'll see to that. If you think he's the one who won't ever stop...then you have no idea what I am capable of. I'll never stop, ever, when it comes to protecting you, to loving you. But first, you need to heal. Darling, we both do. Just trust me. Please trust me. I'm not going to let you go anywhere until you realize that you aren't a toy, and you don't have to be a victim. You're so, so much more than that, so much more than Hayato could ever imagine, or ever be, or ever, ever deserve to have." he lifted Naoko's face once more, wiping his mouth tenderly with the back of his hand, and then kissing him gently. This man was his heart and soul. This broken pianist who sat, bound and trembling, beside him. Of course he would protect him. Without him, Ryu would cease to exist as himself. Once you find your soul mate, you can never be without them. To lose that person is to lose your soul. That is what his Mother had once said when he was very young. His mother was right...Ryu could feel it in the core of his very being, every time he looked at Naoko. Save the pianist, save himself. ~( I’m here )~ Soba ni iru wa~ ~( Believe me ) Osorenai de~ ~Shinjiau koto....~ ~FOR YOU~
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 2:04 am
 
After a few moments, after that sweet and gentle kiss... Naoko finally calmed down.
Well, maybe not to a completely rational state, but he wasn't sobbing uncontrollably anymore, nor was he trying to get away.
"My... my hands... Ryu..." the pianist whispered, "Please untie them... I swear I won't do anything, I just..." his amber gaze focused on the violinist. "I'm frightened, Ryu..."
It was a simply admission... and a very true one at that. He wasn't necessarily frightened OF Ryu... just of what the situation could turn into. Usually, bedroom games which included rope were a turn on for the pianist but... Not after today. At least, not for a little while after today.
"You can't keep me here forever, Ryu... Sai will get worried... and Shou-san... I have a meeting with him tomorrow. I can't miss it, Ryu. My musical career is hanging in the balance. Yours too!" his golden eyes were obviously worried. "Shou-san wants you too... to tour with us... and we were going to talk about it tomorrow... about... about disbanding Hikari Ya Yami..."
Naoko's voice died after saying that. Quite literally in fact. The pianist opened his mouth to say more but... no sound came out. Nothing...
For a moment, he just tried to speak. When that didn't work, he turned panic-stricken eyes on his akuma once again.
He couldn't utter a sound...

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