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 Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2011 8:32 pm
Do I have allergies, cause I've been sneezing fairly often lately. Or someone is talking about me behind my back.
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 12:03 am
He's officially married. I want to just be mad at him for being such an idiot by marrying a girl he's hasn't even been dating for a year but honestly I just want to cry. I hate that I'm upset about this, I don't want to be. I haven't loved him in a long time. After what he did I don't even want him to have any part in my life. Another one of my ex's is engaged and I really don't care either way. He wasn't even my first love! The only "first" he was was the first guy to break my heart. UGH!!!! I don't want this. It's not fair, I don't love him. I don't care about him. This shouldn't still hurt.
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 12:10 am
what the ******** do so many people hate me? ._.
I'm sorry that I don't want to be a complete a*****e like everyone else in this ******** town.
and you. how are you so popular with everyone?
You can't do anything for yourself, and you're so ignorant and lazy. why do people like you?
what the ******** is wrong with this town?
(that was directed towards nobody here. i just needed to say something. And also sorry for the language. ;_; )
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 12:28 am
" I must admit the 1st time I saw you I thought you were from a harry potter book"
Uh... what? That is quite possibly the weirdest compliment I've ever gotten. But it was well-intended.
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 9:03 am
The following content is rated TV MA. It has language, sexual content, and violence. Viewer discretion is advised.
Bloody hell I can't take it anymore! I keep hearing you bastards running your mouths and talking s**t to everyone and treating people like dirt. I didn't care until you hit her, and that was your mistake. I fought you once and beat you, and I feel like its about to happen again because of your stupidity and ignorance. I hope to god you don't piss me off anymore or I will hurt you and your little posse.
Jesus Christ Sam, we broke up awhile ago and you told me you couldn't do long distance relationships, and that even if you could come back you wouldn't so why the ******** is it that you call me at 2 in the ******** morning to bawl your eyes out and try and get me to come back with you? I've never lied to you, and I still didn't when I said I would think about it, but I assume the context you got was wrong because I'm not thinking on a yes or no, I'm thinking on a why the hell is this all happening.
Jess, don't even ******** start, you keep calling me and bothering me all the ******** time, and for what? To ask if we could go out sometime? Its not happening. You had your chance and then when we actually had sex like you wanted, you broke my ******** nose and dumped me the next day. I was ready to keep putting up with you but you made the decision, now deal with it.
You know what Stephanie? I get it, you boyfriend broke up with you and you were really happy and what not with him. I was trying to calm you down and help out but when you basically b***h slapped me in the face and insulted me trying to help you it was too much.
And most of all, ******** you Jesse. You little egotistic mother ********. I had nothing impolite to say to you or anything against you. We've been friends since kindergarten so I've always had your back ALWAYS. But now with your new group of friends you just have to seem like the biggest d**k of all? I tried to walk away, I tried my best to just ignore you. But how dare you bring up my cutting and drug problem in ******** public? How ******** dare you you piece of s**t. You're right, I can't trust people, and you're right I do have a problem keeping friends but at least I wouldn't give them out for a group of assholes if i did have them. I hope you grow up alone you c**k sucking son of a b***h. I hope you burn.
Thanks for letting me get all that out. I guess I bottled it all up so much that I just blew up. I'm sorry guys.
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 1:10 pm
I will be victorious!!!!! D<
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 1:21 pm
It's no problem.
And even if you don't know me, feel free to talk to me anytime. :c
I'm having some of the same problems with people that you are.
Unrelated secret: I wish I could take some of the things things I've said recently back.
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 10:52 pm
Today went pretty well. heart
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 12:25 am
I wasn't aware that mentioning I'm engaged would get me pounced by my entire family. ._.;
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 12:30 am
I am cosplaying my avvie or my avvie is cosplaying me. Not entirely sure. Avvie looks much better though, I'm just blending in with all the other mildly overweight goths. XD
I wish I could not feel so alone right now. It's so stupid. I can't stop wondering what it would've been like....
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 6:40 am
I hate one of my exes and never really loved him and every time I see him I still want to smash his little face in even though I never cared about him in the first place. I was only going out with him because I didn't want to be alone. It's fine to be upset, sometimes we just are.I don't get it. How can people hate you? You're so lovely and nice and... I don't get it. People are weird. Try and ignore them and rise above it. You're better than they are. Especially since it seems like they hate you for no apparent bloody reason. You are amazing and you always will be. Those people are just jealousThat is definitely one of the coolest compliments I've ever heard. That's just so awesome I cannot put it into words. But this is coming from a bit of a book freak...I know how you feel. I've had friends who treat me like that. The run back to me every time they ******** up and expect me to fix everything for them
I don't tell people about how I used to cut myself, or all the times I just sat in the middle of the road waiting for a car to hit me. And I don't tell people because I have major trust issues. And I have major trust issues because people are bastards. I had my best friend basically abandon me because she wanted to be friends with someone else. And then she ******** bullied the crap out of me and left me with no friends. So I don't trust people.
I trust the internet. The internet doesn't know me and doesn't giving a flying ********. Hence why I post here so much. But if you need a chat I've here for you honey. No matter how rough it is I'm here for my friends.You are???? O.oMy avi is far too hot for me to cosplay as. I'm far too not good looking enough. And my hair isn't pink crying
And it's ok to feel lonely. I feel lonely all the ******** time. It comes and it goes. But if you need someone to chat to I'm here ok? And try not to dwell on what might have beens, it only makes things more difficult for you to move on into the future.
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 10:44 am
Yeah.. my now-fiancee changed his Facebook thing to engaged to me for the lulz since we're not active FBers, now my sister, her wife, and my brother are throwing an epic shitfit.
I told Mom a month or two ago. So when my sister called her to tell on me, she got quite a surprise XD "And? I knew that a while ago" Didn't think a few words on a website would cause so much drama.
How're you doing Peeps? *huggles*
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 1:08 pm
It's okay to be upset about exes. I'm fine with most of mine, but there are two that continue to piss me off even though I want no part of them.
I'm sorry the sclerodema has been getting worse. I think your dad is just trying to keep you positive but I think you are perfectly entitled to be upset and say ********. I hope the chemo helps and you don't get many of the side effects.
I have sarcroidosis, also auto immune. It's vaguely similar to scleroderma. It is[/i ]frustrating and maddening and sometimes I just want to scream and cry about the unfairness of it all.
Your dad just loves you and probably worries when he see you so upset. He's upset for you too. It's still good to let it out. If you don't it all just builds up inside and makes you feel worse.
I hope things are getting better
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 5:26 pm
Maris Pallitax I wasn't aware that mentioning I'm engaged would get me pounced by my entire family. ._.;
Congrats <33
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 6:16 pm
kittycross
It's okay to be upset about exes. I'm fine with most of mine, but there are two that continue to piss me off even though I want no part of them.
I'm sorry the sclerodema has been getting worse. I think your dad is just trying to keep you positive but I think you are perfectly entitled to be upset and say ********. I hope the chemo helps and you don't get many of the side effects.
I have sarcroidosis, also auto immune. It's vaguely similar to scleroderma. It is[/i ]frustrating and maddening and sometimes I just want to scream and cry about the unfairness of it all.
Your dad just loves you and probably worries when he see you so upset. He's upset for you too. It's still good to let it out. If you don't it all just builds up inside and makes you feel worse.
I hope things are getting better
I've actually been off the chemo for almost 2 years now. The side affects were worse than the disease so I took myself off. I rather have an IV in my arm for an hour than go through that again. As weird as it is, I think I'm past the unfairness of being sick all the time. I just started freaking out because one of my doctors didn't think it was active so she didn't want to treat it. Luckily I have my Rheuma who agrees with me on everything. heart
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