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 Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 12:30 pm
I feel like the world is right again. I have my best friend back. There are very few people who could text me at six in the morning, waking me up in the process, and I'd smile when I saw the name on my phone. I went back to sleep sometime around eight, still grinning.
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 12:39 pm
The hospital wants me to work full time for them next year
they are setting up a new area ^U^
the lady who got the funding grant or juju was asking me if i'd be interested<3
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 12:59 pm
nfaufiaupf I just don't know anymore, was he doing those things in a teasing joking manner or does he have actual feelings that caused him to do them? It's confusing, and then there's the fact that he's 6 years older then me. Which doesn't matter too much to me, but other people could find it odd.
@Shiori: *hugs* you are a very strong person, and know that it can be frustrating to deal with. I really hope that they are able to find something soon that will help you. And I agree that you're perfectly justified to swear if you feel it helps you in some way, don't know why your dad would think otherwise...
@Tabi: I'm glad your friend is back again, I know I'm always really happy to see my best friend no matter how late it is. <3 And I know I'd be especially happy to see her if she'd been gone for a long time.
@Kam: That's great! I'm really happy for you that you have that job opportunity, and even better that you seem happy about it so I assume it's something you want to do?
@Everyone: *hugs all* you guys are all awesome!!!!! :3
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 1:48 pm
Kind of =P I love helping people and get to help people with health and recovery<3
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 3:24 pm
Icemist Dawn Cannibal Horsey Icemist Dawn Why do I always ******** things up for myself and everyone around me?
And why do I seem incapable of making new friends and keeping them?
Ugh.
And sometimes these things just don't work. That's how life goes sometimes. I'm just mad at myself right now. The only thing that I'm really worried about is that I'm starting to get depressed. *Epic huggles.*If you need an ear and maybe a few good jokes, I'm always here. On a side note: I go give blood, which didn't go well thanks to the fact I didn't drink plenty of fluids. And now the sun hates me!!! gonk gonk gonk
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 4:56 pm
epic-writer42 Icemist Dawn Cannibal Horsey Icemist Dawn Why do I always ******** things up for myself and everyone around me?
And why do I seem incapable of making new friends and keeping them?
Ugh.
And sometimes these things just don't work. That's how life goes sometimes. I'm just mad at myself right now. The only thing that I'm really worried about is that I'm starting to get depressed. *Epic huggles.*If you need an ear and maybe a few good jokes, I'm always here. On a side note: I go give blood, which didn't go well thanks to the fact I didn't drink plenty of fluids. And now the sun hates me!!! gonk gonk gonk thank you. <3 And thanks Canni, too.
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 5:02 pm
Jikoniau @Shiori: *hugs* you are a very strong person, and know that it can be frustrating to deal with. I really hope that they are able to find something soon that will help you. And I agree that you're perfectly justified to swear if you feel it helps you in some way, don't know why your dad would think otherwise...
Thanks Jiko. heart I'm fine now, sometimes I just need to explode. Unrelated Secret:I have 4 ex boyfriends, two I talk to and two I don't. The two I don't talk to are both engaged to girls they haven't been dating for even a year. Of the two I do talk to, one I'm facebook married to one and the other I sleep with. What the hell? XD
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 9:41 pm
My old friend ovarian cyst came back. It hurts, and otc medications do absolutely nothing to help. So my chances of sleeping tonight are approximately zero. Curling into the fetal position doesn't help, nor does lying down flat, or anything in between. D: I'm tired, and it hurts, and this is incredibly inconvenient.
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 10:23 pm
I hate him. I'm not wrong. It's not fair. Why does no one stand up for me.
Does everyone have their Birthday notices turned off now?
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2011 4:41 am
Icemist Dawn epic-writer42 Icemist Dawn Cannibal Horsey Icemist Dawn Why do I always ******** things up for myself and everyone around me?
And why do I seem incapable of making new friends and keeping them?
Ugh.
And sometimes these things just don't work. That's how life goes sometimes. I'm just mad at myself right now. The only thing that I'm really worried about is that I'm starting to get depressed. *Epic huggles.*If you need an ear and maybe a few good jokes, I'm always here. On a side note: I go give blood, which didn't go well thanks to the fact I didn't drink plenty of fluids. And now the sun hates me!!! gonk gonk gonk thank you. <3 And thanks Canni, too. No problem sweetie! heart
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2011 8:26 am
I'm thinking on going out with my friend Brittany. She and I have been friends for a few years now and everytime one of us needs to talk the other is there to help out. I really like her yeah, but I don't know if I'm making an idiot mistake because Kayla just left me or if I'm doing something I should've done awhile ago. Things are always so confusing for me when it comes to this... Oh well...
In other news, 3 months without cutting myself guys yay! And 8 months since my last cigarette! I think I'm doing pretty well.
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2011 11:01 am
I am so frickin' tired of my dad failing me.
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2011 11:35 am
So of course, my family has to go on vacation in the end of July/early August. Which was when I was supposed to go see Taming of the Shrew and museuming (totally a verb) with Ben. We have such awesome timing. With luck, we'll leave late enough in July or come back early enough in August that our trip to Houston isn't a total failure.
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2011 4:07 pm
I drove today. O_O
I did okay until my dad wouldn't shut up and distracted me.
Also:
After 13 years of chemo, it's kinda weird that meds don't really phase me anymore. My doctor talking about one hour of IVs once a week for two months and my reaction "So when can we start and will it make me puke?" If it won't make me puke, I'm ready to go.
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