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 Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:08 pm
Creas Kestin Sha Stabbity stabbity. It's so much fun to say. biggrin *runs around in circles* I don't know if the need would ever arise, but what if I'm like a secret agent one day and the government captures me and forces me to reveal secret information? Then I'd be awesome and know kung fu and stuff. Kehehe. Ummm.... geddit koz im goffik
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:10 pm
Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Stabbity stabbity. It's so much fun to say. biggrin *runs around in circles* I don't know if the need would ever arise, but what if I'm like a secret agent one day and the government captures me and forces me to reveal secret information? Then I'd be awesome and know kung fu and stuff. Kehehe. Ummm.... geddit koz im goffik No, actually, I don't get it. That had nothing to do with it self. It's also in a radically different tone than your other posts. It confuses me.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:14 pm
Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Stabbity stabbity. It's so much fun to say. biggrin *runs around in circles* I don't know if the need would ever arise, but what if I'm like a secret agent one day and the government captures me and forces me to reveal secret information? Then I'd be awesome and know kung fu and stuff. Kehehe. Ummm.... geddit koz im goffik No, actually, I don't get it. That had nothing to do with it self. It's also in a radically different tone than your other posts. It confuses me. Nah, it's totally irrelevant. I've just wanted to say that for months. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:15 pm
Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Stabbity stabbity. It's so much fun to say. biggrin *runs around in circles* I don't know if the need would ever arise, but what if I'm like a secret agent one day and the government captures me and forces me to reveal secret information? Then I'd be awesome and know kung fu and stuff. Kehehe. Ummm.... geddit koz im goffik No, actually, I don't get it. That had nothing to do with it self. It's also in a radically different tone than your other posts. It confuses me. Nah, it's totally irrelevant. I've just wanted to say that for months. 3nodding 'Kay then.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:16 pm
Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Stabbity stabbity. It's so much fun to say. biggrin *runs around in circles* I don't know if the need would ever arise, but what if I'm like a secret agent one day and the government captures me and forces me to reveal secret information? Then I'd be awesome and know kung fu and stuff. Kehehe. Ummm.... geddit koz im goffik No, actually, I don't get it. That had nothing to do with it self. It's also in a radically different tone than your other posts. It confuses me. Nah, it's totally irrelevant. I've just wanted to say that for months. 3nodding 'Kay then. I am hyper. biggrin So some things stop making sense. Now I am making sense again though. Ice cream makes me hyper. I don't know why. I had ice cream today.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:18 pm
Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas No, actually, I don't get it. That had nothing to do with it self. It's also in a radically different tone than your other posts. It confuses me. Nah, it's totally irrelevant. I've just wanted to say that for months. 3nodding 'Kay then. I am hyper. biggrin So some things stop making sense. Now I am making sense again though. Ice cream makes me hyper. I don't know why. I had ice cream today. Which kind?
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:19 pm
Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas No, actually, I don't get it. That had nothing to do with it self. It's also in a radically different tone than your other posts. It confuses me. Nah, it's totally irrelevant. I've just wanted to say that for months. 3nodding 'Kay then. I am hyper. biggrin So some things stop making sense. Now I am making sense again though. Ice cream makes me hyper. I don't know why. I had ice cream today. Which kind? The kind with little peanut butter cups in it. biggrin
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:20 pm
Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Nah, it's totally irrelevant. I've just wanted to say that for months. 3nodding 'Kay then. I am hyper. biggrin So some things stop making sense. Now I am making sense again though. Ice cream makes me hyper. I don't know why. I had ice cream today. Which kind? The kind with little peanut butter cups in it. biggrin I had that once. Didn't like it. Poor ingredients. Nothing against the flavor.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:26 pm
Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Nah, it's totally irrelevant. I've just wanted to say that for months. 3nodding 'Kay then. I am hyper. biggrin So some things stop making sense. Now I am making sense again though. Ice cream makes me hyper. I don't know why. I had ice cream today. Which kind? The kind with little peanut butter cups in it. biggrin I had that once. Didn't like it. Poor ingredients. Nothing against the flavor. Well, I've had several kinds with little peanut butter cups, some I've liked more than others. Maybe it was different. Or maybe you just don't like it. That's fine. My mom doesn't either. Actually, she considers it an abomination. xp
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:27 pm
Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha I am hyper. biggrin So some things stop making sense. Now I am making sense again though. Ice cream makes me hyper. I don't know why. I had ice cream today. Which kind? The kind with little peanut butter cups in it. biggrin I had that once. Didn't like it. Poor ingredients. Nothing against the flavor. Well, I've had several kinds with little peanut butter cups, some I've liked more than others. Maybe it was different. Or maybe you just don't like it. That's fine. My mom doesn't either. Actually, she considers it an abomination. xp Nah. It really was the ingredients. The ice cream and chocolate were terrible.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:31 pm
Kisuke Yamada Silly RiRi keito melfina I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship... I feel like that a lot. It's depressing. I usually end up thinking that I'm too ugly/ shy/ whatever for anyone to like, nevermind love, me. That, or I get scared that I'll never end up with someone I truly love because my dad is a homophobe who said that he'd kill himself if my brother or I were gay... and I'm what could probably best be summarised as 'bisexual, strongly leaning towards women'. I don't want to be alienated from him while he's alive because of a relationship choice... and after he's gone, I don't want to do something he would've disapproved of.
emo
I think I've been needing to get that off my chest for a while, actually. I know exactly how you feel. This topic use to scare me a lot. I use to feel so scared, that I thought my dad would end up killing me if he found out that I was gay, but then I kinda just stop caring about how he'll react. I still refuse to tell him because my mom's safety is now in question and that I hate him to death. So on topic now! I'm very sure that your dad is a more reasonable man than mine, so when you do tell him, remind him the fact that he still loves you. Despite his claim about killing himself, I'm very positive that he won't. We all say crazy things whenever we're angry or overemotional. And tiny rant: I hate how paranoid I am. I'm constantly thinking that he hates me even though he probably thinks I'm a good friend. = n= I kinda feel happy my parents don't care that I'm gay. Though my mom and her best friend advised me to be "out in the open" type since they fear I might get beaten up or something (well I made new friends in school, finding that they're homophobic o_o). Scary, by the tone of their voices they feel that gays just try to ask out any guy. They're nice, but I felt hurt though... my dad doesn't care either, but he still has the family tradition of "only girls can go to boys houses since boys that go to girls houses would go for sex. But since you're gay, you can't go to your boyfriends house if you have one". Boo gonk On-topic: Well I'm gaining more confidence, though I hope there isn't such thing as "too much" of it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 7:48 pm
keito melfina Kisuke Yamada Silly RiRi keito melfina I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship... I feel like that a lot. It's depressing. I usually end up thinking that I'm too ugly/ shy/ whatever for anyone to like, nevermind love, me. That, or I get scared that I'll never end up with someone I truly love because my dad is a homophobe who said that he'd kill himself if my brother or I were gay... and I'm what could probably best be summarised as 'bisexual, strongly leaning towards women'. I don't want to be alienated from him while he's alive because of a relationship choice... and after he's gone, I don't want to do something he would've disapproved of.
emo
I think I've been needing to get that off my chest for a while, actually. I know exactly how you feel. This topic use to scare me a lot. I use to feel so scared, that I thought my dad would end up killing me if he found out that I was gay, but then I kinda just stop caring about how he'll react. I still refuse to tell him because my mom's safety is now in question and that I hate him to death. So on topic now! I'm very sure that your dad is a more reasonable man than mine, so when you do tell him, remind him the fact that he still loves you. Despite his claim about killing himself, I'm very positive that he won't. We all say crazy things whenever we're angry or overemotional. And tiny rant: I hate how paranoid I am. I'm constantly thinking that he hates me even though he probably thinks I'm a good friend. = n= I kinda feel happy my parents don't care that I'm gay. Though my mom and her best friend advised me to be "out in the open" type since they fear I might get beaten up or something (well I made new friends in school, finding that they're homophobic o_o). Scary, by the tone of their voices they feel that gays just try to ask out any guy. They're nice, but I felt hurt though... my dad doesn't care either, but he still has the family tradition of "only girls can go to boys houses since boys that go to girls houses would go for sex. But since you're gay, you can't go to your boyfriends house if you have one". Boo gonk On-topic: Well I'm gaining more confidence, though I hope there isn't such thing as "too much" of it. I thought you were bisexual leaning twords guys? Oh, right, and good things what with the parents not caring.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 8:00 pm
Creas keito melfina Kisuke Yamada Silly RiRi keito melfina I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship... I feel like that a lot. It's depressing. I usually end up thinking that I'm too ugly/ shy/ whatever for anyone to like, nevermind love, me. That, or I get scared that I'll never end up with someone I truly love because my dad is a homophobe who said that he'd kill himself if my brother or I were gay... and I'm what could probably best be summarised as 'bisexual, strongly leaning towards women'. I don't want to be alienated from him while he's alive because of a relationship choice... and after he's gone, I don't want to do something he would've disapproved of.
emo
I think I've been needing to get that off my chest for a while, actually. I know exactly how you feel. This topic use to scare me a lot. I use to feel so scared, that I thought my dad would end up killing me if he found out that I was gay, but then I kinda just stop caring about how he'll react. I still refuse to tell him because my mom's safety is now in question and that I hate him to death. So on topic now! I'm very sure that your dad is a more reasonable man than mine, so when you do tell him, remind him the fact that he still loves you. Despite his claim about killing himself, I'm very positive that he won't. We all say crazy things whenever we're angry or overemotional. And tiny rant: I hate how paranoid I am. I'm constantly thinking that he hates me even though he probably thinks I'm a good friend. = n= I kinda feel happy my parents don't care that I'm gay. Though my mom and her best friend advised me to be "out in the open" type since they fear I might get beaten up or something (well I made new friends in school, finding that they're homophobic o_o). Scary, by the tone of their voices they feel that gays just try to ask out any guy. They're nice, but I felt hurt though... my dad doesn't care either, but he still has the family tradition of "only girls can go to boys houses since boys that go to girls houses would go for sex. But since you're gay, you can't go to your boyfriends house if you have one". Boo gonk On-topic: Well I'm gaining more confidence, though I hope there isn't such thing as "too much" of it. I thought you were bisexual leaning twords guys? Oh, right, and good things what with the parents not caring. Nope. I'm not sexually attracted to women. It's just that I've always had a non-sexual love for women, but in technicality, I'm gay. P:
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 8:06 pm
The end...
Ki, I'm really sorry that's happening to you. *offers hugs*
My boyfriend is going through something similar, except both of his parents are homophobic. They flipped when they found out that I even existed. They still don't know that we're dating. They think they've scared me off...
The beginning...
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 8:17 pm
Kisuke Yamada Nope. I'm not sexually attracted to women. It's just that I've always had a non-sexual love for women, but in technicality, I'm gay. P: -Ki only cares about sex in a relationship.
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