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 Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 8:01 pm
I seriously need more non-virgin friends. Nothing wrong with being a virgin but hearing "ew" all the time is getting old. -.-
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 8:05 pm
Shiori Miko I seriously need more non-virgin friends. Nothing wrong with being a virgin but hearing "ew" all the time is getting old. -.-
I only say "Ew" during the awkward sexually charged lunch conversations Dx Some things I don't know I should have heard but better early than later in college.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 8:14 pm
keito melfina epic-writer42 Ah yes, high school being singleness, I knew that variety of hell well. I say you should be happy to be out of there. Now you are more or less free from highschool peer pressure.
I kinda have an addiction to smut yaoi now crying awful perversive thoughts knowing that i might not ever have those experiences xD
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 8:18 pm
keito melfina Shiori Miko I seriously need more non-virgin friends. Nothing wrong with being a virgin but hearing "ew" all the time is getting old. -.-
I only say "Ew" during the awkward sexually charged lunch conversations Dx Some things I don't know I should have heard but better early than later in college.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 9:48 pm
I wonder how they're going to handle exams now... That 6.0 has caused more disruption D:
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 1:11 am
"G: so my family is planning on attending one of the taming of the shrew plays at miller theatre in the beginning of august. What might happen is they would just drive up reserve tickets then spend the day at the fine arts musuem or natural science museum. so i was wondering if you would like to tag along.
G: what might also happen is they would just show up in the evening for the play and i would have to reserve the tickets (only can reserve from 10:30-1:00 the day of play) and in that case i could pick you up and we could try and hit up houston (climb, hit used book stores, and hit a museum)"
I don't know what I'm doing. I really, really, really don't. I mean, the more I talk to him, the more I find we have in common. And the more I find myself wanting to talk to him. But... after the whole fiasco with Callan not respecting me, I just... don't know. On the other hand, Ben knows. He knows I don't get physically close to people and that probably won't ever change. And he's okay with that.
But the fact that he wants me to meet his family. I'm just surprised. And honored. And mostly surprised.
What the heck am I doing?
I'm still trying to sort out my feelings, trying to put myself back in a place where I'm ready to trust again. I don't know if I can risk that again. But... what if the risk is worth it?
And... okay, book stores, rock climbing, museums, and Shakespeare. Just... how many people can there be that that is their idea of fun? How many of us can there possibly be in the world?
And yeah, it's a little unconventional. I mean, we're not dating or anything, but he said later in the conversation that had his parents not been coming, he would've asked me on a date anyway.
I've never met a guy's parents before. He also has three younger sisters. This is... new for me.
But I think the biggest thing for me here is, I can't be too quick to decide that I'm not ready. Because I'm not sure, I'm not all that in touch with my own feelings, but I think I might be starting to fall for him a little. And if... well, this could be the best thing that's happened to me in a long, long time.
But mostly I'm just not sure. Then again, I never really am.
Also, it's three in the morning, so if I fail to make any sense whatsoever, that's most of why. The rest is just residual surprise.
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 5:33 am
Miss Amelia Pond "G: so my family is planning on attending one of the taming of the shrew plays at miller theatre in the beginning of august. What might happen is they would just drive up reserve tickets then spend the day at the fine arts musuem or natural science museum. so i was wondering if you would like to tag along.
G: what might also happen is they would just show up in the evening for the play and i would have to reserve the tickets (only can reserve from 10:30-1:00 the day of play) and in that case i could pick you up and we could try and hit up houston (climb, hit used book stores, and hit a museum)"
I don't know what I'm doing. I really, really, really don't. I mean, the more I talk to him, the more I find we have in common. And the more I find myself wanting to talk to him. But... after the whole fiasco with Callan not respecting me, I just... don't know. On the other hand, Ben knows. He knows I don't get physically close to people and that probably won't ever change. And he's okay with that.
But the fact that he wants me to meet his family. I'm just surprised. And honored. And mostly surprised.
What the heck am I doing?
I'm still trying to sort out my feelings, trying to put myself back in a place where I'm ready to trust again. I don't know if I can risk that again. But... what if the risk is worth it?
And... okay, book stores, rock climbing, museums, and Shakespeare. Just... how many people can there be that that is their idea of fun? How many of us can there possibly be in the world?
And yeah, it's a little unconventional. I mean, we're not dating or anything, but he said later in the conversation that had his parents not been coming, he would've asked me on a date anyway.
I've never met a guy's parents before. He also has three younger sisters. This is... new for me.
But I think the biggest thing for me here is, I can't be too quick to decide that I'm not ready. Because I'm not sure, I'm not all that in touch with my own feelings, but I think I might be starting to fall for him a little. And if... well, this could be the best thing that's happened to me in a long, long time.
But mostly I'm just not sure. Then again, I never really am.
Also, it's three in the morning, so if I fail to make any sense whatsoever, that's most of why. The rest is just residual surprise.
I'm sure things will work out fine. Follow your heart and occasionally your head when it's being possibly sensible, do what you think is right. And I think accepting that you have to take risks to trust people sometimes, because otherwise you're gonna have it hard *knows what it's like, is very untrusting*
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 7:28 am
Scenario's are awesome <3333
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 7:47 am
So tired. Don't think I'll ever be able to get over accidentally calling him "Captain" during a really intimate moment...... dunno if I should laugh or shrink into a tiny ball and hide. Or both. Especially since I did it /again/ .............. Stupid Bleach getting into my thoughts >_>
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 11:21 am
A world of echoes and fallen gods...
Stephanie Meyer, why did you have to go and ruin the word "vampire?" Now those of us who actually like real vampires have to defend ourselves from the accusations of liking sparkling men who hide in trees...
Where all is shadowed, no rights or wrongs...
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 2:45 pm
Cannibal Horsey Miss Amelia Pond "G: so my family is planning on attending one of the taming of the shrew plays at miller theatre in the beginning of august. What might happen is they would just drive up reserve tickets then spend the day at the fine arts musuem or natural science museum. so i was wondering if you would like to tag along.
G: what might also happen is they would just show up in the evening for the play and i would have to reserve the tickets (only can reserve from 10:30-1:00 the day of play) and in that case i could pick you up and we could try and hit up houston (climb, hit used book stores, and hit a museum)"
I don't know what I'm doing. I really, really, really don't. I mean, the more I talk to him, the more I find we have in common. And the more I find myself wanting to talk to him. But... after the whole fiasco with Callan not respecting me, I just... don't know. On the other hand, Ben knows. He knows I don't get physically close to people and that probably won't ever change. And he's okay with that.
But the fact that he wants me to meet his family. I'm just surprised. And honored. And mostly surprised.
What the heck am I doing?
I'm still trying to sort out my feelings, trying to put myself back in a place where I'm ready to trust again. I don't know if I can risk that again. But... what if the risk is worth it?
And... okay, book stores, rock climbing, museums, and Shakespeare. Just... how many people can there be that that is their idea of fun? How many of us can there possibly be in the world?
And yeah, it's a little unconventional. I mean, we're not dating or anything, but he said later in the conversation that had his parents not been coming, he would've asked me on a date anyway.
I've never met a guy's parents before. He also has three younger sisters. This is... new for me.
But I think the biggest thing for me here is, I can't be too quick to decide that I'm not ready. Because I'm not sure, I'm not all that in touch with my own feelings, but I think I might be starting to fall for him a little. And if... well, this could be the best thing that's happened to me in a long, long time.
But mostly I'm just not sure. Then again, I never really am.
Also, it's three in the morning, so if I fail to make any sense whatsoever, that's most of why. The rest is just residual surprise.
I'm sure things will work out fine. Follow your heart and occasionally your head when it's being possibly sensible, do what you think is right. And I think accepting that you have to take risks to trust people sometimes, because otherwise you're gonna have it hard *knows what it's like, is very untrusting*
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 8:02 pm
Betrayal.... Didn't expect it to hurt that much.
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 8:13 pm
Shove off logical thinking! You're job is to keep me from doing stupid stuff that can get me killed, not keeping me from doing something that will either greatly embarrass me, or get me closer to my goals.
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Posted: Mon Jun 13, 2011 9:24 pm
The only thing keeping me going at this point is the knowledge that he's happier without me. Any time I hold back the urge to contact him, I'm doing a small part to make him happier. It's a pretty ******** depressing way to look at it, but it's pretty much all I've got.
He means the world to me, and I'd do anything to see him happy T____T
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