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 Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 5:44 pm
Do not read this if you do not want TMI.
I AM ******** BLEEDING FROM MY v****a. D8< BLEEDING.
And it would actually be a good thing if I weren't so hormonal and anemic-y right now.
I could put so much more here but it's nice just to be able to post in this thread again. /pets post.
Might need to rant about teachers I want to bitchslap in a hormonally-induced rage later though.
EDIT: And as usual my most awkward post is first-post-on-the-page'd. xDDDD <3
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 5:53 pm
Jer0nim0 Do not read this if you do not want TMI. I AM ******** BLEEDING FROM MY v****a. D8< BLEEDING.And it would actually be a good thing if I weren't so hormonal and anemic-y right now. I could put so much more here but it's nice just to be able to post in this thread again. /pets post. Might need to rant about teachers I want to bitchslap in a hormonally-induced rage later though. EDIT: And as usual my most awkward post is first-post-on-the-page'd. xDDDD <3 NIMMMY!!! *Hugs* D= I read the tmi ;; but still *hugs*
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 6:00 pm
Kamok0 Jer0nim0 Do not read this if you do not want TMI. I AM ******** BLEEDING FROM MY v****a. D8< BLEEDING.And it would actually be a good thing if I weren't so hormonal and anemic-y right now. I could put so much more here but it's nice just to be able to post in this thread again. /pets post. Might need to rant about teachers I want to bitchslap in a hormonally-induced rage later though. EDIT: And as usual my most awkward post is first-post-on-the-page'd. xDDDD <3 NIMMMY!!! *Hugs* D= I read the tmi ;; but still *hugs* /huffles. I figured people would if it were at the top of the page, didn't notice until after. Sorries. ;u;'
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 6:54 pm
Jer0nim0 Kamok0 Jer0nim0 Do not read this if you do not want TMI. I AM ******** BLEEDING FROM MY v****a. D8< BLEEDING.And it would actually be a good thing if I weren't so hormonal and anemic-y right now. I could put so much more here but it's nice just to be able to post in this thread again. /pets post. Might need to rant about teachers I want to bitchslap in a hormonally-induced rage later though. EDIT: And as usual my most awkward post is first-post-on-the-page'd. xDDDD <3 NIMMMY!!! *Hugs* D= I read the tmi ;; but still *hugs* /huffles. I figured people would if it were at the top of the page, didn't notice until after. Sorries. ;u;' No sorry atleast you're on summer holidays now no? heh
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 6:59 pm
Kamok0 Jer0nim0 Kamok0 Jer0nim0 Do not read this if you do not want TMI. I AM ******** BLEEDING FROM MY v****a. D8< BLEEDING.And it would actually be a good thing if I weren't so hormonal and anemic-y right now. I could put so much more here but it's nice just to be able to post in this thread again. /pets post. Might need to rant about teachers I want to bitchslap in a hormonally-induced rage later though. EDIT: And as usual my most awkward post is first-post-on-the-page'd. xDDDD <3 NIMMMY!!! *Hugs* D= I read the tmi ;; but still *hugs* /huffles. I figured people would if it were at the top of the page, didn't notice until after. Sorries. ;u;' No sorry atleast you're on summer holidays now no? heh Not summer yet no. ;A; I'm taking 4 tests and 3 finals next week, then I'm off to apparently get drunk. (Not really but my sis keeps joking she's going to spike a drink sometime after I graduate. >,>)
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 11:24 pm
epic-writer42 Jikoniau epic-writer42 Come on heart! So what if we've been rejected more times than I care to count? You can't just give up on the fight. The next girl just might be the one for all we know. Come on, don't become afraid to open up and let that near limitless supply of love flow!!! Let's show them just who we are!...I don't think my heart is listening to me. The heart can be pretty darn obnoxious at times, just won't give up on something it wants even when it's impossible... give it time though and you'll be able to open up to people again. I know I keep going trough times when I'll be able to share a ton of stuff with someone, and then something happens and I close up completely. That happened recently... still trying to decide if I want to try asking him out again or not I can't tell if he's interested or not so probably will go with the friend option for a while. XD But ya, just remember that things can always get better and hang in there. *hugs* It's not that it's giving me a hard time opening up to people...it's giving me a hard time with the whole falling in love thing...though that could easily be the fact that none of the woman I see day to day are my type since they're all several years older than me if not older. Hmm, if that's the case then I'd say to try to be patient about it. Often I think you find the best people when not looking for them. The few guys I've really liked were totally unexpected, and I wasn't looking to try and like someone. It just kinda happens. And besides, with this sort of thing the more you look the more frustrated you become. (and by "you" I mean people in general not necessarily just you)
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 6:26 am
Jer0nim0 Kamok0 Jer0nim0 Kamok0 Jer0nim0 Do not read this if you do not want TMI. I AM ******** BLEEDING FROM MY v****a. D8< BLEEDING.And it would actually be a good thing if I weren't so hormonal and anemic-y right now. I could put so much more here but it's nice just to be able to post in this thread again. /pets post. Might need to rant about teachers I want to bitchslap in a hormonally-induced rage later though. EDIT: And as usual my most awkward post is first-post-on-the-page'd. xDDDD <3 NIMMMY!!! *Hugs* D= I read the tmi ;; but still *hugs* /huffles. I figured people would if it were at the top of the page, didn't notice until after. Sorries. ;u;' No sorry atleast you're on summer holidays now no? heh Not summer yet no. ;A; I'm taking 4 tests and 3 finals next week, then I'm off to apparently get drunk. (Not really but my sis keeps joking she's going to spike a drink sometime after I graduate. >,>) What I wouldn't give to get ridiculously drunk right about now....
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 6:30 am
Yeah; my friends are right; I miss you so much that I might have developed a crush on you in the process. But; I didn't fall in "love" with the current you- I'm falling in "love" with the past you- the one I remember the most and the one I cry for. No. I'm not saying that I don't like the present you; but I like the present you- You're athletic- spontaneous (as always) and your music rings through my ears. But.. we avoid each other like the plague and when we encounter each other; I see you glance at me for a split second then you turn away.
I'm so weak. I can't even apologise to you without chickening out. I was going to say "I'm sorry" to you on the way out of the bus; but yeah; I was chickening out. ... Why was it so hard to turn to you (you were on the left of me sitting next to my good friend) and say "Hey Ryan! I'm sorry for everything!"... I'm sorry that I did everything wrong and that I'm sorry that I made our friendship turn from hard stone into crumbles.
I wish to have confidence to tell you that I miss you and that I'm sorry. I'm so sorry...
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 11:44 am
I find it sad that people can't seem to appreciate Groucho Marx's brand of Humor.
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 12:15 pm
epic-writer42 I find it sad that people can't seem to appreciate Groucho Marx's brand of Humor. Hail to thee Freedonia!
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 12:35 pm
My youngest wants me out of the way. S/he is upset because five years ago I moved in and now Kitty likes life and wants to be respected.
Hell of a thing to wake up to.
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 9:32 pm
Graduating highschoool, I don't know what to feel. I don't know if I should feel glad or regretful in not gettnig a relationship experience in high school while knowing full well that paths would eventually disperse.
Other than that I'm still jealous of women. I'm still day dreaming of what it w ould have been like if I was a girl so I can be with a guy... *sighs* double standards suck since apparently the school atmosphere [well the non-serious religious types at least hinders me from having a boyfriend but allows lesbians/bisexuals/etc ]. I've been told so many times in my life that I act more feminine for being soft, kind, sweet, but in reality I feel like i"m so busy repressing somethign deep down on the inside.
Now that I'm out of highschool, I'ms tarting to act more flambouyant. I think my family is starting to notice [those who I didn't tel lthat I was gay]
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Posted: Sat Jun 11, 2011 9:58 pm
keito melfina Graduating highschoool, I don't know what to feel. I don't know if I should feel glad or regretful in not gettnig a relationship experience in high school while knowing full well that paths would eventually disperse.
Other than that I'm still jealous of women. I'm still day dreaming of what it w ould have been like if I was a girl so I can be with a guy... *sighs* double standards suck since apparently the school atmosphere [well the non-serious religious types at least hinders me from having a boyfriend but allows lesbians/bisexuals/etc ]. I've been told so many times in my life that I act more feminine for being soft, kind, sweet, but in reality I feel like i"m so busy repressing somethign deep down on the inside.
Now that I'm out of highschool, I'ms tarting to act more flambouyant. I think my family is starting to notice [those who I didn't tel lthat I was gay]
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 12:02 pm
Mwuahahahahahaaha
just one wrong move and you're gone! XD
1.People really shouldn't take chances with me
I do trust people but I always triple check every once and a while =P
2. When someone goes back on what they say, They instantly are about to lose my trust =]
3.You're good, be selfish, tell a few lies, sorry I'm better and Im waiting for the right moment and I'm going to make you cry, why?Because I've been hurt too many times, I don't mind taking hits for good reasons but when its something soo selfish when you know you're doing damage.
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Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 7:53 pm
epic-writer42 Ah yes, high school being singleness, I knew that variety of hell well. I say you should be happy to be out of there. Now you are more or less free from highschool peer pressure.
I kinda have an addiction to smut yaoi now crying awful perversive thoughts knowing that i might not ever have those experiences xD
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