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 Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 9:25 pm
Little Miss Fortune He's got pictures up on Facebook of him and some other girl. I miss him so much crying crying crying
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 9:47 pm
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune He's got pictures up on Facebook of him and some other girl. I miss him so much crying crying crying
We aren't even friends >.<
We had talked back and forth in a message before, so when I go to message someone else, I see his profile picture. I couldn't resist clicking it xp
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 9:54 pm
Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune He's got pictures up on Facebook of him and some other girl. I miss him so much crying crying crying
We aren't even friends >.<
We had talked back and forth in a message before, so when I go to message someone else, I see his profile picture. I couldn't resist clicking it xp I did the same thing, which was why I had to block my ex for awhile. It's tempting to see how he was doing but then I would get hurt every time I checked on him. I could've always unblocked him, but it helped me resist.
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 11:23 pm
"I wish you were here." I only ever seem to say that to him when I'm stressed out, or upset, or crying, or any other of the numerous bad emotions/feelings/moods that I seem to go through so often...
I guess all that happened... only served to bring me closer to him, and him closer to me. Much closer than I would have guessed...
All the trauma, the fighting, the childishness... All that seems to have passed now. Other than my occasional b***h fit over something idiotic.
And oooh... I still shiver when he gets that tone of voice. When he's not acting childish or immature, when he's being completely serious and protective of me...
Six weeks, and he'll be back.
Funny how I never looked forward to anything... and now all I can do is count down the time until he holds me and pets my head and tells me everything will be okay.
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 11:41 pm
Can you seriously just stop being confusing? We go from best friends, to nearly dating, to god knows what, to you stop talking to me for months. Deleting me on facebook, not answering my texts, you just completely disappeared. I know you talk to my friend so I asked her if she knew what the hell was up and you started talking to me a little. Okay, weird but I guess I could just go along. Then, during our second conversation in months, you said we should hang out so you're coming over tomorrow. I already have plans and you went with it and starting flirting like we used to. You disappeared from my life for like 4 months. I kept saying you confused me and I really don't know what to make of you and you didn't really say anything about it. Is it me or are you this weird with all your friends? Fine Jimmy, I'll go along with this again. But I swear if you start acting like a ninja again or get pissed when you find out about Doug, you're not stable enough for me to fight to keep you in my life.
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2011 4:39 am
Maris Pallitax "I wish you were here." I only ever seem to say that to him when I'm stressed out, or upset, or crying, or any other of the numerous bad emotions/feelings/moods that I seem to go through so often...
I guess all that happened... only served to bring me closer to him, and him closer to me. Much closer than I would have guessed...
All the trauma, the fighting, the childishness... All that seems to have passed now. Other than my occasional b***h fit over something idiotic.
And oooh... I still shiver when he gets that tone of voice. When he's not acting childish or immature, when he's being completely serious and protective of me...
Six weeks, and he'll be back.
Funny how I never looked forward to anything... and now all I can do is count down the time until he holds me and pets my head and tells me everything will be okay.
As someone once said
"Absence is to love what the wind is to fire. When it is a small fire the wind kills it, but when it's a real fire, it intensifies it."
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2011 4:59 am
babies dear god babies.
I no like babies x------x
soo noisy.
*goes back into hiding*
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2011 8:19 am
Kamok0 babies dear god babies.
I no like babies x------x
soo noisy.
*goes back into hiding*
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2011 3:21 pm
Lawl I love how I went and it ended up totally as predicted
what a bunch of ******** asses
Ugh...
-_____-
to top it off since everyone was to busy having fun
and being happy someone said
"You should clean the place up since you're not doing anything"
and to top that off
"Oh what cleaning company do you work for? or are you their butler?"
you know ******** you all.
Seriously..
I hate this
I hate it sooo much
I wanted a week break from the family stuff
I had two weeks filled with family and you guys just make me feel like s**t
Im sorry I look different
I m sorry my dad tried to kill me soo many times
I never asked to be born but don't ******** make me feel like s**t
I don't feel like I have anything here anyway -__-
I feel like the gone off prawn on a luxury snack plate
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2011 7:34 pm
Come on heart! So what if we've been rejected more times than I care to count? You can't just give up on the fight. The next girl just might be the one for all we know. Come on, don't become afraid to open up and let that near limitless supply of love flow!!! Let's show them just who we are!...I don't think my heart is listening to me.
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 12:21 am
Cannibal Horsey Maris Pallitax "I wish you were here." I only ever seem to say that to him when I'm stressed out, or upset, or crying, or any other of the numerous bad emotions/feelings/moods that I seem to go through so often...
I guess all that happened... only served to bring me closer to him, and him closer to me. Much closer than I would have guessed...
All the trauma, the fighting, the childishness... All that seems to have passed now. Other than my occasional b***h fit over something idiotic.
And oooh... I still shiver when he gets that tone of voice. When he's not acting childish or immature, when he's being completely serious and protective of me...
Six weeks, and he'll be back.
Funny how I never looked forward to anything... and now all I can do is count down the time until he holds me and pets my head and tells me everything will be okay.
As someone once said
"Absence is to love what the wind is to fire. When it is a small fire the wind kills it, but when it's a real fire, it intensifies it."
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 3:19 am
Maris Pallitax Cannibal Horsey Maris Pallitax "I wish you were here." I only ever seem to say that to him when I'm stressed out, or upset, or crying, or any other of the numerous bad emotions/feelings/moods that I seem to go through so often...
I guess all that happened... only served to bring me closer to him, and him closer to me. Much closer than I would have guessed...
All the trauma, the fighting, the childishness... All that seems to have passed now. Other than my occasional b***h fit over something idiotic.
And oooh... I still shiver when he gets that tone of voice. When he's not acting childish or immature, when he's being completely serious and protective of me...
Six weeks, and he'll be back.
Funny how I never looked forward to anything... and now all I can do is count down the time until he holds me and pets my head and tells me everything will be okay.
As someone once said
"Absence is to love what the wind is to fire. When it is a small fire the wind kills it, but when it's a real fire, it intensifies it."
I know sweetie! But I'm sure you'll manage to hold out! heart
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 2:17 pm
epic-writer42 Come on heart! So what if we've been rejected more times than I care to count? You can't just give up on the fight. The next girl just might be the one for all we know. Come on, don't become afraid to open up and let that near limitless supply of love flow!!! Let's show them just who we are!...I don't think my heart is listening to me. The heart can be pretty darn obnoxious at times, just won't give up on something it wants even when it's impossible... give it time though and you'll be able to open up to people again. I know I keep going trough times when I'll be able to share a ton of stuff with someone, and then something happens and I close up completely. That happened recently... still trying to decide if I want to try asking him out again or not I can't tell if he's interested or not so probably will go with the friend option for a while. XD But ya, just remember that things can always get better and hang in there. *hugs*
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Posted: Fri Jun 10, 2011 2:50 pm
Jikoniau epic-writer42 Come on heart! So what if we've been rejected more times than I care to count? You can't just give up on the fight. The next girl just might be the one for all we know. Come on, don't become afraid to open up and let that near limitless supply of love flow!!! Let's show them just who we are!...I don't think my heart is listening to me. The heart can be pretty darn obnoxious at times, just won't give up on something it wants even when it's impossible... give it time though and you'll be able to open up to people again. I know I keep going trough times when I'll be able to share a ton of stuff with someone, and then something happens and I close up completely. That happened recently... still trying to decide if I want to try asking him out again or not I can't tell if he's interested or not so probably will go with the friend option for a while. XD But ya, just remember that things can always get better and hang in there. *hugs* It's not that it's giving me a hard time opening up to people...it's giving me a hard time with the whole falling in love thing...though that could easily be the fact that none of the woman I see day to day are my type since they're all several years older than me if not older.
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