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 Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2011 1:39 pm
I think I'm going to move on to plan B. Plan A fails, apparently I should just listen to my friend and not ask guys out. If a guy wants to date me he can ask me out, it's too frustrating to try and get a guy to express his feelings otherwise... or plan C of getting set up on some blind dates could work as well.
But ya, I think what I always feared would happen when asking a friend out did happen. He did go out with me, and it as fun. But then he started acting really weird, and I think it was my fault. Something I said, whatever it is I regret saying it. Because I don't really care too much that the doesn't want to date me, since we only went on one date and I was sort of testing waters as well. What I care about is wether he still considers me a friend or not, and I just hope he does. Especially with how often I see him in class...
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Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2011 3:22 pm
I always feel like a volcano and just want to erupt and explode and shower Mickey in love
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Posted: Tue Jun 07, 2011 3:24 pm
It feels like I need to get away from home. Need a break from my family.
I'd like a sleepover, in which I haven't had one in approx of half a year. OTL
As much as I'd like one, I don't want to push someone into letting me sleep at their house.
+Additionally, my friend happens to be pissing me off as well which makes it a tad more complicated.
Perhaps I'm just being stubborn, it's a human quality.
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 1:59 am
Interview yesterday went well, when a job is for a week in september and they say at the end, we'll see you in september, that kinda gives you a lot of confidence, not to mention they asked me to recommend friends so you know, they might be a little short....
Interview today? Well not been yet, I have a bad feeling though as I'm not feeling tip top! But we can hope! Since this is for a permanent job
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 9:22 am
anyday is a good day when all I wanna wear is shorts and a bathing suit top =w= sooooo hot outside~ <3
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 11:36 am
lady life isn't star wars, yelling at your baby in the middle of the road won't make it magically start floating toward you -____-
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 2:49 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 3:06 pm
YAY! Do they know what it is then? *snuggles*
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 3:07 pm
Kamok0 lady life isn't star wars, yelling at your baby in the middle of the road won't make it magically start floating toward you -____- It isn't? ******** I thought my Jedi mind tricks had totally been working crying jk That sounds so silly
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 5:50 pm
Yay! biggrin I love the "It's not cancer" feeling 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 6:46 pm
I took a picture of my bookshelf that has all my awards, posted it on facebook, and captioned it "Not bad for a high school drop out. wink " I feel evil. xd
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 8:06 pm
I think I should stop typing comments on youtube, apparently trolls seem to stalk off and personally attack x_x; Like that would do anything reasonable >_>;
Even so the anonymousity of the interwebz would never reveal the true person behind the screen, whether a college "professor" or a guy in a basement lol.
Other than that, I'm still having sex dreams QQ. I think that's where all my repressed thoughts go during the school day... MUST... HAVE... PURE MIND!
I'm so glad that graduation is almost here! 3 more days + 1 hour!!! Then summer in CA and now... college New Student Orientaion. I really hope I got everything covered since it's so confusing!
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 8:37 pm
I wonder if it would be easier if i were terminal. i feel kind of like everything is over anyway. It make take 3-4 weeks for these meds to starts working- although side effect (including blindness -which terrifies me) can be any time. I just don't know.
Maybe the humidity is just depressing me.
or the possibility of organ failure.
blah
I need to take the chance to clean up my kids room while he's away. His sister already started and found a pile of mold so I can look forward to allergic reaction. joy.
i miss my paint.
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 9:19 pm
He's got pictures up on Facebook of him and some other girl. I miss him so much crying crying crying
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