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 Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 11:15 am
Ugh, flashbacks are back. As are the hallucinations. And the excessive paranoia.
I'm thinking they never ******** the medication.
Canker sore craters hurt.
I hate censorship.
Blaah....-intangible mess-
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 11:39 am
Pirate Captain Sushi Ugh, flashbacks are back. As are the hallucinations. And the excessive paranoia.
I'm thinking they never ******** the medication.
Canker sore craters hurt.
I hate censorship.
Blaah....-intangible mess-
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 1:27 pm
Kamok0 People give me headaches -____-
Funny, My juju has worsened rofl
ohwell this may be my last post here before I vanish =P
*GLOMPS whoever reads*
Juju worsening is not funny. >>;
As for vanishing, heh, we both fit that bill I guess.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 1:45 pm
Mickeymoot Kamok0 People give me headaches -____-
Funny, My juju has worsened rofl
ohwell this may be my last post here before I vanish =P
*GLOMPS whoever reads*
Juju worsening is not funny. >>;
As for vanishing, heh, we both fit that bill I guess.
I'm currently getting a break from my largest headache inducer (yay!) but yeah, some days a convenient combine thresher would be a bad idea.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 2:04 pm
@Kitty&Mickey- Heh I wish, atm
its more of the I ve beeen constantly out of it, Its like Im drugged but Im not heh
I literally haven't been given one second or minute to myself
and Im pretty much just being pushed around and walked on
and it pisses me off
But I think most of my friends on Gaia except for maybe you guys have already forgotten I exist so I thought I may just call it time and vanish and just duck in to check in on yous ^U^
(If someones back is literally out and they have a bad shoulder and its killing them just leave them alone, don't pile up their work)
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 2:13 pm
Various ramblings exhausted from a course mega-dosing antibiotics and i have a doc appt in a few. Something i find kind of funny is that kidney stones are supposed to be like horribly painful that people take vicodin and percocet for, but i only notice when there is blood. So my back was hurting a little more than usual, big deal.
I know i shouldn't begetting anymore cats right now and if we were to get more pets, it should be a puppy for honneyboy or maybe chameleon or iguana for my daughter, but these kittens are outside my door every day!
I want to steal them! -and so does my big cat, Sand. He loves kittens.
My youngest is away in California and I've had a 100% reduction in migranes since the departure. We're going to clean house, reorganize everything and have lots of movie and anime marathons during the break. ^^
We've had no fighting yelling or screaming for days. No one trying to set anything on fire and I haven't had to do the damn daily talks of "what's my gender." I can fully appreciate someone having gender confusion or being trans, but there's only so much i can take. I have tried my best to be supportive and I honestly don't care what gender a person is or even if a person has a gender, I just want my child to be a decent person and that seems to be the one thing my child is determined not to be.
I still can't believe s/he made a rape joke in front of me, another person who had been raped and someone who had been sexually assaulted.
I don't understand wtf is wrong with people that makes them do such things and i loathe how these 'jokes' have become popular with the preteen-teen crowd.
Every time i hear these stupid little kids make rape jokes... how long is it going to take for them to fully realize that it's their friends, relatives a children that are the victims of sexual assault and that it's not funny at all?
I think I'll make coffee cake today. Something with a cheecake-y filling.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 2:21 pm
Kamok0 @Kitty&Mickey- Heh I wish, atm
its more of the I ve beeen constantly out of it, Its like Im drugged but Im not heh
I literally haven't been given one second or minute to myself
and Im pretty much just being pushed around and walked on
and it pisses me off
But I think most of my friends on Gaia except for maybe you guys have already forgotten I exist so I thought I may just call it time and vanish and just duck in to check in on yous ^U^
(If someones back is literally out and they have a bad shoulder and its killing them just leave them alone, don't pile up their work)
You have my sympathies. Bad backs are bad.
(((hugs))) I hope it get better.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 2:21 pm
kittycross Various ramblings exhausted from a course mega-dosing antibiotics and i have a doc appt in a few. Something i find kind of funny is that kidney stones are supposed to be like horribly painful that people take vicodin and percocet for, but i only notice when there is blood. So my back was hurting a little more than usual, big deal.
I know i shouldn't begetting anymore cats right now and if we were to get more pets, it should be a puppy for honneyboy or maybe chameleon or iguana for my daughter, but these kittens are outside my door every day!
I want to steal them! -and so does my big cat, Sand. He loves kittens.
My youngest is away in California and I've had a 100% reduction in migranes since the departure. We're going to clean house, reorganize everything and have lots of movie and anime marathons during the break. ^^
We've had no fighting yelling or screaming for days. No one trying to set anything on fire and I haven't had to do the damn daily talks of "what's my gender." I can fully appreciate someone having gender confusion or being trans, but there's only so much i can take. I have tried my best to be supportive and I honestly don't care what gender a person is or even if a person has a gender, I just want my child to be a decent person and that seems to be the one thing my child is determined not to be.
I still can't believe s/he made a rape joke in front of me, another person who had been raped and someone who had been sexually assaulted.
I don't understand wtf is wrong with people that makes them do such things and i loathe how these 'jokes' have become popular with the preteen-teen crowd.
Every time i hear these stupid little kids make rape jokes... how long is it going to take for them to fully realize that it's their friends, relatives a children that are the victims of sexual assault and that it's not funny at all?
I think I'll make coffee cake today. Something with a cheecake-y filling.
*hugs tightly*
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 2:40 pm
kittycross Kamok0 @Kitty&Mickey- Heh I wish, atm
its more of the I ve beeen constantly out of it, Its like Im drugged but Im not heh
I literally haven't been given one second or minute to myself
and Im pretty much just being pushed around and walked on
and it pisses me off
But I think most of my friends on Gaia except for maybe you guys have already forgotten I exist so I thought I may just call it time and vanish and just duck in to check in on yous ^U^
(If someones back is literally out and they have a bad shoulder and its killing them just leave them alone, don't pile up their work)
You have my sympathies. Bad backs are bad.
(((hugs))) I hope it get better.
I'm trained and hold an unofficial Physical therapist position (both my dad and mom have had to have physical therapy and chiropractic work done for extended time and instead of having them come in, they just taught the aspiring medical student how to do everything at home.) So anyone who wants it can just come to my house! I do hope all your troubles get better. I can fix cramps too, as Katarina claims.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 2:45 pm
CH0Z0 kittycross Kamok0 @Kitty&Mickey- Heh I wish, atm
its more of the I ve beeen constantly out of it, Its like Im drugged but Im not heh
I literally haven't been given one second or minute to myself
and Im pretty much just being pushed around and walked on
and it pisses me off
But I think most of my friends on Gaia except for maybe you guys have already forgotten I exist so I thought I may just call it time and vanish and just duck in to check in on yous ^U^
(If someones back is literally out and they have a bad shoulder and its killing them just leave them alone, don't pile up their work)
You have my sympathies. Bad backs are bad.
(((hugs))) I hope it get better.
I'm trained and hold an unofficial Physical therapist position (both my dad and mom have had to have physical therapy and chiropractic work done for extended time and instead of having them come in, they just taught the aspiring medical student how to do everything at home.) So anyone who wants it can just come to my house! I do hope all your troubles get better. I can fix cramps too, as Katarina claims. That is really awesome. I had 5 sipped discs at one time and that was not fun. If it wasn't for the chiropractor i had at the time, I don't know what I would have done.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 2:52 pm
kittycross CH0Z0 kittycross Kamok0 @Kitty&Mickey- Heh I wish, atm
its more of the I ve beeen constantly out of it, Its like Im drugged but Im not heh
I literally haven't been given one second or minute to myself
and Im pretty much just being pushed around and walked on
and it pisses me off
But I think most of my friends on Gaia except for maybe you guys have already forgotten I exist so I thought I may just call it time and vanish and just duck in to check in on yous ^U^
(If someones back is literally out and they have a bad shoulder and its killing them just leave them alone, don't pile up their work)
You have my sympathies. Bad backs are bad.
(((hugs))) I hope it get better.
I'm trained and hold an unofficial Physical therapist position (both my dad and mom have had to have physical therapy and chiropractic work done for extended time and instead of having them come in, they just taught the aspiring medical student how to do everything at home.) So anyone who wants it can just come to my house! I do hope all your troubles get better. I can fix cramps too, as Katarina claims. That is really awesome. I had 5 sipped discs at one time and that was not fun. If it wasn't for the chiropractor i had at the time, I don't know what I would have done. Oh yes, those are bad sad my mom had some of them. They're one of the things I helped fix! That and her rotator cuff.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 3:38 pm
kittycross Kamok0 @Kitty&Mickey- Heh I wish, atm
its more of the I ve beeen constantly out of it, Its like Im drugged but Im not heh
I literally haven't been given one second or minute to myself
and Im pretty much just being pushed around and walked on
and it pisses me off
But I think most of my friends on Gaia except for maybe you guys have already forgotten I exist so I thought I may just call it time and vanish and just duck in to check in on yous ^U^
(If someones back is literally out and they have a bad shoulder and its killing them just leave them alone, don't pile up their work)
You have my sympathies. Bad backs are bad.
(((hugs))) I hope it get better.
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Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 5:36 pm
Might delete, might not. Don't care right now.
I feel so distant from my friends now, whatever left friendships I have with them. They all choose him over me. I hate him so much, he's taken them all from me. I want nothing more than to watch him die in a fire.I stay on for hours waiting for them to get on to play with them even when I get a day off from work. No one shows up but the second he does, everyone appears from all directions. And what happens? They all start playing with him and they never invite me to join. Maybe you all think it's coincidence, but I don't think so. I can't even show my face in front of him anymore cause he's an evil jerk that will pick on me every chance now. And when he does pick on me, you two shrug it off and say that it's just how he is and that I should shrug it off too! D:<
I hate being like this to where I have to be an attention grabber and blatantly get in the way of people just to get attention. I hate it so much. I wish people would look forward to me showing up and saying Hi to me the second I do. But no, I have to be the one to say Hi or anything before getting any acknowledgment of my existence.
You use the L word too loosely. You always say it to the ones closest to you but never to me. The second I bring it up to you as to why, you say it to me. Way to insult me. You have a boyfriend and someone you consider a sister; and then there's me. I wonder where I fit on your hierarchy. Not very high it seems. A means to an end; I hope something rattles your head so hard your logic on that is changed forever. I cant believe you claim to have such a high IQ but make such stupid logic like that. And how many times do you have to break up with the same person over and over before you realize it's not going to work?
These past four years have been awful. I've lost so many friends since then and it's turning me into this bitter, spiteful, hateful person. I hate it! I'm so sick of people now. Now I'm the one who's become an evil jerk.
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 12:01 am
@ Kitty *lots of huggles* thank god you're getting a break though, you really do deserve and need it heart
@ King *glomp attack* If they ignore you for him are they really your friends? I know that's harsh but people who abandon you for someone else aren't exactly great people generally....
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 2:51 am
wtf?! side effects can include blindness??! O - o
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