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 Posted: Thu May 26, 2011 9:35 pm
That one night -Mizu teh Artsi- Geez Night, stop hurting yourself D: I didnt seek this out, this was an accident. >.< Awwww D:
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Posted: Thu May 26, 2011 10:11 pm
Ugh, Tim's right. I need to tell my parents. He's usually right, actually, I'm just too stubborn to listen half the time. But.... I've started biking to work now, because I can and because it just kills me a little inside every time I drive (studying conservation bio, it was bound to happen). Today was the first time I did so. The bike home is incredibly dark, on twisty bike paths because the roads around here aren't safe for cyclists. No shoulder, 50 mph speed limit, and two lanes. Death trap for anyone going slower than 55. And I was scared. Not because I forgot my flashlight, and was biking on super dark twisty paths (though I did hit the brakes pretty hard a couple times to avoid hitting a tree), but because the portions that were more open where you could see the road, there were sometimes signs. And street signs cast really creepy shadows, and... I worried that every passing sign was him. He knows where I live. It wouldn't be hard to find out where I work. He doesn't know that I bike, but... it still scared me. And I realized, if anything were to happen to me, extremely unlikely as that is... they need to know. My parents deserve to know.
Also, I need to drink some hot tea and just... calm down. I'm still a little freaked out.
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Posted: Fri May 27, 2011 5:33 pm
I hope everything is ok and it'll turn out well and. stuff. I'm really worried, and have no way of getting in touch with you...
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 12:23 am
I met her in person for the first time today.
She's fun and quirky and really, really cute...
She deserves so much better than me...
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 1:51 am
That last announcement, with the new CS item/fundraising for TWLOHA really restored my faith in Gaia.
Nice to know that people do care and are willing to raise awareness.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 1:57 am
Hah! You call that a surprise?
Our group was doing that anyway. We're still set.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 4:31 pm
._.
I've been right every ******** time I've had this particular suspicion.
I hate being right.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 4:33 pm
Foam-Dome I met her in person for the first time today.
She's fun and quirky and really, really cute...
She deserves so much better than me... That's how I feel everyday bro.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 4:46 pm
Maris Pallitax ._.
I've been right every ******** time I've had this particular suspicion.
I hate being right.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 5:15 pm
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 5:39 pm
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 6:02 pm
He leaves in the morning. A whole month where I can't talk to him. Who will I debate with, or laugh with about the weirdo customer who ranted for five minutes about Obama's long-form birth certificate being a fake? He's my best friend, my rock, my debate partner. I talked to him on the phone for an hour earlier. I never talk on the phone, and certainly not for more than thirty seconds or so.
But on the other hand, I'm happy. He's off to field training. He'll be an officer in the Air Force someday, doing exactly what he wants to do. He'll be living his dream. But gosh, I'm going to miss him.
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2011 6:53 pm
I feel like such a creeper. This guy sat behind me last semester and I never looked at him until the last day and I had that "wow, he's really cute" reaction and now I forgot what he looked like and wanted to double check his cuteness. Then I was annoyed because I only knew him as "Tall Max who sits behind me" then since he's graduating with me I got his full name, so I facebooked. Found nothing. Then I googled, and he's a model. And yes, my first reaction was correct. And I've really creeped myself out. XD
*googles self to see what people would find about me*
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Posted: Sun May 29, 2011 12:34 am
So I always thought that I'd never tell someone I liked them over e-mail, texting, or facebook. I just told the guy I like that I have a crush on him, over a facebook message. And I'm now sitting here as a nervous wreck waiting for a reply, when he probably won't reply until tomorrow. I think I already regret it, but that's because I'm scarred... he's my friend if he doesn't like me back I hope it doesn't ruin the friendship. Because he is awesome, even just as a friend. Oh god, I'm panicking now... I think reading a book would be excellent at this point. I'll do that and then sleep, worry about this in the morning. *panics*
Edit: So update: He's responded and I'm not panicking quite as much now. He didn't think I was weird for liking him, and apparently he already suspected that liked him. And now he hasn't decided if he likes me or not, but honestly I'm just happy he didn't straight up reject me. XD
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Posted: Sun May 29, 2011 5:24 pm
Heh, that turned out better then I expected XD I now have a date on Friday! ^_^
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