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 Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 10:31 am
read AT YOUR OWN RISK
STRIKE STRIKE
I m sooo ******** angry oh my ******** god how can this be ******** happening?!?
Ugh if my dad calls one more time I swear to god I wont be picking him up Im going to run the ******** over!
soo much annoying juju I ve been doing nothing but trying my best to help
and what the ******** happens today OMG I cant even believe Im cursing and I was supposed to get acceptance letter has it arrived nope =/ how do I feel I feel like punching a wall until I have no hand left
I cant believe this stupid damn raccoon is taking soo long and its soo hard to sell and Im crying while typing this I ve finally hit my breaking point where I just cant handle it I had to fork over my college ffees to pay something that my dad should have paid for for my sister
how messed up is that
Now Im about to lose 6mill!?*takes a deep breathe*
-___-
I hope that other girl returns before 10pm est and saves my life
I will cry with joy if I can atleast get some of my gold back out of that raccoon
I ve had soo much pent up anger bottled up this week because I hate being angry I hate not being able to be there for the people I love I know Im not superman but I cant accept failure and never will be
Ugh I hate farmers If he threatens to shoot or run over my dog again I ll take his gun and shove it up his big a**
Ugh I realize Im just a spec with no worth but still I can only hold soo much weight
I hate myself nowadays soo much so
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 11:09 am
I like to draw peoples avis from the guild. I never post them or anything though because I think they fail.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 12:19 pm
I don't want to make a new thread about this, so I'm just going to post it here.
FFFFFFFF Merlin was awesome. Is it next week yet? gonk
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 2:26 pm
All I want is for the song of storms to be on my phone. Why can I not achieve this?
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 2:33 pm
Creas All I want is for the song of storms to be on my phone. Why can I not achieve this? *steals want*
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 2:45 pm
Kestin Sha Creas All I want is for the song of storms to be on my phone. Why can I not achieve this? *steals want* >.>
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 3:09 pm
I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship...
I officially hate moths and flies since I have to destroy them on a daily basis.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 4:28 pm
keito melfina I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship... I officially hate moths and flies since I have to destroy them on a daily basis. Oh god. It's after you too. NOOOO!!!!! That which must not be named has taken another victim.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 4:34 pm
keito melfina I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship... I officially hate moths and flies since I have to destroy them on a daily basis. The end...
Fear not, young Keito. You shall find a relationship. It may take a while, but you will find one.
The beginning...
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 5:28 pm
keito melfina I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship... I feel like that a lot. It's depressing. I usually end up thinking that I'm too ugly/ shy/ whatever for anyone to like, nevermind love, me. That, or I get scared that I'll never end up with someone I truly love because my dad is a homophobe who said that he'd kill himself if my brother or I were gay... and I'm what could probably best be summarised as 'bisexual, strongly leaning towards women'. I don't want to be alienated from him while he's alive because of a relationship choice... and after he's gone, I don't want to do something he would've disapproved of.
emo
I think I've been needing to get that off my chest for a while, actually.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 6:02 pm
Silly RiRi keito melfina I sometimes feel that I'll die a single virgin gonk All the dreams I've been having kinda show my wants for "a" relationship... I feel like that a lot. It's depressing. I usually end up thinking that I'm too ugly/ shy/ whatever for anyone to like, nevermind love, me. That, or I get scared that I'll never end up with someone I truly love because my dad is a homophobe who said that he'd kill himself if my brother or I were gay... and I'm what could probably best be summarised as 'bisexual, strongly leaning towards women'. I don't want to be alienated from him while he's alive because of a relationship choice... and after he's gone, I don't want to do something he would've disapproved of.
emo
I think I've been needing to get that off my chest for a while, actually. I'm a bit like that. Because of my sexuality I keep thinking I'm going to die alone. Well there are a few other factors, too.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 6:15 pm
I've never been able to understand people's desire for a relationship and fear that they won't have one. It's just not something I can wrap my mind around. I'm not saying I'm intolerant (although I do feel a bit of disdain when it veers into "can't be happy without an SO" implications), I'm just saying it's a completely alien concept to me.
I wonder sometimes if there's a single other person in the world who just can't comprehend it. confused Even the rare few people I've met who enjoy being single seem to know what it's like to want a relationship, or at least consider taken-ness to be the norm. I've always seen it as...extraneous. Not usually an inherently bad thing (although I do lean in that direction, but only slightly)...just...weird. Strange. Inconceivable.
Although I suppose people who don't plan to remain single forever are the ones more likely to concei--*shot*
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 6:21 pm
Kestin Sha I've never been able to understand people's desire for a relationship and fear that they won't have one. It's just not something I can wrap my mind around. I'm not saying I'm intolerant (although I do feel a bit of disdain when it veers into "can't be happy without an SO" implications), I'm just saying it's a completely alien concept to me. I wonder sometimes if there's a single other person in the world who just can't comprehend it. confused Even the rare few people I've met who enjoy being single seem to know what it's like to want a relationship, or at least consider taken-ness to be the norm. I've always seen it as...extraneous. Not usually an inherently bad thing (although I do lean in that direction, but only slightly)...just...weird. Strange. Inconceivable. Although I suppose people who don't plan to remain single forever are the ones more likely to concei--*shot* Point of clarification, I don't think I have to be in a relationship to be happy. I would just very much like to be in one. Mostly because of psychological issues I have.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 6:32 pm
For me, it's not so much that I fear not having a relationship, but more fearing that if I do have a relationship, I wont be good enough for the other person, or it will be with someone who I've chosen because it pleases someone else rather than me.
Romantically, I'd actually be fine with staying single forever, although I would like to experiment with certain things if given the opportunity. It's more that I just want someone I'll be able to rely on and trust and get along with in a healthy manner for a long time in my life, whether they come as a friend or a lover or whatever.
...I don't know if I'm making sense or not.
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 6:34 pm
Silly RiRi For me, it's not so much that I fear not having a relationship, but more fearing that if I do have a relationship, I wont be good enough for the other person, or it will be with someone who I've chosen because it pleases someone else rather than me.
Romantically, I'd actually be fine with staying single forever, although I would like to experiment with certain things if given the opportunity. It's more that I just want someone I'll be able to rely on and trust and get along with in a healthy manner for a long time in my life, whether they come as a friend or a lover or whatever.
...I don't know if I'm making sense or not. Makes perfect sense to me.
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