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 Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2010 10:26 pm
Creas Shiori Miko ...This new thread feels like someone took my old diary and gave me a new one. I still don't know what happened to the old one. Can haz explanation? Basically people broke the rules in the old one so the mods thought a fresh start would be best.
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2010 10:28 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2010 10:30 pm
My friend needs to break up with his girlfriend. Like, now. They're basically in a long distance relationship, but she's close enough that he can walk to her house. Her parents are super strict, and he can only see her when her dad is out of town. He constantly complains about how he can't see her. After she got back from a month in Europe she would refuse to see him because she wasn't feeling up to it.
She's a complete idiot. At one point she tried to convince him that she was on birth control. At the beginning of Ramadan she told him that she wasn't allowed to kiss him or anything like that. While this is true, she thought she was lying to him. Why the ******** are you going to tell your boyfriend, who you never see, that you can't kiss him, when you think you're actually allowed to?
I also hate the fact that she's made no effort to become friends with her boyfriend's best friends. She should at least try to be on speaking terms with us.
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2010 10:33 pm
Calling Shenanigans
I also hate the fact that she's made no effort to become friends with her boyfriend's best friends. Why? xp I always hated my other halfs friends. Idk, i'm verry picky with people. Besides I like to keep my two worlds seprete. As in my world with her separeted from my friends and I world.
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2010 10:50 pm
That one night Calling Shenanigans
I also hate the fact that she's made no effort to become friends with her boyfriend's best friends. Why? xp I always hated my other halfs friends. Idk, i'm verry picky with people. Besides I like to keep my two worlds seprete. As in my world with her separeted from my friends and I world. I'm just so close to this friend, I feel like I should at least be on speaking terms with her. I've talked to her once, and they're been dating for months.
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2010 11:23 pm
Calling Shenanigans That one night Calling Shenanigans
I also hate the fact that she's made no effort to become friends with her boyfriend's best friends. Why? xp I always hated my other halfs friends. Idk, i'm verry picky with people. Besides I like to keep my two worlds seprete. As in my world with her separeted from my friends and I world. I'm just so close to this friend, I feel like I should at least be on speaking terms with her. I've talked to her once, and they're been dating for months. If he doesn't see her, i doubt you will. sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2010 11:26 pm
Why is it that the random, nonsensical art, despite being horrible anatomy-wise and often ridiculous, always ends up being my favorite....? x3
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 5:38 am
I need someone to talk to in private, but none of my usual confidantes are online. It's too early to be up anyway. :/ Stupid...wakey-uppy-ness.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:16 am
I should be sad or relieved, I dunno. Something. It's not like he was never part of my life. When you hear about someone in your family having cancer or going into remission you're supposed to react somehow. The only way this really affected me is that they left before my birthday instead of right after.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:28 am
I'm... sorry everyone sweatdrop I felt like killing myself again last night.
Okay, I spend a lot of time on the computer [summer so yeah] since my friends from school either live far away or very busy at the moment [chores/shopping etc]. Eh, not much serious studying for the SATs since I stopped caring much about anything. My dad always comes home and then complains I spent so much time "doing nothing [productive] on the computer". He's right, I feel like such a child wanting to escape the [physical] lonliness. Getting outside as of now = a no no since it's humid which = bugs! (I already had mosquito bites).
Ok back on point, I still feel like that lonely 5 year old child, alone and wanting to find an escape. That's where my mind comes in, I can just trap myself in my imagination on what a life would be like if a few things changed in the past, or a future I bet wouldn't happen [aka find a great guy/girl in my life]. The laptop also keeps me at bay lol. My mom complains to me how blank I am since I don't pay attention to the real world and I have to wake up. Problem is that I never found a way or a will to get out of it. I guess I want to escape the reality I'm in along with the major depression as well just to feel happy...
My dad accused me of spending so much time watching porn last night... okay I think I recall saying here of how I'm addicted to the concept of sex thanks to watching soap operas w/ my grandmother when I was 5 lol. In truth I just watch rated MA sex scenes, and I'm totally de-sensitized. Eh, I wouldn't really watch porn in the 1st place since it mainly has viruses or so I heard. I was really hurt of what my dad said that I would risk my computer, but I feel like a hypocrite for being immoral and witnessing sexuality Dx Gah this is confusing crying But why wouldn't anyone accuse me, I have the physical appearance, glasses, asian, hopeless romantic, and alone at home on the computer...
I kept crying last night on how my life was going and wanted to end it, but what the zCB said in the past just stopped me. Thanks guys heart The guild's words have been more meaningful than anyone in my life has said... I just want someone else with me, physically to talk to, hug etc. Maybe that can help me feel better...
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 7:42 am
keito melfina I'm... sorry everyone sweatdrop I felt like killing myself again last night.
Okay, I spend a lot of time on the computer [summer so yeah] since my friends from school either live far away or very busy at the moment [chores/shopping etc]. Eh, not much serious studying for the SATs since I stopped caring much about anything. My dad always comes home and then complains I spent so much time "doing nothing [productive] on the computer". He's right, I feel like such a child wanting to escape the [physical] lonliness. Getting outside as of now = a no no since it's humid which = bugs! (I already had mosquito bites).
Ok back on point, I still feel like that lonely 5 year old child, alone and wanting to find an escape. That's where my mind comes in, I can just trap myself in my imagination on what a life would be like if a few things changed in the past, or a future I bet wouldn't happen [aka find a great guy/girl in my life]. The laptop also keeps me at bay lol. My mom complains to me how blank I am since I don't pay attention to the real world and I have to wake up. Problem is that I never found a way or a will to get out of it. I guess I want to escape the reality I'm in along with the major depression as well just to feel happy...
My dad accused me of spending so much time watching porn last night... okay I think I recall saying here of how I'm addicted to the concept of sex thanks to watching soap operas w/ my grandmother when I was 5 lol. In truth I just watch rated MA sex scenes, and I'm totally de-sensitized. Eh, I wouldn't really watch porn in the 1st place since it mainly has viruses or so I heard. I was really hurt of what my dad said that I would risk my computer, but I feel like a hypocrite for being immoral and witnessing sexuality Dx Gah this is confusing crying But why wouldn't anyone accuse me, I have the physical appearance, glasses, asian, hopeless romantic, and alone at home on the computer...
I kept crying last night on how my life was going and wanted to end it, but what the zCB said in the past just stopped me. Thanks guys heart The guild's words have been more meaningful than anyone in my life has said... I just want someone else with me, physically to talk to, hug etc. Maybe that can help me feel better...
I'm glad you didn't go through with it though. If you need someone who'll listen, we're all out here man.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 8:07 am
Nespin Fernagon keito melfina I'm... sorry everyone sweatdrop I felt like killing myself again last night.
Okay, I spend a lot of time on the computer [summer so yeah] since my friends from school either live far away or very busy at the moment [chores/shopping etc]. Eh, not much serious studying for the SATs since I stopped caring much about anything. My dad always comes home and then complains I spent so much time "doing nothing [productive] on the computer". He's right, I feel like such a child wanting to escape the [physical] lonliness. Getting outside as of now = a no no since it's humid which = bugs! (I already had mosquito bites).
Ok back on point, I still feel like that lonely 5 year old child, alone and wanting to find an escape. That's where my mind comes in, I can just trap myself in my imagination on what a life would be like if a few things changed in the past, or a future I bet wouldn't happen [aka find a great guy/girl in my life]. The laptop also keeps me at bay lol. My mom complains to me how blank I am since I don't pay attention to the real world and I have to wake up. Problem is that I never found a way or a will to get out of it. I guess I want to escape the reality I'm in along with the major depression as well just to feel happy...
My dad accused me of spending so much time watching porn last night... okay I think I recall saying here of how I'm addicted to the concept of sex thanks to watching soap operas w/ my grandmother when I was 5 lol. In truth I just watch rated MA sex scenes, and I'm totally de-sensitized. Eh, I wouldn't really watch porn in the 1st place since it mainly has viruses or so I heard. I was really hurt of what my dad said that I would risk my computer, but I feel like a hypocrite for being immoral and witnessing sexuality Dx Gah this is confusing crying But why wouldn't anyone accuse me, I have the physical appearance, glasses, asian, hopeless romantic, and alone at home on the computer...
I kept crying last night on how my life was going and wanted to end it, but what the zCB said in the past just stopped me. Thanks guys heart The guild's words have been more meaningful than anyone in my life has said... I just want someone else with me, physically to talk to, hug etc. Maybe that can help me feel better...
I'm glad you didn't go through with it though. If you need someone who'll listen, we're all out here man.Thanks. I love the state I'm in (VA) but I seriously hate the Hobson's choice of weather: humidity or thunderstorm. Guess it's thunderstorm for today lol Dx
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