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 Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 4:23 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:-  Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
"Oh...you're just evil! Lazy spoiled tiger!" He nestled his head against Akihiko's then thought about that response. "Yuuji...and Shou? Oh I don't know if Yuuji would be able to handle Shou. Even if he wanted to stay with Ko...but...wait." He thought about things then looked seriously at Akihiko.
"What if...we did hook him up with Shou? You said you that Yuuji was worried about what might happen after a year. What if, he were dating Shou? Would Matsumoto move against him? Against his star?" That was a very curious thought. Although he didn't think Shou was really attracted to anyone right now. And he never saw Yuuji or Shou noticing each other. They might not be compatible with the exception of Ko's being in both of their interests right now. "Mm...I'm not saying we should try to do it, but...well seems like Matsumoto won't touch Hideo even though he probably knows we know about Hideo now."
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 5:08 pm
"Yes I'm lazy and spoiled but hardly evil..." Akihiko whispered as he started falling back to sleep.
But then something Izzy said made him open those blue eyes once more and stare at his partner.
"Actually... that's not a bad idea. I mean... Yuuji can handle me, right? So obviously he could handle Shou... and Yamada-san could give him pointers on it too... but... well... I don't know if they're attracted to one another..."
Little did either man know... they were.
Least ways in a bedroom romp sort of way.
"But how do we do it? If I suggest it, Shou will get pissed and if you suggest it, Yuuji will know I told you about him and Michi..."
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 5:31 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
"Mm....well yes but Yuuji has had many years of handling you. Handling Shou...ah...I don't know." Izzy thought back to the days on the boat. Ok so maybe that was a bit of trauma but still Shou was...mm...not quite stable. "Yes, well, mm...you know we both saw Shou's mm...other self. I mean Could Yuuji handle that? I guess Hideo is handling that Ok. The boy doesn't seem to be having problems living with Shou but...there is always the attraction thing too. Maybe we should get both of them drunk? We could mm...invite Shou to dinner to thank him for the other night. We could invite Yuuji because we can have Shou bring Ko. Mm...then...we get them tipsy and take over baby sitting duty? Or we see if they notice each other. Or something? I don't even know if Shou would bite. I mean we both know he was attracted to Hayato. Mm...And is Yuuji a...well is he like Me or like You? I'm not sure if Shou's a seme...or uke...or both. I mean...well I don't know. I am guessing both? What do you think?"
Izzy was certainly uncertain but he thought it was a great match for multiple reason. Yuuji was a bit calmer of personality. Certainly Shou didn't need any more crazy in his life. He created enough chaos on his own. "If Yuuji was attracted to Michi, then...do you think he'd even be attracted to someone like Shou? Michi and Shou aren't anything alike."
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 6:29 pm
"I'm guessing Yuuji's on the bottom. Just, you know, from the evidence." Akihiko spoke softly, running a hand over his face as he tried to wake himself up a bit more.
He still wanted to go to bed... to stay asleep and get some rest with Izzy in his arms.
But he understood... they had a show to do... even if they could afford, just this once, to be late.
"What happens if we get drunk too though?" Narcissus suddenly asked, tilting his head slightly on the pillow as he thought over this could-be problem. "And besides, we get Shou and Yuuji drunk and it would just stand to reason that it'd be late by then... so Ko would be in bed, right? So... maybe we should do this at Shou's place instead? I can offer to cook and you can handle the matchmaking while I'm busy. That might also keep Ko out of your hair because he'll want to help me."
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 7:46 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
"Evidence? What sort of evidence?" He asked curiously as he nuzzled Akihiko's shoulder. "I can't believe that you've...watched." he teased his partner knowing that the man was totally not into his cousin's bed time habits.
"Mm...but how are we going to invite ourselves to Shou's house to do that?" asked Izzy as he rolled over and looked up at the ceiling. "Ok...so if we got tipsy and they got drunk. Do we just slip off to a guest room? At least here, we could send Ko to bed at the right time and slip downstairs. Mm...Shou's bedroom is on the second floor at the end of the hall. I think Naoko-kun is staying there too. That might be another potential problem if we're trying to put Shou and Yuuji together. Ko would want to cook with you wherever you cook. He likes hanging out with you."
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 7:56 pm
"I didn't watch." Akihiko rolled his eyes, moving an arm and flicking Izzy on the forehead. "I'm not a pervert to other men's trysts. I stuck my hand down Yuuji's pants when he and Michi were acting guilty. Thus evidence."
Okay so maybe that did kind of make him a bit of a pervert...
But then Narcissus laughed, "Oh well that's easy. I'll offer to cook a feast just for Shou and Ko and Naoko... as an apology for my stupidity the other night. After they get drunk we slip to the kitchen and clean up the mess from dinner and, if things are going fine then we just take a guest room for ourselves." the musician was smiling slightly as he thought about the plan. "We'll have to see how it goes with Naoko there... but I think we could always distract him... I mean, he is a pianist... there's plenty I can talk to him about."
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 9:10 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
"You stuck your hands down his Pants! Oh you're a pervert! How many men would stick their hands down another man's pants to find out!?" Izzy wagged a finger at Akihiko and rolled his eyes. "Michi must be a seme then." he smirked as tilted his head as he looked at Akihiko. He didn't say a word about his thoughts regarding Michi and Akihiko but some days he just knew that his partner was tempted.
"Easy?" he asked then listened, "Mmm....ok...well you set that up with Shou since you are the one apologizing but how to do we get Yuuji to come too? I mean sure he want to see Ko but would he come for dinner?"
"I guess you could distract Naoko at least you have something to talk about. Shou's favorite food is Indian...from the Blue Elephant. I remember him telling me that on the boat. Can you cook Indian food?" He had never seen the tiger make Indian style cuisine. That might be a challenge for the young tiger. He didn't know.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 9:17 pm
"Michi's both." Akihiko said honestly, though he wasn't too keen on revealing the fact that his friend liked to top more often.
After all, only a few men had had that privilege with Akihiko... Izzy now among that elite club.
He rolled his eyes again, "Yes well when you walk into a room and one's sitting on the sofa all calm and the other's washing his hands in the bathroom and it smells of sex and sweat... and you know neither is going to tell you the truth... how else did you expect me to satisfy my curiosity?" the young tiger asked with a sigh. "Honestly... Hm? Yeah he'd come... no pun intended. Wait Indian food?" Narcissus frowned, trying to think. "I can make curry but... it's more Japanese and Indian when I do it." he sighed. "I'll have to use you as a taste testing guinea pig tomorrow..."
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 9:28 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
"Seriously did you need to satisfy your curiosity that way? If it was me, I wouldn't have even asked!" Izzy's finger wagged a bit more at the tiger. "Bad boy!"
"And hmm...well, do you think he's wanting to date Michi? I mean, comparatively to Shou...If he's already attracted to Michi, I'm not sure how we get him into bed with Shou. Michi is an easy going...stable guy from all I know. And Shou...well he's nothing like Michi. I can't say he's easy going? What do you think? You might know your cousin's tastes better."
"Maybe we should go to the Blue Elephant for lunch tomorrow and pick up a menu and several items to bring home. You should at least have a sample to work with as to what it should taste like. Besides...we will have to find a store that sells Indian seasonings and they'd probably know where to go, right?" Izzy pointed out as he ran a finger along Akihiko's chest.
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 9:55 pm
Akihiko frowned suddenly, "Look um... I'm not exactly sure how Michi and Yuuji are getting along because they kind of had a fight on New Years... well no actually it was me and Yuuji having the fight to begin with but..."
Sighing, Narcissus sat up in the bed, back to Izzy as he started to explain. "Michi was being a tease and I egged him on after I found out about them together... well... one thing lead to another, I mean, I didn't sleep with Michi or anything... though... I did kiss him... but... well I thought he was just trying to put me in the right head space, you know? Ojisan had just died and I wasn't... I wasn't right, Ruki... When I sang it just wasn't right and I guess Yuuji said something to him about trying to just break this damn Narcissus shell that I'd wrapped up in again... like this morning... and Michi felt... used. I thought..." Akihiko sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. Explaining this to his partner was... tough... "I thought I'd overstepped, you know? Michi was in the bathroom and Yuuji had left and... the things Michi said... I thought I'd lost my friend... I can't help teasing... I know I go too far sometimes but... Yuuji recorded it!" he winced at that realization, though he had no idea that Michi now had that recording. "And I was just so pissed that Yuuji had used Michi like that and upset him and... I don't know. They haven't really... been near one another much since. Not that I've seen anyway... so I'm not sure about their relationship now... but... I'm trying to hold back, Ruki... to just tease you and stop teasing others so much..." turning to Izzy, Akihiko smiled softly. "You're so fun to tease... though I guess I did tease Jaz yesterday, ne?" he sighed again and fell back onto the bed next to his partner. Narcissus took one of Lucky's hands in his own and brought it up to his lips, gently kissing those fingertips and knuckles. "I like teasing you best of all though... seeing that little blush..."
But the young tiger's mind switched back to their earlier conversation. "Mmmm... yeah lunch would be good but I want to be original. I want to give Shou my idea of Indian food. But we'll definitely need to find a market, yeah."
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 10:19 pm
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
Oh boy...he didn't expect what was coming and laying there hearing it left him in an odd place. He stared at the ceiling as he listened then when Akihiko was done, he finally said, "You both used Michi." Izzy said with a rather blunt tone after processing all that was said. "I suppose I should be angry but I am guessing almost losing Michi as a friend is enough." Izzy sat up and looked at Akihiko squarely. "You should think about if you were in my shoes right now, listening to me tell you the same story. You'd be furious and seething with jealousy. I'm not happy that Yuuji would push Michi to do that. I'm not happy that you fell for it. I'm really not happy that Yuuji recorded it. I can't be so mad at Michi because I've pretty much guessed how he feels about you. He might fool around a lot but whether or not he gets it, I think he at least had a crush on you."
Izzy sighed even as Akihiko kissed his fingertips, "Teasing Jaz and doing what you too did to Michi is two different things. And you know it." Izzy was a little disappointed because while he had said in the past that he wanted things equal, this didn't seem to be fair at all. While he really wasn't looking to do anything outside of he and Akihiko, he needed to lay down the law of the playing field, "Our relationship is based on equality. You've kissed Michi. If I kiss someone, then you will have to deal with it, Akihiko. If I put my hand down a guy's pants to find out what he's done. You're going to have to deal with it. If I tease another man, you're going to have to deal with it. I'm not in this relationship to hear about everything you've done while I'm being exclusive to you."
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Wed May 01, 2013 10:44 pm
"Hey now, Yuuji and my hand in his pants doesn't count. I'm not attracted to my cousin and you know it." Akihiko replied with a bit of a glare.
But then the man nodded. "I don't mind you teasing... it's cute to watch you tease. And... I can... I can look away for a kiss just so we're even..." he replied softly, not liking the idea but understanding.
He and Izzy had to be on equal footing...
The young Koyasu couldn't do as he pleased any more.
Michi was right... they really were finished as a bedtime pair.
Narcissus had to keep his hands to himself... least for the most part.
"A crush? Yeah... I think that's putting it mildly." Akihiko whispered, not quite ready to admit to Izzy what he'd already admitted to Michi himself.
He would've picked Michi... if Izzy had rejected him in LA...
"Sometimes I just don't think... I've been trying, Ruki... really I have... Hell there was even... when Shou stayed over... I was so tempted to kiss him... but I couldn't hurt you like that. Because I know what I'd do if you and Shou were together... I know how I'd react..." Narcissus sighed softly, holding Izzy's hand against his chest. "Change is hard..."
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Posted: Thu May 02, 2013 9:30 am
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
Izzy's shoulders slumped a little as he took in some air, "One day you'll have to figure out this jealousy of yours. Because you made the cage for yourself. I didn't. We're equal in every way. So whatever you do, Akihiko, I'm free to do as well. Just remember that."
He paused for a moment and adjusted the blanket around his waist because his hair was still a bit damp and he was starting to get chilly, "I know you're not a monogamous type. And I do wonder what would happen if you were drunk and someone like Michi tempted you."
"As for me, I have had many chances to do things you might not have liked. But, I don't. I respect our relationship. I make a conscious choice because I love what we have between us." He wanted to make that clear because his choices in the relationship had been far different. He wasn't really tempted by others right now. At one point he was tempted by Nakai, and there had been occasions where he thought parts of Shou was attractive. But that friendship had become something different and he needed it far more than a bed time companion. He still had dreams about the tsunami but fortunately, one thing had remained the same, Shou always grabbed his hand and got him to the boat. He survived.
"As for Michi's crush. Yes, I know it's more than a crush. It has been for a long time. I'm not blind. You've more feelings for him as well even if you don't admit it. I suppose that if I had passed on, he probably would have been the one." Akihiko didn't need to admit anything because Izzy was smart enough to guess without being told. He wasn't an idiot and could see the flow of the emotions that tied the two men. "In some ways, he might have been a better choice for you. Because you don't get jealous when he's roaming from bed to bed. There isn't that same sense of possession that you have with me. He lets you release yourself in ways you can't with me."
"And before you start feeling guilty or anything else. I'm not putting myself down. Nor our relationship. I love you, and I know you love me. I've no question of that. I just want you to know that I'm aware of the problems within our relationship. Eventually something will happen because jealousy isn't productive and the desire to roam is strong within you. I don't expect change to happen overnight and well biologically you might not be able to change that desire to go after what you find attractive. But..." he pressed his hand upon the chest it was held to right over the heart "...this part of you, is mine. I know that. Your songs tell me so. You're warm arms around me at night tell me so."
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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Posted: Thu May 02, 2013 9:55 am
Akihiko waved a hand at Izzy's comment. "Been there. Done that. When you were at Shou's, Michi and I went out for Karaoke. We both got pretty well plastered and I ended up having to carry him into the house and tuck him in. Nothing happened though. Well... aside from him eating everything in sight the next morning. But you were here for that."
But the man went silent as he listened to his partner.
"I don't get jealous because I'm not with him." Narcissus replied softly, thinking it through. "Like you, he isn't afraid to tell me I'm being an idiot... but unlike you, it's easier to take that criticism from him because my feelings for Michi differ greatly from my feelings for you. I can talk about my insecurities with him... because I guess a part of me is afraid to talk about them with you for fear it might drive you away. I hate fighting with you, Ruki. He... helped me realize that I love you. That's important to me. And... well I suppose like how Shou was there for you on that adrift boat... Michi was there for me when I felt my soul adrift and when I didn't understand completely my missing memories. Michi is my Shou, I suppose... and I think that's why I get so jealous of Shou... because I know how tempted I've felt with Michi... and I fear you feel the same for Shou."
Honesty.
He would want Izzy to be honest with him, so Akihiko was being honest with his partner.
Another thing Michi had bashed into his thick skull lately... true relationship equality.
"I should have told you sooner about what happened at The WareHouse... but then it was New Years and I was in the hospital and then the shows... I never had the chance to just have a good conversation with you." Narcissus moved in the blankets then, rolling just enough to be hovering over Izzy's prone form.
Dipping his head down, Akihiko claimed the other man's lips with his own gently. When he pulled back, the young tiger smiled slightly. "My songs tell you... my arms tell you... but do I, myself, tell you?" he asked in a whisper.
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Posted: Thu May 02, 2013 11:37 am
What a shock, it was so surprising,
You looked so small and frail------------------------------------------------}:- Izzy Lucky
At times life can be so enlightening .uoy no nrut nac ti tuB
"Well arguing is a natural part of any relationship. So we will be fighting some days."
"I'm not really tempted by Shou. He's handsome. I think he's attractive but he's more like my family than someone I'd want to have as a lover. I feel very close to him and he feels that way for me. But I don't see he and I being more than that. At least, not right now. I know he finds me attractive but he's always been respectful of what I want in my life. Which makes him a good friend because he does understand." Izzy pointed out. And that's what did make Shou a good friend. The crazy mercurial star knew where the line was and didn't cross. Izzy was certain that Shou would have made advances had Akihiko not been in his life. Maybe if that had been the case, Izzy might have dated Shou. Although, that path, Izzy doubted he would ever take in life. Especially if they set up Yuuji with Shou. Maybe that would straightened out Akihiko some too. If Yuuji were in a real relationship with someone. Maybe he wouldn't take advantage of his cousin and start respecting him as a man.
"Yes, you should have told me sooner but...ah..yeah this past couple weeks has been hell." He scratched his head and lay back down in the blankets just before Akihiko moved over him.
His lips formed a small smile as his tiger hovered above, "Mm....maybe you'll have to work on telling me more often. Your arms are pretty busy telling me...but I think your lips could use some practice." he winked because he liked the shower of affection quite a bit. Oh Akihiko did tell him enough now much he loved him but teasing like this surely gave Ruki more fun.
They were going to be so late...
-:{------------------------------------------------I didn't know what to do
I grabbed the tiger by the tail!
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