|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:05 pm
Would someone be so kind as to kill me now? I give up, I've come to realize that all I'm ever going to do is lose when ever I try. I'm tired of it, I should be allowed to live happily, but what ever powers that be seem to have it written that I always make things worse for myself...I give up. I forfeit. I lose. You win life, you jerk. You win.
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:11 pm
*Hugs* What's wrong, Epic? I hate seeing you like this D= heart
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:30 pm
Little Miss Fortune
*Hugs* What's wrong, Epic? I hate seeing you like this D= heart Basically things between my mom and dad are over more or less because I decided to not get involved, even though history has shown that when ever I get involved, things get worse. What I'm saying is, I'm stuck in a perpetual screwed cycle, I'm damn if I do, damn if I don't.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:33 pm
epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune
*Hugs* What's wrong, Epic? I hate seeing you like this D= heart Basically things between my mom and dad are over because I decided to not get involved, even though history has shown that when ever I get involved, things get worse. What I'm saying is, I'm stuck in a perpetual screwed cycle, I'm damn if I do, damn if I don't.
=(
That really is a horrible situation, but you shouldn't blame yourself. You haven't done anything wrong D=
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:43 pm
Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune
*Hugs* What's wrong, Epic? I hate seeing you like this D= heart Basically things between my mom and dad are over because I decided to not get involved, even though history has shown that when ever I get involved, things get worse. What I'm saying is, I'm stuck in a perpetual screwed cycle, I'm damn if I do, damn if I don't.
=(
That really is a horrible situation, but you shouldn't blame yourself. You haven't done anything wrong D=Yet somehow it seems that it is. Just because they don't know how to ******** communicate civilly like adults. That's like rule number one of any relationship...*Looks out window.* Here comes the nuke.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:45 pm
epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune
*Hugs* What's wrong, Epic? I hate seeing you like this D= heart Basically things between my mom and dad are over because I decided to not get involved, even though history has shown that when ever I get involved, things get worse. What I'm saying is, I'm stuck in a perpetual screwed cycle, I'm damn if I do, damn if I don't.
=(
That really is a horrible situation, but you shouldn't blame yourself. You haven't done anything wrong D=Yet somehow it seems that it is. Just because they don't know how to ******** communicate civilly like adults. That's like rule number one of any relationship...*Looks out window.* Here comes the nuke.
*Hugs tight* Everything will be okay. Maybe they'll even be happier apart. Just be there for both of them and I'm sure you'll be okayyy <33333
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:48 pm
I was going for a kiss on the cheek... and she intercepted it and we... kissed on the lips. redface
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:51 pm
Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune
*Hugs* What's wrong, Epic? I hate seeing you like this D= heart Basically things between my mom and dad are over because I decided to not get involved, even though history has shown that when ever I get involved, things get worse. What I'm saying is, I'm stuck in a perpetual screwed cycle, I'm damn if I do, damn if I don't.
=(
That really is a horrible situation, but you shouldn't blame yourself. You haven't done anything wrong D=Yet somehow it seems that it is. Just because they don't know how to ******** communicate civilly like adults. That's like rule number one of any relationship...*Looks out window.* Here comes the nuke.
*Hugs tight* Everything will be okay. Maybe they'll even be happier apart. Just be there for both of them and I'm sure you'll be okayyy <33333Economically speaking, that won't work. Both my parents paychecks help pay the bills and for the groceries. If one of them goes away. Some other source of money is going to have to take it's place...namely my meager part time job of minimum wage.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 5:53 pm
epic-writer42 Economically speaking, that won't work. Both my parents paychecks help pay the bills and for the groceries. If one of them goes away. Some other source of money is going to have to take it's place...namely my meager part time job of minimum wage.
D=
No one your age should have to do that... I'm so sorry T___T <333
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 6:24 pm
I'm just lost, they started talking and then everything exploded violently, and now I feel like the rest of my already scarred and bruised heart was just hit by some one hit kill technique. I now learn that my parents never really loved eachother, it was all just for me so I could have a father in my life. I was not conceived with love...just sexual tension. That makes me feel absolutely horrible...like I was not meant to be born...maybe that's why my life suck, it just wasn't meant to be...I'm just a horrible mistake.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 6:41 pm
epic-writer42 I'm just lost, they started talking and then everything exploded violently, and now I feel like the rest of my already scarred and bruised heart was just hit by some one hit kill technique. I now learn that my parents never really loved eachother, it was all just for me so I could have a father in my life. I was not conceived with love...just sexual tension. That makes me feel absolutely horrible...like I was not meant to be born...maybe that's why my life suck, it just wasn't meant to be...I'm just a horrible mistake.
You aren't a mistake!!! T____T
Even if your parents didn't plan to have you, you still aren't a mistake. You're an awesome person D= <33333333333
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 6:48 pm
Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 I'm just lost, they started talking and then everything exploded violently, and now I feel like the rest of my already scarred and bruised heart was just hit by some one hit kill technique. I now learn that my parents never really loved eachother, it was all just for me so I could have a father in my life. I was not conceived with love...just sexual tension. That makes me feel absolutely horrible...like I was not meant to be born...maybe that's why my life suck, it just wasn't meant to be...I'm just a horrible mistake.
You aren't a mistake!!! T____T
Even if your parents didn't plan to have you, you still aren't a mistake. You're an awesome person D= <33333333333I don't even want to think about it anymore, I just want to forget everything....start completely from scratch and become a new and better David.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 6:54 pm
epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 I'm just lost, they started talking and then everything exploded violently, and now I feel like the rest of my already scarred and bruised heart was just hit by some one hit kill technique. I now learn that my parents never really loved eachother, it was all just for me so I could have a father in my life. I was not conceived with love...just sexual tension. That makes me feel absolutely horrible...like I was not meant to be born...maybe that's why my life suck, it just wasn't meant to be...I'm just a horrible mistake.
You aren't a mistake!!! T____T
Even if your parents didn't plan to have you, you still aren't a mistake. You're an awesome person D= <33333333333I don't even want to think about it anymore, I just want to forget everything....start completely from scratch and become a new and better David.
*Hugs tight* You're already awesome, thoughhh =3 <333
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 7:26 pm
Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 I'm just lost, they started talking and then everything exploded violently, and now I feel like the rest of my already scarred and bruised heart was just hit by some one hit kill technique. I now learn that my parents never really loved eachother, it was all just for me so I could have a father in my life. I was not conceived with love...just sexual tension. That makes me feel absolutely horrible...like I was not meant to be born...maybe that's why my life suck, it just wasn't meant to be...I'm just a horrible mistake.
You aren't a mistake!!! T____T
Even if your parents didn't plan to have you, you still aren't a mistake. You're an awesome person D= <33333333333I don't even want to think about it anymore, I just want to forget everything....start completely from scratch and become a new and better David.
*Hugs tight* You're already awesome, thoughhh =3 <333That may be true, but my life most certainly isn't...I'd be happy if for some reason this was all a bad dream...or if my parents calmed down and finally made ammends. That and maybe waking up next to a really cute girl are the only ways my weekend can possibly be salvaged.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat May 21, 2011 8:42 pm
I am ashamed of Gaia.
I want to leave.
I won't, though.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
