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 Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 3:58 am
*Hugs back* <3333333333
I did okay, though. I didn't really let him see the "OMG I STILL LOVE HIM T_____T" side of my feelings and tried my best to be all cool and mature about it. He was really great, too. He said lots of nice things, and we're still going to be on speaking terms. So, I think I'll be okay ^^ <3333
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 4:46 am
Little Miss Fortune
*Hugs back* <3333333333
I did okay, though. I didn't really let him see the "OMG I STILL LOVE HIM T_____T" side of my feelings and tried my best to be all cool and mature about it. He was really great, too. He said lots of nice things, and we're still going to be on speaking terms. So, I think I'll be okay ^^ <3333*hugs* Well done sweetie, you did really well! I'm proud of you. I know it's hard but I know you can do it!
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 5:48 am
You want to live a dream...
Well... Today I'm going to be short on temper, patience, and general energy. I have no idea what possessed my roommate to start studying at 3:00 AM, but I hope he doesn't do it again...
Fall asleep and never wake up...
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 6:27 am
why why why didn't i take kam and canni's advice? why did i go to school today? ; ____________________;.
/headpillows
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 7:26 am
Why? Why is he always the first one I go to when I get so stressed, and upset, and unhappy, that I'm literally sobbing uncontrollably? I kept it in for so long, but then, of course, something happens and I spiral into this miniature rage, spewing everything I've been unable to get out. At least I mostly keep it to a bare minimum... I always feel so much better when he's happy. Or when I'm depressed and he makes me feel better. Or when he asks how I am, and I can say that I'm happy... I wish I'd never gotten close to him, I wish I'd never crushed on him, I wish I'd never become friends with him, I wish I'd never fallen in love with him... I wish I'd never cared... because then, he'd never have to feel this way. I am so sorry...
I should have kept my mouth shut.. but I had nowhere else to go. Yes, yes I did have somewhere else to go. Here. But no. I had to selfishly take it out on him.
It's all my fault. And there is nothing I want to do about it. For once, I'm happy, and I ******** hate it.
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 7:45 am
cave_dweller_candy why why why didn't i take kam and canni's advice? why did i go to school today? ; ____________________;.
/headpillows
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 7:47 am
Maris Pallitax Why? Why is he always the first one I go to when I get so stressed, and upset, and unhappy, that I'm literally sobbing uncontrollably? I kept it in for so long, but then, of course, something happens and I spiral into this miniature rage, spewing everything I've been unable to get out. At least I mostly keep it to a bare minimum... I always feel so much better when he's happy. Or when I'm depressed and he makes me feel better. Or when he asks how I am, and I can say that I'm happy... I wish I'd never gotten close to him, I wish I'd never crushed on him, I wish I'd never become friends with him, I wish I'd never fallen in love with him... I wish I'd never cared... because then, he'd never have to feel this way. I am so sorry...
I should have kept my mouth shut.. but I had nowhere else to go. Yes, yes I did have somewhere else to go. Here. But no. I had to selfishly take it out on him.
It's all my fault. And there is nothing I want to do about it. For once, I'm happy, and I ******** hate it.
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 8:39 am
The times when I'm not thinking about her are becoming fewer and farther between...
Wow, Peoplers is doing a heckuva job in here.
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 9:00 am
Foam-Dome The times when I'm not thinking about her are becoming fewer and farther between...Wow, Peoplers is doing a heckuva job in here. Um, I like helping my friends? And well, there isn't many other places in here I can really contribute at the minute heart
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 11:59 am
cave_dweller_candy why why why didn't i take kam and canni's advice? why did i go to school today? ; ____________________;.
/headpillows [=O *hugs* you should take it easy yus yus rest is more important =P
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 5:34 pm
Highschool. I want to get out and away from everything right now. I just... hate it to be exact xD People can be so mean, keeping feelings that I want out is just frustrating for my safety, and teachers rushing in grades for a test everyday is wearing me out x_X;
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 10:03 pm
When my ex got out of Boot, he got engaged to his girlfriend of 6 months. Then he went to training which was like another month or two and now he's on a week leave. In that week, they're going to get married.
Ex boyfriend or not. Stranger or person I care about. If you get married when you haven't been dating for a year, you're being stupid. I don't care how much you love each other, you can love each other just as easily as boyfriend/girlfriend. A relationship is about love, marriage has a bunch of other s**t added in that you need to consider. It's pretty damn obvious the number one reason they're getting married is so she can be shipped to god knows where with him.
Thank you for dumping me. Seriously I'm starting to wonder if my dislike of the military was the major reason, because I told you I wasn't a fan instead of getting some poms poms even though I told him many times if he didn't join because of me I would kick his a**.
Now if I can only get to him to understand that I don't hate him, I just don't ******** want him in my life and to just leave me the hell alone.
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 10:20 pm
My ego is too large. I don't take it seriously and it still gives me problems.
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 10:21 pm
Cannibal Horsey Foam-Dome The times when I'm not thinking about her are becoming fewer and farther between...Wow, Peoplers is doing a heckuva job in here. Um, I like helping my friends? And well, there isn't many other places in here I can really contribute at the minute heart
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