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 Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 8:59 am
(Silver huged Jayden and smiled happily at Kaiai and then she held out her other hand to her.)Com join us.
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 2:01 pm
Jayden smiles at Kiaia, "You really understand???" she says to Kiaia. Jayden takes another small sip of the blood. She reaches out and takes Silver's hand. "Okay," she says.
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 5:06 pm
(Silver held her tightly)See eveyrthing will be ok.
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 8:58 pm
Kiaia walked over to them and took Silvers hand in hers as she sat down.
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 3:22 am
Jayden admits a large wave of happiness, even though she doesn't feel it herself. She looks at the bottle of blood in her hand and frowns. She hasn't even drank half of it, and she doesn't want anymore. She looks back up at Silver with an expression that says, "Do I have to???".
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 4:52 pm
(Silver squezzed Kiaia's hand and looked down at Jayden)Yes...of it.
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 10:59 pm
Kiaia smiled, and looked to Jayden, she knew what she was going through, only she was forced not to eat. It took her a while to get used to drinking. She felt Silver squeez her hand, and she looked at her.
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2010 3:37 am
Jayden looks at the bottle of blood. She fights the urge to throw it across the room, just to get it away from her. She forces herself to take a small sip of the blood. She holds the bottle out to Silver and says in a strange whimper, "I point-blank refuse to drink anymore of this today. I hope you can understand. My emotions and admittedly, my stomach can't take anymore." Jayden looks away from Kiaia and Silver.
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2010 7:05 am
(Silver sighed)Ok..but you are nto to throw this back up...hear me?(her voice took on the mother quaity. Silver then let them both go and she stood up)I will take care of this then.(she looked at Kiaia and tried to tell her with her eyes please hely Jayden. Then she was gone)
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2010 10:54 pm
Kiaia looked at Silver before she left and got the message, trying to figure out how to help her she just started talking, I know what its like, trust me, even though I was forced not to drink, I know what its like to have the ablility to but you just can't. She started off, wondering if it was ok or not.
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Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2010 2:42 am
Jayden watches Silver leave with a confused expression. She looks up at Kiaia. She quietly thought to herself, "I had no intention on throwing up again." Jayden listens to what Kiaia is saying. "Kiaia what are you trying to say???" she says as she wraps her her arms around her emaciated legs.
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Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2010 8:39 pm
Kiaia herself didn't know, what I am saying is this, I really do understand, I may not have the disorder you have but I know what its like to look at yourself in the merrior and cringe as you look at yoursel, I know what its like to drink blood and think Im a monster, but I also know what it feels like to be satisfied, being full, to maybe yeah cring a little when you see yourself, but realize this is me, and I know me. She stoped talking, and just looked at the wall across from her, not really looking at anything, but just gazing.
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Posted: Thu Nov 11, 2010 2:25 am
Jayden thinks about what Kiaia said for a moment before speaking. "But how do you get yourself to feed. . . when that is what makes you feel even more like a monster and makes you not want to do it that much more???" she says desperately, "And how do I deal with the weight that I would gain from feeding normally???" Jayden is desperate to change her ways, but she is so scared of gaining weight and becoming more of a monster that she feels like she can't do it.
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Posted: Sat Nov 13, 2010 10:40 am
(Silver stoped out side of the door and listend to Jayden and Kiaia...she mased her persents so that Jayden wouldn't pick her up.)
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Posted: Sat Nov 13, 2010 11:41 am
You have to trust that when you do feed, that you wont take it that fare and be the monster you fear of becoming. Kiaia said to her looking at her, But take it slow like your doing now, and it time, however long that my be you well grow acostum to it, yes you may gain weight, but it wont be an enormious amount of it. She said indecating herself, plus Sliver and I will be there to help you along as well, she said on a smile.
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