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 Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 5:18 pm
It's weird, I smell like Katarina.
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 7:11 am
Apparently my harddrive is hating on me O.o this is a first over the 3 years I've had this laptop.
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 7:41 am
I will try my hardest. I'm not the best person, heck I'm not the best friend but I will try my hardest. I will do everything I can to help, no matter the circumstances. Although I can't look after everyone those I hold dearest I will try for. I will try and try and try again until I can do something. I need to. I need to help my friends. They need me now. And here I am, because I need to be. For once in my life I'm helping without selfishness. I expect nothing, not one little thing. I am here for you. All of you. And that's it
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 8:02 am
Violent thoughts, horrifying thoughts. Somewhat depressing thoughts...
I'm jealous of people with amnesia and a family history of Alzheimer's.
I've had very horrible things happen to me in my life at a young age, and in turn, I've done some very horrible things to others I'm not very proud of. Some innocent, some deserving... Now a days I don't act that way, but the memories still haunt me. I have PTSD and suffer from 'flashbacks' time to time.
I want my memory to fade.
I don't even care if I forget who I am.
I just want those thoughts gone.
Get the ******** out of my head, dammit.
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 9:07 am
Screw it, Im going to be selfish
If I get a pass
Im entering the summer heats and Going to win
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 9:42 am
Getting to spend time with my sister and her wife for almost a week was nice. They took me clothes shopping (ohhowihatethat) and treated me like a Barbie - not in a bad way, I'm just not a fan of in-and-out-trying-on-80-different-things. Got new jeans, which I love. Thankfully, my sister got my mom to the doctor and got all kinds of things taken care of, and I'll be able to go to the doctor myself soon.
Then, once her wife went back home, it was down to business. Trying to get my learner's permit. And on the way to the SSA, a large truck with a trailer attached smashed into the passenger side of my sister's rental car... the side I was in. That was the most frightening moment of my life; I turned and looked out the window and saw him coming, and there wasn't a ******** thing I could do. If he hadn't hit the brakes, I would be dead right now. If it did this much damage with just the momentum...
There are black bruises all over my body, mainly right side and shoulder, and I cracked three ribs and my right hip. I can't do anything without flinching or tearing up.
Just fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Painpainpain.
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 10:01 am
Maris Pallitax Getting to spend time with my sister and her wife for almost a week was nice. They took me clothes shopping (ohhowihatethat) and treated me like a Barbie - not in a bad way, I'm just not a fan of in-and-out-trying-on-80-different-things. Got new jeans, which I love. Thankfully, my sister got my mom to the doctor and got all kinds of things taken care of, and I'll be able to go to the doctor myself soon. Then, once her wife went back home, it was down to business. Trying to get my learner's permit. And on the way to the SSA, a large truck with a trailer attached smashed into the passenger side of my sister's rental car... the side I was in. That was the most frightening moment of my life; I turned and looked out the window and saw him coming, and there wasn't a ******** thing I could do. If he hadn't hit the brakes, I would be dead right now. If it did this much damage with just the momentum... There are black bruises all over my body, mainly right side and shoulder, and I cracked three ribs and my right hip. I can't do anything without flinching or tearing up. Just fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Painpainpain. D: /huggles and gives painmeds and ice I'm glad you're okay, minus the pain D: My mom almost got creamed by a dump truck that didn't stop for the red light plowing through the intersection. She was freaked out for days afterwards. And glad to hear that you had a good week away O: !
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 12:04 pm
My spandex is giving me a bad rash
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 2:49 pm
I really hope Mickey is ok T^T
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 3:28 pm
I feel very lonely as of late.
That is all....
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 4:15 pm
*Finds nearest blunt object to hit self with.*Stupid idiotic me, why did I not take a chance and say hi to that cute girl that smiled at me? What the ******** is stopping me?...and I think I'm getting another sinus ********>
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 4:56 pm
These past couple weeks, all I've felt was broken.
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 5:04 pm
Maris Pallitax Getting to spend time with my sister and her wife for almost a week was nice. They took me clothes shopping (ohhowihatethat) and treated me like a Barbie - not in a bad way, I'm just not a fan of in-and-out-trying-on-80-different-things. Got new jeans, which I love. Thankfully, my sister got my mom to the doctor and got all kinds of things taken care of, and I'll be able to go to the doctor myself soon. Then, once her wife went back home, it was down to business. Trying to get my learner's permit. And on the way to the SSA, a large truck with a trailer attached smashed into the passenger side of my sister's rental car... the side I was in. That was the most frightening moment of my life; I turned and looked out the window and saw him coming, and there wasn't a ******** thing I could do. If he hadn't hit the brakes, I would be dead right now. If it did this much damage with just the momentum... There are black bruises all over my body, mainly right side and shoulder, and I cracked three ribs and my right hip. I can't do anything without flinching or tearing up. Just fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Painpainpain. Marisss! D: /hugshugshugs That sounds awful ; ___;
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