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 Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 4:21 am
cave_dweller_candy Cannibal Horsey cave_dweller_candy I'm leaving. And not gaia. I'm leaving school, I'm leaving home. I'm quitting. ******** neurosurgey. ******** school. Society has turned life into the biggest piece of bullshit. What is life, even? You ******** put up with crap all your life, then you die. And you can't even go back to the simpler times, ways of living. Well I can. And I'm going to. I'm going to live my life, the way I want to. We're all gonna die. But I'm not going to waste my life. I honestly, truly don't care what anyone thinks anymore. We're all just human. No one is better than me, nor worse. And I am free to do what I want.
Canni, I do not know how someone as amazing as you puts up with me.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 5:24 am
Thanks, guys... Luckily, the chances of him wanting to stay with me are pretty slim already, so staying in this mindset is probably best. I don't want to take him back only to have to go through all this shittiness again in a month or something x__X
*Hugs everyone* crying
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 9:16 am
I withdraw from people when things get bad. I guess that's where I've been.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 10:45 am
For the record, if you complain once,just once, about how hard the music is and that the notes are "too high to play" im going to slap you. I would ask if you would like to switch parts with me, but the last time i offered to play the solos after you complained for days about them, you didnt even give me the solos and continued to whine. You dont think i wanted to play the solos? Stfu or give them to me.
We were given the music yesterday. We are performing today. You'll be sight-reading. ******** you. ******** you. I dont even know why i wven care so much. Why should the situation change? Its been like that for the past 4years. Why does it matter so much to make me cry? =/ while i was waiting here for gaia to load, a teaher came and told me to smile. Not beat myself over what i was thinking. He didnt know how upset im over this and i dont want anyone else to know. So ill just sit and cry by myself. Haha. Im so weak. Maybe i should have just given her the second part without showing her the first. Why did i think it would be any different? Why?
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 11:23 am
Mickeymoot For the record, if you complain once,just once, about how hard the music is and that the notes are "too high to play" im going to slap you. I would ask if you would like to switch parts with me, but the last time i offered to play the solos after you complained for days about them, you didnt even give me the solos and continued to whine. You dont think i wanted to play the solos? Stfu or give them to me.
We were given the music yesterday. We are performing today. You'll be sight-reading. ******** you. ******** you. I dont even know why i wven care so much. Why should the situation change? Its been like that for the past 4years. Why does it matter so much to make me cry? =/ while i was waiting here for gaia to load, a teaher came and told me to smile. Not beat myself over what i was thinking. He didnt know how upset im over this and i dont want anyone else to know. So ill just sit and cry by myself. Haha. Im so weak. Maybe i should have just given her the second part without showing her the first. Why did i think it would be any different? Why?
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 12:39 pm
@Mickey -not your fault tbh heh =/ *hugs*
Shes just a real whiney cow by the sounds of it, as for the slapping, you should probably ignore her and not answer her instead of slapping her
leave her in her own hole heh *Hugs*
I know its really important to you =/ and its really unfair, will she even be able to play the first part? heh and pfffftt no cry by yourself cry with me or on me heh =D that way my moob will soak up your sadness and make your tears and bad juju go away
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 12:42 pm
kittycross I withdraw from people when things get bad. I guess that's where I've been. *hugs* I was wondering, I really hope stuff gets better for you and thanksies for the lucky kitty <3
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 12:46 pm
Little Miss Fortune Thanks, guys... Luckily, the chances of him wanting to stay with me are pretty slim already, so staying in this mindset is probably best. I don't want to take him back only to have to go through all this shittiness again in a month or something x__X
*Hugs everyone* crying
*hugs*
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 12:52 pm
Size 0 text doesn't work any more! as of sometime this afternoon GMT crying
@ LMF Exactly! *huggles*
@ Thread, my friend has told me 2 of the songs the guy knows, he's gonna practice the others and see which ones he can do. So hopefully I should get my set list ready soon O.o gonk So nervous
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 1:01 pm
Kamok0 not your fault tbh heh =/ *hugs* Shes just a real whiney cow by the sounds of it, as for the slapping, you should probably ignore her and not answer her instead of slapping her leave her in her own hole heh *Hugs* I know its really important to you =/ and its really unfair, will she even be able to play the first part? heh and pfffftt no cry by yourself cry with me or on me heh =D that way my moob will soak up your sadness and make your tears and bad juju go away
what's done is done.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 1:02 pm
Mickeymoot Kamok0 not your fault tbh heh =/ *hugs* Shes just a real whiney cow by the sounds of it, as for the slapping, you should probably ignore her and not answer her instead of slapping her leave her in her own hole heh *Hugs* I know its really important to you =/ and its really unfair, will she even be able to play the first part? heh and pfffftt no cry by yourself cry with me or on me heh =D that way my moob will soak up your sadness and make your tears and bad juju go away
what's done is done.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 1:35 pm
Little Miss Fortune What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?
He finally said we would talk... sometime this week. I've just recently begun to consider it a lost cause and have been trying to get over him. What if he still wants to be with me? Will I have the strength to tell him no or will I melt into mush and give in to him? I'm pretty sure it'll be an official breakup, but there still that chance that he just hasn't been reading all my IMs and e-mails and s**t and still wants to give it another chance. That used to be what I was praying for, but now that I've already gotten through some of the tougher parts of breaking up (on my own stare ), I don't think I can go back to him. He really hurt me.
I just want to talk so that our breakup can finally be official. I don't want to be with him anymore. But I don't know if I can say no to him... I'm scared that talking to him will bring back all those emotions and I'll have to start putting the pieces back together all over again D= I'm going through something much like this myself. I'm sorry I've been so MIA, Fortune. You've always been there for me, yet I've been so distant during your time of need. I've learned a lot recently, and it's been very tough. Being heartbroken really sucks, as much as I don't want to admit it. It's silly of me to deny it and pretend that I didn't care for this guy.... but I'm also an incredibly proud person. But I wonder if he were to call me up and try to make amends, how would I react? We are in the same boat... I think we both may be too tender hearted. We both are going to have to stick with our earlier resolve. We can get through this together. ^^
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 3:29 pm
Mickeymoot For the record, if you complain once,just once, about how hard the music is and that the notes are "too high to play" im going to slap you. I would ask if you would like to switch parts with me, but the last time i offered to play the solos after you complained for days about them, you didnt even give me the solos and continued to whine. You dont think i wanted to play the solos? Stfu or give them to me.
We were given the music yesterday. We are performing today. You'll be sight-reading. ******** you. ******** you. I dont even know why i wven care so much. Why should the situation change? Its been like that for the past 4years. Why does it matter so much to make me cry? =/ while i was waiting here for gaia to load, a teaher came and told me to smile. Not beat myself over what i was thinking. He didnt know how upset im over this and i dont want anyone else to know. So ill just sit and cry by myself. Haha. Im so weak. Maybe i should have just given her the second part without showing her the first. Why did i think it would be any different? Why?
O_o I'm so sorry you've had to deal with that. *hugs*
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 4:26 pm
electropoisonwaves I'm going through something much like this myself. I'm sorry I've been so MIA, Fortune. You've always been there for me, yet I've been so distant during your time of need. I've learned a lot recently, and it's been very tough. Being heartbroken really sucks, as much as I don't want to admit it. It's silly of me to deny it and pretend that I didn't care for this guy.... but I'm also an incredibly proud person. But I wonder if he were to call me up and try to make amends, how would I react? We are in the same boat... I think we both may be too tender hearted. We both are going to have to stick with our earlier resolve. We can get through this together. ^^
*Clings* It's hard to stand your ground when you're head over heels for someone x__X
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 5:02 pm
My parents agreed. My parents agreed to have a boy sleep over for a week. A guy they know lives in the middle of the country, who I met online, and have never met in person. True, I've known him for 6 years and my mom has talked to him on the phone and both have seen him on webcam but still.
The only rule is he's not allowed to sleep in my bed. xd
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