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 Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2011 3:33 pm
CH0Z0 Am I the only one that cries at beautiful classical music? Definitely not. Cry with me; it's one of my favorite songs ever. heart
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2011 4:57 pm
Jer0nim0 I'm so ******** stupid.
So, so <********> stupid.
I've had adults, even my parents admit that I'm supposedly mature. Not responsible, but still mature.
What a load of bullshit.
I can't believe I've ******** up this bad.
I don't even know what to ******** class="clear"> fff are you okay? D: heart @Mew maybe it would help/be more productive to find concrete things you want to change and make certain steps every day to change that? I understand wanting to better yourself, but it's hard to do that with just a "I should be a better person..." in any case, good luck <3
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2011 5:01 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2011 5:05 pm
/gives big hugs to nim ;; <3333
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2011 5:16 pm
LifeSuxEatCake @Mew maybe it would help/be more productive to find concrete things you want to change and make certain steps every day to change that? I understand wanting to better yourself, but it's hard to do that with just a "I should be a better person..." in any case, good luck <3 XD I completely forgot that I wrote that. That's what I'm trying to figure out, really. Most of the times, it feels like I have to change because its to be expected of me. And because I don't have my own reason, I can't feel fine with changing, since at this point it's forced. I'm sure that reason will come at some point, so I can't give up yet. ^^ I appreciate the response back though. Thanks. Edit: Too lazy to make another post at 2am. Ignore this if you want. When I get depressed like this, I sometimes wish I had someone by my side. Someone to hold and reassure me that everything would be alright. That I'm worthy enough; that I mean something to them.
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 4:09 am
well i have more than one crush... and apparently he's making a facebook account.
*must resist urges to attempt to Add in order to stalk/know little bit about him through his profile!!!!!!!!!*
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 1:23 am
I want to break up with her.
Figures the time I realize this is the worst time I could possibly break up with her, for both of us.
I think I should keep going out with her for a few more weeks so I don't hurt her feelings and then suddenly she has a lot she has to deal with. I better wait until all of her stress is over before I do it.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 6:33 am
I never know what to say when I want to help someone. All I can do is listen. It's pathetic.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 9:16 am
@Solar- What happened? D= *Hugs* because of exams and such?
@Cave- No need to say anything XP just depends sometimes if a person is wanting or willing to talk, it usually has to be a two way thing or one sided digging until it becomes two way heh but don't let it bother you too much okies? *Hugs*
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 12:22 pm
I don't think I've cried so suddenly in my life before. Ever.
I am a total wreck lately.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 12:45 pm
I refuse to be content with my body until I get in tip top shape again
Every morning I wake up and tell it I hate it
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 12:52 pm
I don't want to commit suicide. I can't stand having these thoughts every time I feel down and crying.
Okay story time:
Dad wanted me to do laundry while he was mowing the lawn on all our clothes.
I carried the whites to the washer, then dryer.
Along the way I tried stepping over a small plastic bag so I won't trip over it while carrying the colored clothes to the washer.
When I was done getting music from iTunes, dad was screaming his head off that I didin't account for the small plastic bag on the floor earlier. It was his clothes, and he was super pissed off at my irresponisbility for not doing "all teh clothes laundry". Yeling here, screaming there on how I cna't take care of the simplist tasks and that I won't be able to take care of myself at VCU.
Then cue me grabbing the clothes upstairs, crying. Feeling hopeless, useless, stupid etc. The thoughts of depression came back on how I can't handle or do anythign right and "always" screw everything up (dad likes using the word always when I do something wrong. never recognition when I get things right. I guess that's part of "growing up" I have to experience.
I'm just sick of crying and feeling this way. And I'm grounded from the internet. I'm sorry dad, but I'm not the person who can put 2 and 2 together and think "oh hey, the plastic bag is not an obstacle, it's a bunch of clothes wanting to be washed". Putting on the floor while walking to teh washer/dryer DOES NOT HELP AT ALL!
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 3:29 pm
Okay, created a mule for my event idea. Now to wait to begin phase one. ninja
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 3:42 pm
epic-writer42 Okay, created a mule for my event idea. Now to wait to begin phase one. ninja
I got to accept you! =O
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 3:50 pm
Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Okay, created a mule for my event idea. Now to wait to begin phase one. ninja
I got to accept you! =O
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