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 Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:39 pm
Yoru Kurosawa keito melfina I'm starting to have sexual dreams... feeling a little disgusted with myself righ tnow Dx I'll never really understand how people "get off" on watching porn, sex is just a natural occurence in all reproductive species. But now my church is saying it's immoral and only used for pro-creation. It's like my soul is see-through...
Chapter and verse, and I'll happily refute it 8D
Right through my empty eyes... Thats kind of offensive. I rather not see anymore online religion war again. Thank you.
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 5:43 pm
That one night Yoru Kurosawa keito melfina I'm starting to have sexual dreams... feeling a little disgusted with myself righ tnow Dx I'll never really understand how people "get off" on watching porn, sex is just a natural occurence in all reproductive species. But now my church is saying it's immoral and only used for pro-creation. It's like my soul is see-through...
Chapter and verse, and I'll happily refute it 8D
Right through my empty eyes... Thats kind of offensive. I rather not see anymore online religion war again. Thank you. It's like my soul is see-through...
Except there are some where the argument is taken so drastically out of context.
However, if it offends you so, I'll refute it via PM.
Right through my empty eyes...
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 5:46 pm
It's alright guys, no whatever wars needed here x_x; thanks for the concerns <3 I'm struggling a bit with morals/values that my church and religion in general's starting to push, but lately I'm starting to be a bit more rational to think for myself.
Secret: Well I'm just now wishing he was here... and not dead crying (I'm speaking of my god brother who helped me realize my feelings/attractions for other guys). Ugh why'd he have to die of cancer at the age of 28?! So many things I want to tell him and thank him for.
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 5:49 pm
keito melfina Secret: Well I'm just now wishing he was here... and not dead crying (I'm speaking of my god brother who helped me realize my feelings/attractions for other guys). Ugh why'd he have to die of cancer at the age of 28?! So many things I want to tell him and thank him for. It's like my soul is see-through...
Unfortunately, it seems as though those who we treasure most leave us soonest...
The world is horribly ironic that way.
And thinking for yourself is always good. Everyone has an agenda. Everyone. Critical thinking classes tend to teach you that... EVEN THEY HAVE AN AGENDA! D<
Right through my empty eyes...
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 6:00 pm
you know what I rediscovered? That subway is freaking amazing.
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 10:02 pm
Good not to secret secret: I have lost a total of 7 pounds since I started my diet and bought a skirt. <3
Bad secret: One of my co-workers passed away on Wednesday. She was walking down the street when she was shot in the head. According to the police report the guy was aiming for someone else and of the two shots fired one hit her. She was only 20 years old and leaves behind a 4 year old son she loved to death. Ugh, life is so unfair. She was one of the most bubbly and life loving people I have ever met. I think I'm still in shock, since I had spoken to her only a week ago.
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 11:25 pm
Silent Sympathy Good not to secret secret: I have lost a total of 7 pounds since I started my diet and bought a skirt. <3 Bad secret: One of my co-workers passed away on Wednesday. She was walking down the street when she was shot in the head. According to the police report the guy was aiming for someone else and of the two shots fired one hit her. She was only 20 years old and leaves behind a 4 year old son she loved to death. Ugh, life is so unfair. She was one of the most bubbly and life loving people I have ever met. I think I'm still in shock, since I had spoken to her only a week ago. That is sadly tragic. Things like this just shouldn't happen. 1. because if you're firing a weapon you should damn well know how to aim it properly (and actually hit what you're aiming at) and 2. people shouldn't be shooting at other people. I am personally glad I live in the UK with our ridiculous gun laws. Not because it actually makes everywhere safer *cough*gun crime in most large English cities is REAL high *cough* but because it makes it damn near impossible for people where I live to get hold of guns, it's also not seen as "cool" round here like it is in other places. "Oh, you have a gun? So which farmer is your father?"
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 3:59 am
I can't listen to half of my old music without my vision blurring and feeling ******** hate being so weak.
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:44 am
I got my shake weight today ninja
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:54 am
I love burning things
I had a big massive bin full of tissues so i chucked them all into the fire and whoooooooooooooosh gone
I also like the smell of incense
I had a dirty dream last night
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 11:54 am
Reading Sympathy's secret, makes me wish gun laws were a bit stricter in the U.S. But no, the people in my state wish to be trigger happy (I understand for those who use it for protection). Secret: one day, I would love to give you this equation <3 9x - 7i > 3(3x - 7u)
9x - 7i > 9x - 21u
-7i > -21 u
i <3 u
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 12:44 pm
Silent Sympathy Good not to secret secret: I have lost a total of 7 pounds since I started my diet and bought a skirt. <3 Bad secret: One of my co-workers passed away on Wednesday. She was walking down the street when she was shot in the head. According to the police report the guy was aiming for someone else and of the two shots fired one hit her. She was only 20 years old and leaves behind a 4 year old son she loved to death. Ugh, life is so unfair. She was one of the most bubbly and life loving people I have ever met. I think I'm still in shock, since I had spoken to her only a week ago. *HUGS* D=
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 2:48 pm
Since I'm currently tired, my mindset isn't exactly reasonable, so don't mind this. It's up to you if you wanna read it or not, I don't really care.
For awhile now, usually right before I go to sleep, I write out my current thoughts and feelings on my iTouch. Going back through it, I came across one entry from two months ago that I do not remembering writing: "As I look back on how I felt about certain things, I realize that I'm still the same pathetic person from back then. Nothing has changed within these last few months."
I'd hate to say it, but I still feel that way. Yes, I've gotten better in some aspects, but I'm not happy about it. I know I talk of plans about growing up and change, but I don't have my own reason for it. I guess I'd feel better about things if I have a reason. I think I mentioned it once before, but I don't know what I'm working for, and I wish for that to change...
;3; Bah. I'm tired, and I really wish I could sleep so I can let my bad mood dissipate. It's 6:40pm, and if I sleep now, I'll mess up my sleeping schedule for the weekend... *sob*
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 11:22 pm
I'm so ******** stupid.
So, so <********> stupid.
I've had adults, even my parents admit that I'm supposedly mature. Not responsible, but still mature.
What a load of bullshit.
I can't believe I've ******** up this bad.
I don't even know what to ********>
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2011 2:14 am
Am I the only one that cries at beautiful classical music?
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