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 Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2011 1:19 pm
On a light note. My cat was being adorable and rubbing against the case for portal 2. On a more angry note. DAMNIT SNOW GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!! scream
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Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2011 3:00 pm
Just a day over half a year. Just a day.
More than I expected of myself to be able to have, at least.
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Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2011 9:43 pm
It's like my soul is see-through...
So someone I used to know friended me on Facebook. I accepted it, and then started noticing that she was being really buggy... not just to me, but to everyone in my family, and she was also wanting me to bug said family about getting together. So I deleted her without telling her, and am now ignoring the friend request in my inbox that's from her.
This is probably going to generate some backlash in the form of her bugging my family about why I'm not accepting her friend request, and honestly, I just don't want to deal with it...
Does this make me a bad person that I'm doing all of this from the shadows?
Right through my empty eyes...
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Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2011 11:25 pm
epic-writer42 On a light note. My cat was being adorable and rubbing against the case for portal 2. On a more angry note. DAMNIT SNOW GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!! scream JELLY! It's only out on Steam here, and thus would destroy my PCs inner workings. Doesn't come out for anything else till Thursday! crying
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:45 am
Is it okay to be okay with not being okay?
I haven't felt what it's like to be 'healthy' in so long, I don't even care anymore.
And the worst part is I'm not even 'sick'. Meaning I still haven't been diagnosed with anything causing my lymphadenopathy and persistent back ache.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 5:40 am
I have a large collection of legos in my downstairs office and when I get bored I am tempted to take them out and fiddle
lately whenever someone says Im awesome or something it makes me feel like a complete failure heh Im sick so I entirely am going to think the opposite of anything positive
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 6:02 am
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 6:14 am
Little Miss Fortune Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. I want to ******** kill myself. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. Fake it 'til you make it. ??? What's wrong?
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 8:32 am
Bah. I am so out of it, I probably won't even remember typing this later today.
For a while now, usually right before I fall asleep, I end up realizing a lot of things about myself. =/ I really don't like how I am, and I want to change. I need to fix both my personality and my appearance. I wouldn't tweak my personality too much, but I need to work on something; I don't feel like I'm "normal." As for my appearance, I actually need to loose a bit of weight. No, I'm not overweight, but I'm not super-skinny either. Nor do I want to be. Just a few pounds should be fine.
I want to change so I can feel accepted, in a way. I know I have friends that love me for who I am, but almost all of them are online. I don't have a single friend offline whom I keep in close contact with anymore. All of that changed once I graduated from high school. And in order to be accepted, I need to work on certain aspects of myself. As much as I try, I'm really not all that smart. And as long as I have been living, I don't have anything to show for it. I've done nothing but play video games and be online all my life.
School'll be over May 15th. I'll have the entire summer to slowly work on my qualities (or lack thereof) before I attend Otakon. Where I am at this point in life, I need to stop giving into my habits, and make something of myself. I should be working an actual job, not sitting around the house doing nothing of importance. So once Otakon is said and done with, I'll work on that, too. I need to be a better person.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 8:56 am
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/cough ninja
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:29 pm
It's like my soul is see-through...
I fear that this will end with me breaking his heart...
Right through my empty eyes...
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:31 pm
Music is really a cure sometimes... crying heart
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:32 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:36 pm
Yoru Kurosawa It's like my soul is see-through...
I fear that this will end with me breaking his heart...
Right through my empty eyes...
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:46 pm
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