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 Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 7:58 am
kittycross AstralStorm kittycross AstralStorm kittycross Is it not worth the manipulative effort of "mom, i want you to get an email account so I can send you ecards and stuff when I'm away. If you get the internet set up while i'm here i can even show you how to use it...." Well, you can still sneak off to the library to use their internet i hope, but they'll have a probably have a block on gaming sights like gaia and you'll be missed she has an email account, and personally, the sooner I cut her out of my life, the happier I will be =_= darn. i was thinking just dangle the hope so you could use the computer. At least you're almost 18 I haven't spoken to my mother in years and am so glad free. I don't have much in that way of biological family left that I actually talk to, just my half-sisters,but it's so much nicer this way,when you can choose your family. if i could choose my family i'd live with my friend in a heartbeat, he's like a brother to me. I left home when I was 16. I ended up trying to make amends with her years later -it was a bad idea. Pretty soon you'll be free! yep =_=
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 8:28 am
I have no idea what I was expecting, but this wasn't it. XD I really love that school and the programs is great. But I'm not graduating with 60k+ in debt. I don't get it. I thought I would get a bit more =/ bah. I guess I'll be fine going elsewhere. It's the logical thing to do. I just... need to tell my heart and eyes the same thing. All this money money money money money s**t just makes me want to throw my hands up in the air and scream for utilitarianism. No wait, that doesn't work except on remote parts of the world. I can still get a good education at a remote part of the world, right? gonk
Why do you keep telling lies if you don't like others telling you lies? You'll tell others your "phone is broken" then go on a rant on why you hate everyone because they all lie to you. Excuse me, here's a wall, please bang your head against it until you realize why everyone lies to you. neutral
Font change in guilds. Do not like.
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 9:49 am
Mickeymoot I have no idea what I was expecting, but this wasn't it. XD I really love that school and the programs is great. But I'm not graduating with 60k+ in debt. I don't get it. I thought I would get a bit more =/ bah. I guess I'll be fine going elsewhere. It's the logical thing to do. I just... need to tell my heart and eyes the same thing. All this money money money money money s**t just makes me want to throw my hands up in the air and scream for unitarianism. No wait, that doesn't work except on remote parts of the world. I can still get a good education at a remote part of the world, right? gonk
Why do you keep telling lies if you don't like others telling you lies? You'll tell others your "phone is broken" then go on a rant on why you hate everyone because they all lie to you. Excuse me, here's a wall, please bang your head against it until you realize why everyone lies to you. neutral Font change in guilds. Do not like. I hate the font change 1stpart: I hate the whole money thing x.x I have to pay my next two years of school, including a year of university, on my own, and work is not giving me enough hours. I'm gonna be digging into my student loans more than likely and I really don't like that idea x.x;
2ndpart: I hate those people too :c /huggles. People can be so hypocritical, and it's disgusting. gonk
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 9:54 am
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 11:01 am
Dead fetal pig. Little legs. Tiny tail. Cut open with scissors. People at the table randomly looking at me to make sure I wasn't gonna be sick.
I hate bio. gonk
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 11:11 am
Shiori Miko Dead fetal pig. Little legs. Tiny tail. Cut open with scissors. People at the table randomly looking at me to make sure I wasn't gonna be sick.
I hate bio. gonk No chance you can convince them you're Jewish and can't do the dissection because pigs aren't kosher? That's how my friend got out of it.
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 11:38 am
LabTech Kestin Shiori Miko Dead fetal pig. Little legs. Tiny tail. Cut open with scissors. People at the table randomly looking at me to make sure I wasn't gonna be sick.
I hate bio. gonk No chance you can convince them you're Jewish and can't do the dissection because pigs aren't kosher? That's how my friend got out of it. I'm in no way required to do it, my teacher even said I could leave. But I still need to know the material and my partner does the nasty stuff while I watch and get it burned into my brain.
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 12:01 pm
Shiori Miko LabTech Kestin Shiori Miko Dead fetal pig. Little legs. Tiny tail. Cut open with scissors. People at the table randomly looking at me to make sure I wasn't gonna be sick.
I hate bio. gonk No chance you can convince them you're Jewish and can't do the dissection because pigs aren't kosher? That's how my friend got out of it. I'm in no way required to do it, my teacher even said I could leave. But I still need to know the material and my partner does the nasty stuff while I watch and get it burned into my brain. Can't you find the material in text form? Watching the actual process can't be the only way to learn it...
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 12:19 pm
LabTech Kestin Shiori Miko LabTech Kestin Shiori Miko Dead fetal pig. Little legs. Tiny tail. Cut open with scissors. People at the table randomly looking at me to make sure I wasn't gonna be sick.
I hate bio. gonk No chance you can convince them you're Jewish and can't do the dissection because pigs aren't kosher? That's how my friend got out of it. I'm in no way required to do it, my teacher even said I could leave. But I still need to know the material and my partner does the nasty stuff while I watch and get it burned into my brain. Can't you find the material in text form? Watching the actual process can't be the only way to learn it... I'm much more likely to remember this than reading a book. Plus I plan on being a nurse so I can't run from everything that makes me squeamish.
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 12:19 pm
Ugh I seem to clean up after stupid messes, I can't feel my hand much o.O
well I think my mum is probably right XD
I seem to be some weird freak who finds himself in these random situations and coming out of it ok
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 12:34 pm
Shiori Miko LabTech Kestin Shiori Miko LabTech Kestin Shiori Miko Dead fetal pig. Little legs. Tiny tail. Cut open with scissors. People at the table randomly looking at me to make sure I wasn't gonna be sick.
I hate bio. gonk No chance you can convince them you're Jewish and can't do the dissection because pigs aren't kosher? That's how my friend got out of it. I'm in no way required to do it, my teacher even said I could leave. But I still need to know the material and my partner does the nasty stuff while I watch and get it burned into my brain. Can't you find the material in text form? Watching the actual process can't be the only way to learn it... I'm much more likely to remember this than reading a book. Plus I plan on being a nurse so I can't run from everything that makes me squeamish. I see...
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 1:03 pm
I just feel like I have to let this out somewhere.
Ugh, I'm too damned honest. I need to learn to be a little more deceitful and self-serving. I had a horrible night, I was exhausted, I was emotionally a wreck because I was seriously thinking about just quitting my job without another lined up and having a panic attack over whether I'd still be able to keep my apartment, have enough to eat, etc., and I wasn't paying my best attention while driving in the parking deck this morning. I tapped one car right behind the left rear wheel - no dents, just a tiny scratch in the paint maybe 1/10 of an inch by 1 inch. I mean a TINY scratch that the person probably wouldn't have noticed anyway, and I wrote them a note with my name and phone number and left it on their windshield so they can get in touch with me. I know I did the right thing, but I'm trying to save up money because I might have to quit my job for sure in the fall because of my clinical hours, and I need every single dime I can possibly keep. If that person calls me back because they want the scratch painted over, I'm just going to break down crying because I really can't afford to pay for someone's car paint job right now. I feel like every time I do the right thing, it blows up in my face. Maybe this person will be nice about it; I know I would if it was a scratch that tiny and unnoticeable on my car, but who knows? Some people's highest ambitions are to squeeze every penny out of other people that they possibly can. I hope I didn't hit the car of one of those.
I did talk to one of my friends' dads today because he is looking for some part time help at his dry cleaning business, so I hope I can get a job with him. I'm going to try to work two jobs over the summer to save up money. We'll talk again on Saturday at noon when he has some free time. He's thinking about finding someone to work 20 hours a week, which means I'd be working 60 hours between two jobs every week. It's going to really suck, but I've gotta do what I've gotta do to live, right?
I just feel so depressed today. I try not to be obsessed about money, but when I haven't gotten a raise at all at my current job and I've been there three years and seven months, and the cost of living keeps going up and up and gas prices are skyrocketing, it just makes me want to cry every single time I think about it. Technically speaking, I'm making less and less money every month. I tried to buy vegetables and fruits last month so I could eat healthy, but I went way over my food budget and watched my bank account balance drop lower than it had been in February. How the hell is anyone supposed to be able to save money when food costs so much? I can't just stop eating, and I'm worried I'm going to do something horrible to my body if I keep eating McDonald's or some other fast food twice a day. It's cheaper, but I have really bad genetics as far as heart problems go - my very healthy, athletic half brothers all had to go on cholesterol meds slightly after 30, and they treated their bodies much better than I treat mine. So, what should I do? Go without air conditioning in the summer and heat in the winter so I can eat vegetables? My internet bill just went up a couple of dollars last month, too - and when I ordered delivery at work on Tuesday, I noticed the only delivery place still open at 4 AM raised their prices on their menu items and upped their delivery charge by a dollar. This s**t is ridiculous. I don't think it's right that I should have to choose between heating my apartment and eating well. I make around twice the poverty line for a one-person household this year... you'd think I'd be able to support myself.
I feel like I would do almost anything for a way out.
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 1:29 pm
Dystopian Lover I just feel like I have to let this out somewhere.
Ugh, I'm too damned honest. I need to learn to be a little more deceitful and self-serving. I had a horrible night, I was exhausted, I was emotionally a wreck because I was seriously thinking about just quitting my job without another lined up and having a panic attack over whether I'd still be able to keep my apartment, have enough to eat, etc., and I wasn't paying my best attention while driving in the parking deck this morning. I tapped one car right behind the left rear wheel - no dents, just a tiny scratch in the paint maybe 1/10 of an inch by 1 inch. I mean a TINY scratch that the person probably wouldn't have noticed anyway, and I wrote them a note with my name and phone number and left it on their windshield so they can get in touch with me. I know I did the right thing, but I'm trying to save up money because I might have to quit my job for sure in the fall because of my clinical hours, and I need every single dime I can possibly keep. If that person calls me back because they want the scratch painted over, I'm just going to break down crying because I really can't afford to pay for someone's car paint job right now. I feel like every time I do the right thing, it blows up in my face. Maybe this person will be nice about it; I know I would if it was a scratch that tiny and unnoticeable on my car, but who knows? Some people's highest ambitions are to squeeze every penny out of other people that they possibly can. I hope I didn't hit the car of one of those.
I did talk to one of my friends' dads today because he is looking for some part time help at his dry cleaning business, so I hope I can get a job with him. I'm going to try to work two jobs over the summer to save up money. We'll talk again on Saturday at noon when he has some free time. He's thinking about finding someone to work 20 hours a week, which means I'd be working 60 hours between two jobs every week. It's going to really suck, but I've gotta do what I've gotta do to live, right?
I just feel so depressed today. I try not to be obsessed about money, but when I haven't gotten a raise at all at my current job and I've been there three years and seven months, and the cost of living keeps going up and up and gas prices are skyrocketing, it just makes me want to cry every single time I think about it. Technically speaking, I'm making less and less money every month. I tried to buy vegetables and fruits last month so I could eat healthy, but I went way over my food budget and watched my bank account balance drop lower than it had been in February. How the hell is anyone supposed to be able to save money when food costs so much? I can't just stop eating, and I'm worried I'm going to do something horrible to my body if I keep eating McDonald's or some other fast food twice a day. It's cheaper, but I have really bad genetics as far as heart problems go - my very healthy, athletic half brothers all had to go on cholesterol meds slightly after 30, and they treated their bodies much better than I treat mine. So, what should I do? Go without air conditioning in the summer and heat in the winter so I can eat vegetables? My internet bill just went up a couple of dollars last month, too - and when I ordered delivery at work on Tuesday, I noticed the only delivery place still open at 4 AM raised their prices on their menu items and upped their delivery charge by a dollar. This s**t is ridiculous. I don't think it's right that I should have to choose between heating my apartment and eating well. I make around twice the poverty line for a one-person household this year... you'd think I'd be able to support myself.
I feel like I would do almost anything for a way out.
maybe try stay with a friend or family and work no? for a while until you get a good enough sum saved up? heh
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 1:46 pm
Kamastr0 Dystopian Lover I just feel like I have to let this out somewhere.
Ugh, I'm too damned honest. I need to learn to be a little more deceitful and self-serving. I had a horrible night, I was exhausted, I was emotionally a wreck because I was seriously thinking about just quitting my job without another lined up and having a panic attack over whether I'd still be able to keep my apartment, have enough to eat, etc., and I wasn't paying my best attention while driving in the parking deck this morning. I tapped one car right behind the left rear wheel - no dents, just a tiny scratch in the paint maybe 1/10 of an inch by 1 inch. I mean a TINY scratch that the person probably wouldn't have noticed anyway, and I wrote them a note with my name and phone number and left it on their windshield so they can get in touch with me. I know I did the right thing, but I'm trying to save up money because I might have to quit my job for sure in the fall because of my clinical hours, and I need every single dime I can possibly keep. If that person calls me back because they want the scratch painted over, I'm just going to break down crying because I really can't afford to pay for someone's car paint job right now. I feel like every time I do the right thing, it blows up in my face. Maybe this person will be nice about it; I know I would if it was a scratch that tiny and unnoticeable on my car, but who knows? Some people's highest ambitions are to squeeze every penny out of other people that they possibly can. I hope I didn't hit the car of one of those.
I did talk to one of my friends' dads today because he is looking for some part time help at his dry cleaning business, so I hope I can get a job with him. I'm going to try to work two jobs over the summer to save up money. We'll talk again on Saturday at noon when he has some free time. He's thinking about finding someone to work 20 hours a week, which means I'd be working 60 hours between two jobs every week. It's going to really suck, but I've gotta do what I've gotta do to live, right?
I just feel so depressed today. I try not to be obsessed about money, but when I haven't gotten a raise at all at my current job and I've been there three years and seven months, and the cost of living keeps going up and up and gas prices are skyrocketing, it just makes me want to cry every single time I think about it. Technically speaking, I'm making less and less money every month. I tried to buy vegetables and fruits last month so I could eat healthy, but I went way over my food budget and watched my bank account balance drop lower than it had been in February. How the hell is anyone supposed to be able to save money when food costs so much? I can't just stop eating, and I'm worried I'm going to do something horrible to my body if I keep eating McDonald's or some other fast food twice a day. It's cheaper, but I have really bad genetics as far as heart problems go - my very healthy, athletic half brothers all had to go on cholesterol meds slightly after 30, and they treated their bodies much better than I treat mine. So, what should I do? Go without air conditioning in the summer and heat in the winter so I can eat vegetables? My internet bill just went up a couple of dollars last month, too - and when I ordered delivery at work on Tuesday, I noticed the only delivery place still open at 4 AM raised their prices on their menu items and upped their delivery charge by a dollar. This s**t is ridiculous. I don't think it's right that I should have to choose between heating my apartment and eating well. I make around twice the poverty line for a one-person household this year... you'd think I'd be able to support myself.
I feel like I would do almost anything for a way out.
maybe try stay with a friend or family and work no? for a while until you get a good enough sum saved up? heh
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Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2011 4:23 pm
It makes a whole lot more sense now. Today I found out something that I've suspected for a while. I found out that two of my friends are gay, and were dating. It's nice to have confirmation on this sort of thing *sigh*
Note: I have nothing against gay people. My dismay at this discovery lies in that one of the two is the guy I had a crush on last semester, and I think I still have feelings for him which now makes me feel awkward.
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