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 Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 9:57 pm
"I never thought of myself as a lie." he said to the boy turnig towards him. " I knew I was myself everyday of my life till now. Because this is not my body i feel that the false like I'm given now is all just a lie, i'm not suposed to be here. However there were feelings in the past of which I felt that were lies but were really true. I denied forever of how i felt towards Ara and when I confronted it...I felt truely alive. It was like then was when I really started to live." he got up and sat down next to Fox on the couch. "But you shouldn't worry too much, you're yourself right now. Your life is not a lie. I'm really happy your you." he pats the boys head again stroking it gently.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:03 pm
" Well I know that im me, but i meen like maybe there si somethign more for me and other people and stuff you know. " He said not looking at him and glareing in to the fier." Knowing me im thinking to mouch."
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:07 pm
He looks at the fire burning where it was. The flames dancing about. "Well you never know...what happens, happens...we chose our own fate in the end. Maybe there's more to things we see and are but we'll deal with it when the time comes." he tilted the Fox's face to look into his own eyes. "I'll protect you ok? No matter what comes." His face turning red once again.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:10 pm
" I know, but I think I will have to protect you and mother and ara." he said looking at him adn smileing. then tirning his head back looking at the fier.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:13 pm
"Well i can understand you protecting your Mom, and maybe even Ara...but you don't need to protect me, I'm not worth it...plus I'm dead anyway." he said looking deeply at the Fox even though his gaze was on the red flames.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:14 pm
" i know i know, but i portect people. and well if you get hirt she gets hirt so it is like im protecting ara." he said looking back at him and smile.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:17 pm
"Yeah thats true..." Kintsuki said. "hey wait a minute...earlier you called me by my name! You did you did!" He shouted happily, he could hardly contain himself. "That makes me so happy, I'm suprised I didn't realize it before."
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:19 pm
" That i did, but dont get ust to it Kay Kintsuki." he said playing with him. As he got up and got more water. He slowly walked back to the coutch.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:23 pm
"You did it again!" he stood up and embraced the boy before he sat down. "Your the first person to call me by my name sence before I died. THat means so much.!" he kissed the boy deeply, then let him go trying not to upset him too much.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:25 pm
" ok new rule only on kiss a night. no morea nd no less. adn no infrunt of my mother for mine adn your life." he said looking at the fier
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:30 pm
He pouted slightly, quivering his uperlip. "Fine......but it better be a kiss that's statisfying." He turned slightly embaresed. "Why is your more so over protective when it comes to this stuff."
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:32 pm
" One my mom hates it. Two I still don't know how I feel about it. That is about it." he said looking at him and smileing.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:40 pm
"Well I am not going to force things onto you ok?" He smiles back at the Fox then the overwhelming pain came. He clenched his fist to his chest. Trying his best to hide it from Fox. "I'm a bit sleepy Darlin, I think i should rest niow, see you in the morning ok?" he said as he hastily climbed up the stairs heading to Ara's room.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:43 pm
" ok sleep well." he said watching him walk out.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 10:51 pm
Fox lies there on his back. With the fier off to the right. The heat was brushing on to fox's skin. His eyes shut as he thout about everything today. He was medotateing over the days events.
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