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 Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2007 1:57 pm
Roaneh: fank oooooooo
Caelen: ooooooooooo i had no idea yay more artsies *bows courteously*
last night was my bros stag do in bournemouth and all i can say is
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA pics up soon
Illyasveil: gratz and hope all is well i have my fingers crossed for you
back soon and love to all
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2007 5:02 pm
I will soon have pictures of the twins. We bought a "digital" camera that is actually disposable, so we can do all the fun things like a real digital and then destroy the evidence if we wish. Only our CVS pharmacy has them though. I guess they are trying to patent the first disposable digi cam.
Anyways, the twins are having some issues. Keira has a murmur in her heart and they have said they may have to close it... it all depends on her, they are both not eating on their own yet. They are being fed still through a tube...they've both lost alot of weight, but that's normal for newborns. Im on my way up there to see them after I leave this msg.
They wont be home for Christmas, which is absolutely killing me. I dont know how to handle it, Im not really handling it very well at all. >_<;
I just wish I could stop crying. My emotions are chaotic... and driving me insane... My mom... the drama queen that she is... will NOT leave me alone... she's always got something to say and keeps at me til I want to pull all my hair out..
She's not making it easy for me, My brothers are staying with me to help with Isabelle while Chris is at work, which is a ginormous help... they are wonderful and I cant tell you how much I appreciate them..
Im wearing this gigantic belt thing that's holding my tummy in to help me, it's the only reason Im able to get around so easily.... That and pain pills. Norco isnt the greatest, but three together makes for alot less pain.
Sigh.
Thank you all so much for your prayers. I need them, more than anything right now and cant even begin to express the gratitude I have for you all... More than anything.. I want those babies in my arms... and I know they are in the best place they can be....but I miss them so much.. It's like having your heart yanked out and slapped down on a platter for doctors to stab at... even though they arent trying to do that to me.
I wanted to wish everyone a very Merry X-mas... and I HOPE that each of you has a good one. I really do.
I love each and every one of you for being so wonderful.. and I know that sounds kinda looney, but I mean it from the bottom of my heart. You guys have no idea how sane you keep me.
Thank you again. <3
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2007 7:25 pm
happy holidays guys. Thought I peek in and stop by. Anything new?
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Posted: Sun Dec 16, 2007 8:28 pm
... Ima ill. Again.
My ear hurts like a b***h right now, because I have an infection, and I feel like death warmed up which is NOT nice as I was ok earlier and its the one night Bard isnt home. I want to die in a corner and sleep, but my ear hurts too much to let me. Luckily, I have a life supply of penicillin under my bed, but methinks Im going to have to take some time off work to get better. Today and tomorrow probably. Only, I'll have to go in to set up today at least. Dont want to. Feel like hell. Etc etc etc.
Its 4.30am.
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 6:20 am
no good crying sometimes hot steam helps. take a hot shower or even turn on the hot water to make the bathroom steam. breathing in the steam helps relax a bit. (plus the ear drops they give you do wonders)
I had a ear infection once. I thought I lost hearing in my left ear and the pain was enough to drive a pencil through the canal and twist deep. But get better ok? no one likes a sick Roan.... at least I don't.
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 9:48 am
Want to make Lokapele a happy kitty for Christmas? Illy - Katrina lost a lot of weight from when she was born to the first couple visits at the doctor. We think she may have lost some water weight from me having toxiuma, but they said a lot of babies lose some of their birth weight. So don't worry about that hun. They'll be fine, they're in good hands there with the doctors.
How come you're still wearing the belt? I was only suppose to wear it while I was there then a day or two after I came home. My regular doctor saw I was wearing it and told me to take it off and not wear it again. XD
And what's norco? I don't know if I've heard of it before or if it's just the short form of it throwing me off?
Roaneh - Try some warm water; get a bulb thingy and squeeze warm water in it for about 10 minutes then turn over and it drain the rest of the way out. I hope you start to feel better though, hun. The holidays is the worst time to be sick. >.< Then get something off of her Christmas Wishlist!
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Posted: Tue Dec 18, 2007 1:10 am
Naota Takun Akiko, I'm really sorry all this s**t is happening to you. However....sympathy over the internet tends to be even more useless than sympathy in person. I wish I could actually do something to help. = Thanks for the sympathy sugar.
Surprisingly enough, sympathy over the net seem's more.. sincere at times. Or atleast you can think it is XD
Even though more crap seems to be happening, I get used to it quickly.. With my family, it's always lurking round the corner, ready to hit the fan, so we just expect it now sweatdrop
There's not a lot anyone can do right now... Apart from hope everything picks up. I mean, all this at christmas? LAME.
But the situation has got a little better over the past couple of days; I'm talking to my mom, my uncle's trying to fix the house
and i'm doing the shopping online today while i'm off sixth feeling like i've been kicked in the stomach...
So I guess it's not all that bad 3nodding
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Posted: Tue Dec 18, 2007 3:40 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 18, 2007 8:01 am
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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 6:46 am
hey there sexy people
i had some good news today, after over a month of waiting i finally got a letter from my solicitor saying that as of january i will be seeing maria at the care centre nearest to me cool
also my ex was due to write a statement about why i cant see maria at my house after so many months at the care centre, this was due to be at my solicitors by dec 12th, however the lazy b***h has yet to produce said statement after 2 reminders, so my solicitor is making my dna test wait until she can be bothered to write one!
all in all ive had a fairly good week and now i can settle down this christmas knowing ill get to see my daughters smiling face soon
i hope all is well much love to all
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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 10:58 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 4:21 am
Why is my orphan fat? T^T
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 9:26 am
because you touch yourself at night!
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 11:38 am
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Dagoth DeSeer Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 3:12 am
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