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Hahaha. yeah. I've just got a lot of stuff on my hands at the moment. I'm still into the otaku triad (anime/manga/VG) but I don't write as often anymore. My brain has been turning into mush these past couple of years and now I'm trying to get back off my feet.

Not to mention that I have to deliver the final blow to my relationship with the most wonderful woman on earth. Even though I think she'll move on without me and the two years we spent together will be a drop in the bucket one day (I give her 2 months and she's over me). So yeah.

Currently just licking my wounds, trying to get back into college after dropping out due to financial reasons, and get my driver's license.....still (very long story.... Not even God could have known that fear incarnated would be me behind the steering wheel. I don't particularly suck at driving, but nobody wants to drive with me to help me gain more confidence and experience...).

Though I still am very active on my MSN account which anybody can reach me there. pirate

Well I've finally graduated.... crying crying crying ....that took forever....anyways two weeks ago I went to Jacon...it was interesting...it could have been better, I think it would have to be the major cold I had during the convention and up to my graduation which were only a week separating them, but oh well...so right now I have to sign up for some student loans, which will require me to pay for it off soon after I graduate from college in two years form now....so yeah....so how has everyone been?

Maybe it'll pick up later in the summer, since some states are still in school right now and those that are out right now, are most likely sleeping the feeling of school off right now.

Well once September rolls around I won't be able to come on very much....classes start on the 10th but I have to get into the school on the 5th

I am so tired right now...but I can't sleep fully for the past 2months so far...well almost three cause I have had relatives here since the third week of May...it's killing me....cause my parents are angry at me for not hanging around the relatives only because I have work and I need to sleep, but they won't sleep before 11PM and I have to work at 8AM ...so what the heck.....but tonight was the most messed up thing....one of my really old friends came down for the week and we went out and such....there was a fireworks event in one of the small communities near by so we checked that out....and so it was past 10PM and I call the house and my Dad was freaking out saying that it was too late for me to be out because I will disturb the relatives....which I did not...they could sleep through a bomb.....so now I'm waiting for them to move out and into their own house which they are trying to get for the past month now.......what really gets on my nerves is that they expect me to drop everything whenever they need me....this happened just two days ago....I was trying to fill out some forms for my financial stuff in college....and then my parents are yelling at me to go and help with activating a Sunpass (for the turnpike) but I was talking to someone from the college at the time...I yell back that I'm busy with school....and they tell me to call them back later....I couldn't because the lady who does the financial papers was going to vacation in a few days so I need to get it done now...but my Dad comes into my room and turns my cell off....so now I'm screwed and I have to drive down to Miami to talk to the people before the deadline....there goes $60 for gas and 7 hours of my life to and back....so I really my summer break starts soon cause I really need to sleep and have some alone time without hearsing the relatives moving about the house.

Well I'm still alive some how.......I just spent the last three days trying to register my cousin's kids into our school system.....and they start school in three weeks....anyone seen the drama called 'Devil Beside Me'? I spent the last two days watching it with the kids and I think my brain is dead on me right now....the entire series is in Taiwanese and I can only understand a few words....so I fried my brain trying to figure out what is happening....but I found a site that has the subtitles in English

i've zoned the last couple weeks

sorry ya'll

Now I really feel like a slacker sweatdrop