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 Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 6:39 pm
-Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Am I that invisible or unimportant? =/
I no like this blood coughing it makes my mouth weird and damn
I wanna bazzooka the bad juju away but cant for once I m like lost or confused as to what exactly is going on maybe?
heh
My feeling from Friday/Saturdayish Have pretty much worsened =/
heh, Just going to post this here and tuck it under the carpet later,
I have no idea how long I can keep it all from my mum ;; /majurhugz
I SORRyeh
I don't know, I wont feel better or get better until this silly thing is diagnosed and Im just confused by everything.
Right now, today, I did, I tried to make it a good one but in the end I just feel ignored and abit /pretty much alone
most of it is my medication, I m allergic to the stuf they give most people heh
*rolls away/really just want to poofles*
thanksies for the hugs and for listening Mimi
it means muchies, you and Kitty and Perfy thanksies h3h
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 7:06 pm
Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Am I that invisible or unimportant? =/
I no like this blood coughing it makes my mouth weird and damn
I wanna bazzooka the bad juju away but cant for once I m like lost or confused as to what exactly is going on maybe?
heh
My feeling from Friday/Saturdayish Have pretty much worsened =/
heh, Just going to post this here and tuck it under the carpet later,
I have no idea how long I can keep it all from my mum ;; /majurhugz
I SORRyeh
I don't know, I wont feel better or get better until this silly thing is diagnosed and Im just confused by everything.
Right now, today, I did, I tried to make it a good one but in the end I just feel ignored and abit /pretty much alone
most of it is my medication, I m allergic to the stuf they give most people heh
*rolls away/really just want to poofles*
thanksies for the hugs and for listening Mimi
it means muchies, you and Kitty and Perfy thanksies h3h
I know that things'll feel so much better when you find out what's going on, I know because we were when my mom finally got the answers she was looking for xD. Until then you have to take care of yourself ;;
And you shouldn't feel ignored xDD now that I know that I'm gonna start bugging you more XDDD We understand and we just want you to feel better, so when you need space we'll give space, when you want someone to talk to or to bug you, tell us and we will bug the crap out of you owob
No problem Kammy =D We want you to be better, and even though you don't have the results yet, even though you have several more tests to do, and even though you have crap continuously being thrown at the fan, we're hear to listen and to help, regardless of whether you want to tell or not ^^ bffs man, we got your back ;D
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 2:17 am
I love and hate being a wallflower at the same time. I like how I'm invisible; having no one bother me whilst I read or whilst I draw or write; yet I hate whenever my mum or dad goes up to me and says "Oh why don't you go and play with ____?"; Well mum, dad; The person has changed and so have I.
I like how I can get lost in my own little world; ignoring the thing surrounding me. But I dislike how people stare at me whilst I read or draw and whisper and gossip about me.
I love being invisible; yet being an invisible wallflower has its perks. You don't know when you're going to bloom; so to be an invisible wallflower, you have to have a lot of patience.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 4:34 am
I'm so upset and frustrated right now. Alex said we would finally talk last night after 11 days of no communication. His birthday was on Saturday, and I wanted to give him the card I made and the gift I plan to buy him and everything. But he stood me up, and I don't know what happened. I've been sick and miserable and tired, but I stayed up for hours waiting for him. Then I sent him an e-mail at midnight telling him I was going to bed and that I was upset (I deleted it by morning because I felt like it was too pushy and guilt-trippy and needy and stuff), and then I went to bed at like... 12:10ish. Checking the caller ID this morning told me that he apparently called at 12:15 last night. It doesn't get much closer than that, which is SO ******** FRUSTRATING. Now I have to wait around all day again to see if he responds to my newer e-mail or something so I can find out what happened. I hate this =(
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:40 am
Random rant, the sole purpose of it being to vent about my exam this morning.
Dear Professor,
If discussion is going to be freaking optional then for pete's sake don't freaking ask on the damn exam "What is your TA's name" because guess what? When discussion is OPTIONAL most of the class doesn't go to discussion. As if doing well on this exam wasn't difficult enough without losing 2 points on a stupid question. Although if you'd told us beforehand that we needed to know that information, then I'd have been FINE with the question. As is I'm pissed off at the entire god damn exam, in particular that question and the damn titration problem.
sincerely, the majority of your class.
p.s. Also, review on a Saturday evening in which most of the class won't be able to make it to is also NOT appreciated.
It's sad because other then the frustrating exam, I actually like this professor. He actually can teach chemistry, so it's a shame his exams are so frustrating.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 12:52 pm
I should really stop using alcohol as a solution to my problems
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 1:57 pm
"I need you to check this page, it made me think of you, and all the times you've had to put up with me," he said.
And when I clicked the link, and saw this...
"If nature has made you for a giver, your hands are born open, and so is your heart; and though there may be times when your hands are empty, your heart is always full, and you can give things out of that—warm things, kind things, sweet things—help and comfort and laughter—and sometimes gay, kind laughter is the best help of all.
A Little Princess, Frances Hodgson Burnett"
Since when does he lurk around tumblr? For that matter, a literary quotes tumblr. Funnily enough, it cheered me up, and it's been a while since that person has made me feel anything other than freaked or disgusted.
I wonder if this is an attempt to repair our friendship...
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 2:13 pm
Do you happen to know the URL for it? It sounds like something I'd want to follow... ^^;; <3
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 2:19 pm
Little Miss Fortune I'm so upset and frustrated right now. Alex said we would finally talk last night after 11 days of no communication. His birthday was on Saturday, and I wanted to give him the card I made and the gift I plan to buy him and everything. But he stood me up, and I don't know what happened. I've been sick and miserable and tired, but I stayed up for hours waiting for him. Then I sent him an e-mail at midnight telling him I was going to bed and that I was upset (I deleted it by morning because I felt like it was too pushy and guilt-trippy and needy and stuff), and then I went to bed at like... 12:10ish. Checking the caller ID this morning told me that he apparently called at 12:15 last night. It doesn't get much closer than that, which is SO ******** FRUSTRATING. Now I have to wait around all day again to see if he responds to my newer e-mail or something so I can find out what happened. I hate this =( *huggles* It's all I can do to help. I'm sorry @Maris That quote describes you so perfectly. You try so hard for other people even when things with you are so rough. You're a wonderful person and are generally awesome. Although, again, all I can do is offer internet hugs
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 2:23 pm
Little Miss Fortune
Do you happen to know the URL for it? It sounds like something I'd want to follow... ^^;; <3Peeps: Internet hugs are the best hugs. Because if you want to give them, it means you care! /huggleshuggles
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 2:46 pm
Maris Pallitax Little Miss Fortune
Do you happen to know the URL for it? It sounds like something I'd want to follow... ^^;; <3
Oooh, thank you! =O <333
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 7:52 pm
I love and hate being a wallflower at the same time. I like how I'm invisible; having no one bother me whilst I read or whilst I draw or write; yet I hate whenever my mum or dad goes up to me and says "Oh why don't youwaIlflower go and play with ____?"; Well mum, dad; The person has changed and so have I. I like how I can get lost in my own little world; ignoring the thing surrounding me. But I dislike how people stare at me whilst I read or draw and whisper and gossip about me. I love being invisible; yet being an invisible wallflower has its perks. You don't know when you're going to bloom; so to be an invisible wallflower, you have to have a lot of patience.
I found your outlook to be very poignant, Waliflower. This describes my daughter perfectly too. I think the struggles u go through will create a more beautiful bloom as the whispers and other gossip are just so much fertilizer
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 7:59 pm
Now, I ain't superstitious, but funny things been happenin'. Things...bad things, t' the ones who get too involved. Them an' their friends and loved ones. Worse an' worse, seems like. Gettin' too close, gettin' too smart...th's thing could be real. Tryin' ta scare us inta backin' off, seems like. Well...I ain't buyin' it. Can't afford fer anythin' happenin' ta me, but backin' off...ain't what I'm gonna do.
Thing ain't real. Hah. Looka me, gettin' all up in knots over a superstition.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 7:59 pm
Maris Pallitax Little Miss Fortune
Do you happen to know the URL for it? It sounds like something I'd want to follow... ^^;; <3Peeps: Internet hugs are the best hugs. Because if you want to give them, it means you care! /huggleshugglesSomeone ring? And mentioned literature at the same time?
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