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 Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 7:53 pm
Foam-Dome Pirate Captain Sushi Girl I know from high school has developed an infatuation with me.
Time to laugh at her face for it and make her feel as bad as possible.
...I am such a d**k. 8'D So kiss me softly...
Unless she's being a b***h about it. I had one of those in high school. It pleased me very much to tell her NO.
It could be deadly...
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 8:14 pm
Cramps, lower back pain, mood swings, possible laryngitis, and awkward conversations with a not-boyfriend about how I hate that I get jealous when I have no right to be yet he's okay with it because I'm "worth it." And if he knew I ever told someone about the "worth it" thing, he would die because he doesn't like anyone knowing he has a cute side. I swear to god, we're practically a relationship without the emotional side of things.
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 10:17 pm
My moodswings are making me crazy e_e
(Don't mind the paragraph writing I have here. I'm in a writing mood.)
As she sat absently in the bathroom stall; she couldn't help but eaves drop on the conversation on what some girls were talking about. Some were exposing their secrets on rolling their skirts up high to near their chest; others were laughing at the graffiti within other bathroom stalls. In an irritable mood; the girl in the stall zipped open her bag and pulled out her small pencil case. Another zip announced that she had planned to rummage in the pencil case to find a pen. It wasn't a pen at all. It was a black texta. The girl pulled off the cap and decided to find a spot in the stall to scrawl her message.
She had found a nice spot underneath a message written in an unknown substance- quoting "Kill Me". At least it was better than on the bathroom door where messages like "I'll f**k your mum." and "your mum is a sluttt". The girl sighed softly- ignoring the mixed voices outside her stall and pressed her texta on the green wall. "Everyone here is selfish." She wrote in capitals. With a satisfied grin, she closed the cap of her texta; zipped up her pencil case and bag; and stood up from the toilet seat's cover. She swung her bag over her shoulder and escaped the bathroom stall to venture around a place where her friends needed her.
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 10:53 pm
i have to get another biopsy, a bigger deeper one that will take a chunk of vein this time and somehow have to fit this in with everything else.not happy.
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Posted: Fri Mar 04, 2011 3:24 pm
Bit of venting here, the usual swearing.
Can't I ever have a normal mood? It's always some kind of extreme.
And oh my god, I just can't cry enough lately. Tired? Cry. Stressed? Cry. Upset? Cry. Angry? Cry. It's like someone flipped a freakin' switch and reverted me to my 6-year-old self, where I'd come home from school every day with tears and snot running down my face. gonk
And of course, ever-helpful mother, telling me she's so very pleased that she took a liking to [person] when he visited. ¬.¬ Yes, I know, I did too. Why else was I pretty much literally clinging to his leg the entire time? (Though he was honestly surprised I even let him hug me, since physical touch sends me screaming down the street...)
asdfgh. I keep carrying Piplup around like a life-preserver. What happened to me?! What went wrong, why am I so easy to upset lately? Why is everything setting me off? WHAT IS ******** WRONG WITH ME?! >.< aaaaaajshkjfgjdsgjksdkaslajghkjsg.
I just... I don't even know... I'm retreating back into my "everyone is out to hurt you, bar the doors and let none in" mindset. (And knowing that they're not doesn't help a ********' bit.) Which leads me to wonder, is my mind trying to protect me again?
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 4:29 am
@Kitty- =[ *Hugs tightly*
@Emi- be that girl you ?T^T
@CH0- Goodluck with Movie night<3
@Maris- You didnt do anything to deserve that nor do you deserve it in the first place :c *hugs*
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 8:47 am
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 9:34 am
To make sense of my last post
oh god, what isn't wrong with my life?
My car insurance is due and it's going to be some horrendous price thanks to the EU.
I'm at LEAST £200 into my overdraft already this month and I only got paid last week.
My oil sump in my car is ******** and I've needed to buy a new one and will need to fit it when it arrives (which I have pretty much no time to do).
I might not have a job at the end of the month.
Managed to run over the very expensive vacuum cleaner today.
The car also needs petrol.
I have an assessment on Tuesday, and assessed tutorial on Wednesday. I have to make a trailer, write a script, write an essay AND learn all about Huntington's Disease for said assessed tutorial.
My parents are pissed at me for an unknown amount of reasons.
And I just want to get the hell out of this house again. But I can't till someone gives me a lift back to my boyfriend's.
Oh, and my sister is a b***h
And I just spilt milk over the stairs.
The only way I'm thinking things could get worse is for me to come down with some horrific disease or if someone dies
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 9:41 am
Cannibal Horsey To make sense of my last post oh god, what isn't wrong with my life?
My car insurance is due and it's going to be some horrendous price thanks to the EU.
I'm at LEAST £200 into my overdraft already this month and I only got paid last week.
My oil sump in my car is ******** and I've needed to buy a new one and will need to fit it when it arrives (which I have pretty much no time to do).
I might not have a job at the end of the month.
Managed to run over the very expensive vacuum cleaner today.
The car also needs petrol.
I have an assessment on Tuesday, and assessed tutorial on Wednesday. I have to make a trailer, write a script, write an essay AND learn all about Huntington's Disease for said assessed tutorial.
My parents are pissed at me for an unknown amount of reasons.
And I just want to get the hell out of this house again. But I can't till someone gives me a lift back to my boyfriend's.
Oh, and my sister is a b***h
And I just spilt milk over the stairs.
The only way I'm thinking things could get worse is for me to come down with some horrific disease or if someone dies*hugs*
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 10:53 am
I feel as though I don't belong anywhere
I have my results yet no confirmation,
I'm frustrated, sad ... -__-
*I think all that is plenty obvious*
I don't know, I'm trying to help everyone and I just don't know sometimes I want to scream and cry soo much
because I can no longer believe/comprehend wtf is going on,
I have this gang after me, I have a condition
I cant fight yet I have to fight
wtf am I supposed to do?
I have no idea, I really don't, I feel like I really just don't belong and I just want to find that place, find that bippy happy place to fuel me with energy to make that smile appear on my face
a Place where I don't have to put effort into, A place where people can just be straight forward, no lies because I need peace I don't need a false peace or a lie
Im just sick and tired of things
I m glad I ve been able to make/help some people
although I ve obviously failed many others and let them down
Then again I have a massive wound and a few many scars and a trust issue that I ve just kept hidden yet I work my a** off to make it not so visible heh,
I didn't notice or realize until today I have a hard time forgiving, I cant forgive some people, I say no problem I take them blame and hurt on my shoulders and act like its all ok, yet its not
I wont bring it up again why?because it will also be negative vs negative, a battle, an argument, why?Because people rather you suffer sometimes so they may block everything out and then come back to you and go "Whats wrong?", when its clearly bloody obvious whats wrong -__-
Its like for ********, you know I pretty much argue every ******** day yet you just seem to add to it, it all just pissses me off, Im not necessarily a kind person I guess
But how can one forgive or be aided by a person who is honestly faceless or quick to attack you in the back ? -__-
I m just confused I think the continuous bombardment of bad juju and me folding it and putting it under the carpet this week so I can grant some peoples wishes is taking its toll on me
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 11:23 am
Should I be worried that my niece finds me playing oblivion funny, funny at how I make one liners when I kill one of the giant rats from behind?...I should see about giving her the talk on how violence is bad in real life and how she should never use it.
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 12:08 pm
epic-writer42 Should I be worried that my niece finds me playing oblivion funny, funny at how I make one liners when I kill one of the giant rats from behind?...I should see about giving her the talk on how violence is bad in real life and how she should never use it. My little sister finds me playing any sort of video game funny as well. I try to play less violent ones when she's around - sure you kill stuff in, say, Okami - but given that they turn into bursts of flowers it's not so bad. >..>''
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 12:31 pm
Nespin Fernagon epic-writer42 Should I be worried that my niece finds me playing oblivion funny, funny at how I make one liners when I kill one of the giant rats from behind?...I should see about giving her the talk on how violence is bad in real life and how she should never use it. My little sister finds me playing any sort of video game funny as well. I try to play less violent ones when she's around - sure you kill stuff in, say, Okami - but given that they turn into bursts of flowers it's not so bad. >..>'' I'd try to play less violent games but my craving says otherwise. As long as most of the things I kill remain wild creatures, and other monsters, I should be fine. Plus I think it's cute how she thinks my argonian character is a dinosaur.
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