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 Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 6:47 am
AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm *sniffle* I'm in so much pain right now DX what'd I do to deserve this crying *hugs* whats wrong? =[
what happened?
after all I've done too DX
=[
what a b**** Sorry heh, I m not sure what to say, but if she can cheat on you,
then it just goes to show what a horrible person she is and you can obviously do better
and get someone who has decency and some self respect heh, I know its hard and it hurts like crap but don't give up okies?
=[
not everyone is that mean heh
*hugs*
2.will she do it again? 3. can she be trusted? 4. if shes done it once she may do it again 5. some people need to learn and atone for their mistakes its how we learn and move forward as better people heh, what Im saying is give it some space and abit of time and let her know and see/let it sink into her that whats happened hurt you, she cant expect much from you right now after doing that, you're a strong and a very good person to be doing what you are doing and staying by your word
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 6:51 am
Imma Imma Imma trolln'
Imma Imma Imma trolln', yes I am oh yes I am~
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 6:54 am
Kamastr0 AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm *sniffle* I'm in so much pain right now DX what'd I do to deserve this crying *hugs* whats wrong? =[
what happened?
after all I've done too DX
=[
what a b**** Sorry heh, I m not sure what to say, but if she can cheat on you,
then it just goes to show what a horrible person she is and you can obviously do better
and get someone who has decency and some self respect heh, I know its hard and it hurts like crap but don't give up okies?
=[
not everyone is that mean heh
*hugs*
2.will she do it again? 3. can she be trusted? 4. if shes done it once she may do it again 5. some people need to learn and atone for their mistakes its how we learn and move forward as better people heh, what Im saying is give it some space and abit of time and let her know and see/let it sink into her that whats happened hurt you, she cant expect much from you right now after doing that, you're a strong and a very good person to be doing what you are doing and staying by your word
guess I'll just have to wait and ******** you fcat writes......
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 7:18 am
AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm remember that person I told ya'll about a week or two back? the one who I was in love with? well, she lead me on and cheated on me DX
after all I've done too DX
=[
what a b**** Sorry heh, I m not sure what to say, but if she can cheat on you,
then it just goes to show what a horrible person she is and you can obviously do better
and get someone who has decency and some self respect heh, I know its hard and it hurts like crap but don't give up okies?
=[
not everyone is that mean heh
*hugs*
2.will she do it again? 3. can she be trusted? 4. if shes done it once she may do it again 5. some people need to learn and atone for their mistakes its how we learn and move forward as better people heh, what Im saying is give it some space and abit of time and let her know and see/let it sink into her that whats happened hurt you, she cant expect much from you right now after doing that, you're a strong and a very good person to be doing what you are doing and staying by your word
guess I'll just have to wait and ******** you fcat writes......
*Hugs* fcat? heh All I can say iis please dont do anything silly heh
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 7:22 am
Kamastr0 AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm remember that person I told ya'll about a week or two back? the one who I was in love with? well, she lead me on and cheated on me DX
after all I've done too DX
=[
what a b**** Sorry heh, I m not sure what to say, but if she can cheat on you,
then it just goes to show what a horrible person she is and you can obviously do better
and get someone who has decency and some self respect heh, I know its hard and it hurts like crap but don't give up okies?
=[
not everyone is that mean heh
*hugs*
2.will she do it again? 3. can she be trusted? 4. if shes done it once she may do it again 5. some people need to learn and atone for their mistakes its how we learn and move forward as better people heh, what Im saying is give it some space and abit of time and let her know and see/let it sink into her that whats happened hurt you, she cant expect much from you right now after doing that, you're a strong and a very good person to be doing what you are doing and staying by your word
guess I'll just have to wait and ******** you fcat writes......
*Hugs* fcat? heh All I can say iis please dont do anything silly heh
it's only taken in florida and it is taken each and every bloody year. you can get straight a's all thru the year, but if you fail FCAT you don't move on.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 7:27 am
Don't read...Kam's extreme outburst, Its related to something that happened to me yesterday.
FOR THE LOVE OF ******** GOD, CHRIST SAKE, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, IM PISSED OFFF, YOU KNOW WHAT?!
Happiness?
I ll never bee freaking happy, Its god damn obvious,
I hate life right now
I hate it soo much soo Im crying and I just want to scream and hurt myself because I finally realize,
I do good, I help, I try my ******** best I put my life on the line constantly, but Im always in the dark, I dont mind being the dark its cold and it feels soo alone, I wish someone would have rang me or something waking up in that place
was soo scary
I screamed soo much because I was soo scared, I hate hospitals, I hate feeling like some vampire because I lose blood fast
I hate all these emotions and feelings
I hate the fact
I may never be loved, I may never be happy, I may never see the sun shine the way it did once when I was a kid
That I may always be a useles object used purposely for battle and to hold as many people as I can above the flames whilst I burn in this ******** hell, I cant even levae here
my mum wants me to stay another year I cant or I may never get peace,
Im just soo sick of everything
I should have feelings or feel I dont deserve half the things I receive maybe thats it
Maybe I did commit a crime in my past life or smething and I need to atonne for it
I wish someone could freeze my body and lock me away in a big chest hidden and chained and locked
so no one would ever find me
nothing good or the bad juju
just an sleep
Great example of my life,
everyone is happy
Kam is sad and alone and is in a ring bashing peoples heads in or his friend will be executed great isnt it?just ******** great ;;
I live and die alone if I have to, But I m just tired of this,
Im sorry, and Im soo happy one person caught me this morning before I did something stupid
I m running out of time.
Kam will never be appreciated.
But I got one shot at this and I ll give it my all even if I never sleep
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:13 am
...Today is definitely not gonna be a good day.
Woke up incredibly late. Ran into my bathroom door six times this morning trying to rush and get ready.
I feel hungover from these damn sleeping meds.
There's no way I'm gonna make it unless I speed through the ********>
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:29 am
I barely made it to my appointment.
Totally got my first speeding ticket today.
I don't know why but I feel kinda proud of myself for it.
Got caught doing 115 in a 45.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:37 am
Vinicius Fernagon I barely made it to my appointment.
Totally got my first speeding ticket today.
I don't know why but I feel kinda proud of myself for it.
Got caught doing 115 in a 45.
....xD I don't mean to smile at that, but...Niiice. I've only ever seen my brother go 110, and that was on the freeway. @0@'
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:45 am
Jer0nim0 Appointment? o:
....xD I don't mean to smile at that, but...Niiice. I've only ever seen my brother go 110, and that was on the freeway. @0@'
I only did it because no one else was around, except for the cop apparently. Even he was surprised though. He said he'd never seen a Saturn Vue go that fast.
Aren't you supposed to be at school though?
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 11:03 am
Vinicius Fernagon Had to go in for a TB test. Then they drew some blood for some other tests.
I only did it because no one else was around, except for the cop apparently. Even he was surprised though. He said he'd never seen a Saturn Vue go that fast.
Aren't you supposed to be at school though?
Lol. xDDD
I had a fever spike this morning around 100° and didn't sleep for more than half an hour last night. My mom called in sick for me again. Wish I could see my doctor, I think she's out today.
Sorry I didn't text back last night btw. x,x Damn cell....
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 11:06 am
My counselor wasn't there.
Again.
God damn, I feel alone...
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 11:08 am
Now that the insane happy mood faded away, I can't stop thinking. It was too...sweet. We're supposed to be just friends but he keeps doing things that are just too cute, too relationshipy. My mind is just built for relationships, the guy I'm closest to I get attached to. I'm trying to get over that but randomly staring at me and telling me I'm beautiful in that tone isn't helping.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 11:15 am
Jer0nim0 Ah. Hope everything went well then. ouo
Lol. xDDD
I had a fever spike this morning around 100° and didn't sleep for more than half an hour last night. My mom called in sick for me again. Wish I could see my doctor, I think she's out today.
Sorry I didn't text back last night btw. x,x Damn cell....
Call to see if she's there or not? You should totally be resting right now.
It's fine I passed out like right after I sent that.
I'm being forced to go pick up my new glasses right now though. Probably won't be back on Gaia for a couple days or so.
Text me if you want to talk.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 11:17 am
Vinicius Fernagon I barely made it to my appointment.
Totally got my first speeding ticket today.
I don't know why but I feel kinda proud of myself for it.
Got caught doing 115 in a 45.
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