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 Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:01 am
@Kammy: /huggles a lot and gives cookie ;; You needs a vacation.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:05 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- @Kammy: /huggles a lot and gives cookie ;; You needs a vacation.
I just seem to be a magnet for crap, I thought about killing myself but then I can't because people would be upset so I cant do so, So Im just stuck dealing heh
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:10 am
Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- @Kammy: /huggles a lot and gives cookie ;; You needs a vacation.
I just seem to be a magnet for crap, I thought about killing myself but then I can't because people would be upset so I cant do so, So Im just stuck dealing heh
You're just an awesome guy stuck in a cruddy situation ;;
And damn right we would >> /big hugs <33 Who would I draw arts for? ;;(other than soosh)
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:16 am
Kamastr0 AstralStorm Kamastr0 I think people are just stubborn jerks half the time,
I mean
I dont want to think about the bad juju,
Doesnt anyone ******** get it yet
Im tired of fighting
Im tired of crying
I just want to be happy
I want peace
no
i have to be sad
I have to think
I have to be stressed
I cant have a break
I cant be happy
I cant smile
No matter how hard it is, I cant just take a some time maybe a few minutes and breathe
I have to always stay in the warzone
******** IT
JUST ******** I M TIRED OF IT
I DONT SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I DONT WANT ANYONE TO WORRY
OR THINK ABOUT IT
DOESNT ANYONE ******** UNDERSTAND, SURE YOU MAYBE WORRIED BUT IM THE ONE WHOS STUCK IN THIS RUT NOT YOU
YOU WONT DIE OR BE AFFECT, GAAAAAAH, I need to fix this
I stay quiet I let people be happy, betray me if they will, I forgive and forget and look passed it, I dont do much, I dont seek attention, I dont care if Im alone because people just presume and think they understand what I m feeling or what im going thrugh, it s hard for me?!its hard to explode everything right after you've calmed down and tried to fix yourself
Its soo hard I want drive a knife through my shoulder and cut it off because its driving me insane, I havent been in this much agony in ages and I just shut the ******** up and not say anything to make everyones life easier, I left chats and I ve left people so they can all be happy and not worry about me, maybe i ll vanish
it might help, everyone will forget and be happy that way
situation got worse, someone misinterpereted my secret -___-
Now its all bah, I think Im cursed I feel like I should just vanish =/
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:17 am
Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- @Kammy: /huggles a lot and gives cookie ;; You needs a vacation.
I just seem to be a magnet for crap, I thought about killing myself but then I can't because people would be upset so I cant do so, So Im just stuck dealing heh
(((hugs))) Is cosmic balance any consolation, that with all the crap happening to you, that that much crap that isn't somewhere else and anti-crap happening out there? It's not much consolation, no.*more hug*
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:19 am
kittycross Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- @Kammy: /huggles a lot and gives cookie ;; You needs a vacation.
I just seem to be a magnet for crap, I thought about killing myself but then I can't because people would be upset so I cant do so, So Im just stuck dealing heh
(((hugs))) Is cosmic balance any consolation, that with all the crap happening to you, that that much crap that isn't somewhere else and anti-crap happening out there? It's not much consolation, no.*more hug*
I just dunno?I dont want someone to go through what Im going through but if thats whats happening I guess I have to keep fighting heh
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:39 am
@Kammy Nothing bad like a tsunami or cyclone would follow you here because our weather's already disastrous! ;o;
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 7:00 am
i have been betrayed, my heart is in pain.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 8:08 am
AstralStorm i have been betrayed, my heart is in pain. *hugs* what happened? =[
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 8:10 am
@ Everyone- I dunno, things seem to be getting worse and worse, Im going to lay off radar for a while maybe a few days, I have an event here I ll be back on the 4th for sure anyway to get it on the road<3
I wont fail you because of my rl problems
Alot of people have been very supportive and helpful, most people just cause an explosion and abandon me, I m thankful and I apologise in advance for anything that may happen or that I may do
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 8:12 am
Kamastr0 @ Everyone- I dunno, things seem to be getting worse and worse, Im going to lay off radar for a while maybe a few days, I have an event here I ll be back on the 4th for sure anyway to get it on the road<3
I wont fail you because of my rl problems
Alot of people have been very supportive and helpful, most people just cause an explosion and abandon me, I m thankful and I apologise in advance for anything that may happen or that I may do
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 8:14 am
*dumps hugs on Kam*
Take as much time as you need. You are the priority in this situation. Do the best for yourself.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 8:47 am
Kamastr0 AstralStorm i have been betrayed, my heart is in pain. *hugs* what happened? =[
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 11:51 am
AstralStorm Kamastr0 AstralStorm i have been betrayed, my heart is in pain. *hugs* what happened? =[
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