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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 1:38 am
Jer0nim0 I'll delete this s**t soon... Just needed to get it out while downstairs trying to look up stuffy nose remedies. *hugs tight* ;-; I'm so sorry you have to go through all that.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 1:40 am
Maris Pallitax Jer0nim0 I'll delete this s**t soon... Just needed to get it out while downstairs trying to look up stuffy nose remedies. *hugs tight* ;-; I'm so sorry you have to go through all that. /hugs back. I'm better off than a lot of people, just frustrated is all. But thanks. <3 ....didn't know anyone would be up to read that, lololol. >,>;
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 1:46 am
/huggles Kammy too.
@,@ Maybe you can find a substitute for coffee? And I'm totally getting you (on a much lesser level) with the testsubjectness. But please dun do that last part. ;A'
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 1:54 am
Jer0nim0 /huggles Kammy too. @,@ Maybe you can find a substitute for coffee? And I'm totally getting you (on a much lesser level) with the testsubjectness. But please dun do that last part. ;A'*hugs hugs* I m going to try Kam+no coffee=Kam+ 15cups of tea x---------x
I know and its 3 I wish they could have a magic stand you stand on and it says exactly what you have heh *hugs* and last part we see
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 2:06 am
Kamastr0 Jer0nim0 /huggles Kammy too. @,@ Maybe you can find a substitute for coffee? And I'm totally getting you (on a much lesser level) with the testsubjectness. But please dun do that last part. ;A'*hugs hugs* I m going to try Kam+no coffee=Kam+ 15cups of tea x---------x
I know and its 3 I wish they could have a magic stand you stand on and it says exactly what you have heh *hugs* and last part we see ((hugs)) I know what you mean. my biopsy turned out negative, so i'm in the wtf stage of diagnosis again. Even if it'snot cancer, the tests might give some indication of what's going on. hopefully. it's frustrating as all hell and i want to scream at the world so badly too, but on the bright side, it could be a lot worse. it's too soon to give up hope, but sadly no real substitute for coffee exists. that Postum stuff that Mormons serve is nothing like coffee.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 2:09 am
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 2:15 am
Jedi Sasquatch Well, apparently I failed at applying for a job.
I went to the job fair, went through the online application process, and they said that I failed the assessment portion of the test; the section that's like "How would you rate your willingness to work in a team? Strongly agree, agree, etc. etc."
Yep. More irrefutable proof that I fail at life. You could look at it that way, or you could see it as succeeding as a person. The way to pass the social assessment with the highest grade is to be a sociopath. That is truly what the job market favors: people who will mercurially change and adapt their morals and persona for the job/company because that would be in their own self interest. If you 'failed' it's probably because you are an honest and decent, good person. I really think it's society that is failing.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 3:26 am
kittycross Kamastr0 Jer0nim0 /huggles Kammy too. @,@ Maybe you can find a substitute for coffee? And I'm totally getting you (on a much lesser level) with the testsubjectness. But please dun do that last part. ;A'*hugs hugs* I m going to try Kam+no coffee=Kam+ 15cups of tea x---------x
I know and its 3 I wish they could have a magic stand you stand on and it says exactly what you have heh *hugs* and last part we see ((hugs)) I know what you mean. my biopsy turned out negative, so i'm in the wtf stage of diagnosis again. Even if it'snot cancer, the tests might give some indication of what's going on. hopefully. it's frustrating as all hell and i want to scream at the world so badly too, but on the bright side, it could be a lot worse. it's too soon to give up hope, but sadly no real substitute for coffee exists. that Postum stuff that Mormons serve is nothing like coffee. *hugs* true I guess, I best cross my fingers because this week is going to be crazy as ever
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 3:27 am
Kamastr0 kittycross Kamastr0 Jer0nim0 /huggles Kammy too. @,@ Maybe you can find a substitute for coffee? And I'm totally getting you (on a much lesser level) with the testsubjectness. But please dun do that last part. ;A'*hugs hugs* I m going to try Kam+no coffee=Kam+ 15cups of tea x---------x
I know and its 3 I wish they could have a magic stand you stand on and it says exactly what you have heh *hugs* and last part we see ((hugs)) I know what you mean. my biopsy turned out negative, so i'm in the wtf stage of diagnosis again. Even if it'snot cancer, the tests might give some indication of what's going on. hopefully. it's frustrating as all hell and i want to scream at the world so badly too, but on the bright side, it could be a lot worse. it's too soon to give up hope, but sadly no real substitute for coffee exists. that Postum stuff that Mormons serve is nothing like coffee. *hugs* true I guess, I best cross my fingers because this week is going to be crazy as ever good luck. I'll think happy thoughts in your genera direction:3
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 4:59 am
I think people are just stubborn jerks half the time, I mean I dont want to think about the bad juju, Doesnt anyone ******** get it yet Im tired of fighting Im tired of crying I just want to be happy I want peace no i have to be sad I have to think I have to be stressed I cant have a break I cant be happy I cant smile No matter how hard it is, I cant just take a some time maybe a few minutes and breathe I have to always stay in the ******** IT JUST ******** I M TIRED OF IT I DONT SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I DONT WANT ANYONE TO WORRY OR THINK ABOUT IT DOESNT ANYONE ******** UNDERSTAND, SURE YOU MAYBE WORRIED BUT IM THE ONE WHOS STUCK IN THIS RUT NOT YOU YOU WONT DIE OR BE AFFECT, GAAAAAAH, I need to fix this
I stay quiet I let people be happy, betray me if they will, I forgive and forget and look passed it, I dont do much, I dont seek attention, I dont care if Im alone because people just presume and think they understand what I m feeling or what im going thrugh, it s hard for me?!its hard to explode everything right after you've calmed down and tried to fix yourself Its soo hard I want drive a knife through my shoulder and cut it off because its driving me insane, I havent been in this much agony in ages and I just shut the ******** up and not say anything to make everyones life easier, I left chats and I ve left people so they can all be happy and not worry about me, maybe i ll vanish it might help, everyone will forget and be happy that way I want it all to end so much but I have no idea what Im up against, Yet I have no alternative.
People say bah and talk to me and then say they dont know so I dont talk about my juju, why should I? People say they'd miss you or something silly and half the time I doubt it, I think they are just blind or lieing because they have better stuff going on than i do, they have a shot.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 5:04 am
Kamastr0 I think people are just stubborn jerks half the time, I mean I dont want to think about the bad juju, Doesnt anyone ******** get it yet Im tired of fighting Im tired of crying I just want to be happy I want peace no i have to be sad I have to think I have to be stressed I cant have a break I cant be happy I cant smile No matter how hard it is, I cant just take a some time maybe a few minutes and breathe I have to always stay in the ******** IT JUST ******** I M TIRED OF IT I DONT SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I DONT WANT ANYONE TO WORRY OR THINK ABOUT IT DOESNT ANYONE ******** UNDERSTAND, SURE YOU MAYBE WORRIED BUT IM THE ONE WHOS STUCK IN THIS RUT NOT YOU YOU WONT DIE OR BE AFFECT, GAAAAAAH, I need to fix this
I stay quiet I let people be happy, betray me if they will, I forgive and forget and look passed it, I dont do much, I dont seek attention, I dont care if Im alone because people just presume and think they understand what I m feeling or what im going thrugh, it s hard for me?!its hard to explode everything right after you've calmed down and tried to fix yourself Its soo hard I want drive a knife through my shoulder and cut it off because its driving me insane, I havent been in this much agony in ages and I just shut the ******** up and not say anything to make everyones life easier, I left chats and I ve left people so they can all be happy and not worry about me, maybe i ll vanish it might help, everyone will forget and be happy that way D: *stormy hug*
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 5:51 am
AstralStorm Kamastr0 I think people are just stubborn jerks half the time, I mean I dont want to think about the bad juju, Doesnt anyone ******** get it yet Im tired of fighting Im tired of crying I just want to be happy I want peace no i have to be sad I have to think I have to be stressed I cant have a break I cant be happy I cant smile No matter how hard it is, I cant just take a some time maybe a few minutes and breathe I have to always stay in the warzone ******** IT JUST ******** I M TIRED OF IT I DONT SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE I DONT WANT ANYONE TO WORRY OR THINK ABOUT IT DOESNT ANYONE ******** UNDERSTAND, SURE YOU MAYBE WORRIED BUT IM THE ONE WHOS STUCK IN THIS RUT NOT YOU YOU WONT DIE OR BE AFFECT, GAAAAAAH, I need to fix this
I stay quiet I let people be happy, betray me if they will, I forgive and forget and look passed it, I dont do much, I dont seek attention, I dont care if Im alone because people just presume and think they understand what I m feeling or what im going thrugh, it s hard for me?!its hard to explode everything right after you've calmed down and tried to fix yourself Its soo hard I want drive a knife through my shoulder and cut it off because its driving me insane, I havent been in this much agony in ages and I just shut the ******** up and not say anything to make everyones life easier, I left chats and I ve left people so they can all be happy and not worry about me, maybe i ll vanish it might help, everyone will forget and be happy that way D: *stormy hug* *hugs* situation got worse, someone misinterpereted my secret -___- Now its all bah, I think Im cursed I feel like I should just vanish =/
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