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*hugs* =[ thats horrible, =[ hmmm have you tried getting a job in a different area?maybe find a place there at the same time?
as for the school stuff o.O heh do the police not do anything?
I know heh, I avoid them at times but I m abit crazy you might have noticed heh

*hugs* I wish I could pull you guys outta there, doesn't sound like a good place and atleast work wise you aren't restricted, I hope a good spot opens or frees up for you =[, As don't feel terrible heh there are people like that here ;; they tend to be quite narrow and dense minded heh and heh I m not sure what I can do I don't live in the US but if there is anything please run it by me I ll do my best

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Don't read this, just ranting. xD
screwy morning was screwy. I had a dream I was going to be late to lessons because I was driving and kept missing the entrance to the neighborhood so I had to keep making U-turns or driving and trying to turn from a 90-degree drops and stuff. Then when I was finally able to get into the neighborhood, my car turned into a bike (freaky, right?) and I had to cycle through a path of dogs then dropped off my sister and dad at some house then continued on with my bike cycling to my lessons. Then I lost my bike? Ran for a while, stole a new bike that I was able to use and borrow in my last dream (I've had this dream before) except this time I couldn't because the pedal was on the front wheel and I couldn't reach the pedals because I was too short. So a policeman came waving his stick and started yelling at me for stealing then I woke up. Odd. I felt really awake and thought it was going to be a good day regardless of that weird dream. Then when I actually got to lessons today, I couldn't play/count at all. Every eighth note kept becoming a quarter note and bahh. My teacher kept giving me looks and telling me to count when I really thought I was counting. =/ Which basically crushed my good moods. heh. But I feel better now, if anything, I'm just hungry again.rawr. I need to work on my project but she won't text me back bahhhh. I also need to work on my other project, but I'm not really in a french-thinking mood right now. Or work on my scholarship essays... which are due soon. But I feel like rolling around all day. Which can't happen because I did that all yesterday. But no, I need to work. So I have my mind set on working and getting s**t done and taken care of with this afternoon so I can feel better about myself and have some fun this evening. But no. My dad wants to go out this afternoon "for only an hour" to go on a walk or something. Which would be cutting right into my "********" time. bahh BREATHE MICKEY BREATHE. I'll be fine. of course I will. if not, I'll pay the consequences and it doesn't really matter. senioritis, Ihateyou. andthatgoddamncomic Guess what I was going into? >>;

I don't feel like working on this Study Skills homework. I don't want to get out of bed and do stuff, I want to stay in bed in my pajamas where it's nice and warm and finish P3P (again). My mood's alright and everything's OK, but I want to be lazy. ;p There's only one thing that's keeping me from being lazy though and that's Pokemon White. If I can't get all of my homework finished by Friday, I'll have to ask my mom to hold on to the game until March 16th, so I can get my work done. Yes, Pokemon White will be fun, but having my grades drop is not. School work > Pokemon White, and I will not allow myself to fail.

Also, I hope Jedi is doing well/did well at that job fair he was going to. owo

I really can't wait for this semester to be over. General Chemistry is just way too stressful. I hate it. I have to get up for a 7:30am class three days a week, have a boring 3 hour lab + lab report and pre-labs, as well as hours of stupid masteringchemistry homework. Plus exams in other classes to worry about. I just want to cry right now because I'm spending so much stupid time on my chemistry class, and I still don't feel like I'm understanding it. And I have two exams this week that I need to prepare for. But that's biology, I can study for that and enjoy it while worrying. Chemistry is all worry, and too much work. I've been working on the homework for 2 hours and gotten 4 problems done, still have 11 left. Just kill me now. crying Oh yes, and after all that chemistry I still have the pre-lab for tomorrows lab to work on. I'm just stupid I guess, I need to get a better grip on my schedule and work on stuff during the week more.

Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to take some people by the hair and repeatedly smash their heads off a table till they get it?

Because that's contributing to my day today

Make nearly unreasonable lies, and say you're highly willing to do almost everything?