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 Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:04 pm
Kamastr0 Its 11:50pm
I m angry soo angry
one of my friends killed themselves and Now I ve just been told that 7of my other friends were beaten the crap out of -___-
Im off on Friday, its obvious I cant relax I cant Have a break
If I do people will get hurt
Im tired, Im sick of this s**t Im sooo sick
Im just soo angry
Are your friends doing okay now?
You are not responsible for taking care of everyone else,especially at the expense of your self.
It took me way too long to learn that for myself. I know it hurts to see people hurting, but there's only so much you can reasonably do. People worry about you too.
(((hugs))))
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:10 pm
Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune He hasn't explained why yet. He was being all weird, saying he needed to be alone and think through some stuff. And I asked him if it was about me, because I wanted to be reassured that he wasn't thinking about breaking up with me or anything. But he couldn't promise that. He said we would talk tonight...
I can't... function, though. I'm so miserable. I've been crying and throwing up. I stayed home from school. I'm panicking T___T Until he finally says something I just don't know what to tell you, Fortune. I didn't get any warning at all when Jon dumped me so I only had the aftermath to deal with. Just always keep someone around to talk to and try to keep calm until you know something for certain. And remember you have a bunch of friends who love you.
I'm not strong like you, though... I have so much trouble trying to picture my future without him... It feels like I would never be happy again if he left me D=Someone actually believed me when I tried to act like I was fine? Fortune, I totally get everything you're feeling right now but I still got through it even though it took awhile. You really need to talk to him and find out what's going on.
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:11 pm
kittycross Kamastr0 Its 11:50pm
I m angry soo angry
one of my friends killed themselves and Now I ve just been told that 7of my other friends were beaten the crap out of -___-
Im off on Friday, its obvious I cant relax I cant Have a break
If I do people will get hurt
Im tired, Im sick of this s**t Im sooo sick
Im just soo angry
Are your friends doing okay now?
You are not responsible for taking care of everyone else,especially at the expense of your self.
It took me way too long to learn that for myself. I know it hurts to see people hurting, but there's only so much you can reasonably do. People worry about you too.
(((hugs))))
one of them is back in hospital and they were ambushed by three guys, one of them is a little girl, apparently the three guys have taken over the kids park at night and ambush people randomly so I d decided, I ll go on Friday to investigate,
I know Im not responsible but I know I wouldn't be happy if something happened to someone and I couldve done something about it, heh.
I ll be fine at the end of the day I know that and have enough confidence in myself that way, even if I have to fight and go through bad juju heh, *hugs*
health wise and physically Im not really up for a confrontation atm, But I d like to do what I can
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:13 pm
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Until he finally says something I just don't know what to tell you, Fortune. I didn't get any warning at all when Jon dumped me so I only had the aftermath to deal with. Just always keep someone around to talk to and try to keep calm until you know something for certain. And remember you have a bunch of friends who love you.
I'm not strong like you, though... I have so much trouble trying to picture my future without him... It feels like I would never be happy again if he left me D=Someone actually believed me when I tried to act like I was fine? Fortune, I totally get everything you're feeling right now but I still got through it even though it took awhile. You really need to talk to him and find out what's going on.
How did you do it? Because it doesn't feel like this feeling will ever go away T____T
I want to talk to him, but he just... shuts down. He says he wants to be alone. I want to know what's going on so I can help him deal with it and find a solution that doesn't require losing the best thing that ever happened to me... T____T
@Kam: I will fight. I'm never going to give up. But I don't know what to do in the meantime, while I wait for him to come to me. I can't keep missing school and stuff... D=
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:16 pm
Kamastr0 I be ok atm, I dont really feel asthough I have time to be upset or angry, I just need to sort everything out so nothing else happens,
one of them is back in hospital and they were ambushed by three guys, one of them is a little girl, apparently the three guys have taken over the kids park at night and ambush people randomly so I d decided, I ll go on Friday to investigate,
I know Im not responsible but I know I wouldn't be happy if something happened to someone and I couldve done something about it, heh.
I ll be fine at the end of the day I know that and have enough confidence in myself that way, even if I have to fight and go through bad juju heh, *hugs*
health wise and physically Im not really up for a confrontation atm, But I d like to do what I can
Please don't go alone, It's obviously dangerous.
Has this been reported to local authorities? How old was the girl?
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:18 pm
kittycross Kamastr0 I be ok atm, I dont really feel asthough I have time to be upset or angry, I just need to sort everything out so nothing else happens,
one of them is back in hospital and they were ambushed by three guys, one of them is a little girl, apparently the three guys have taken over the kids park at night and ambush people randomly so I d decided, I ll go on Friday to investigate,
I know Im not responsible but I know I wouldn't be happy if something happened to someone and I couldve done something about it, heh.
I ll be fine at the end of the day I know that and have enough confidence in myself that way, even if I have to fight and go through bad juju heh, *hugs*
health wise and physically Im not really up for a confrontation atm, But I d like to do what I can
Please don't go alone, It's obviously dangerous.
Has this been reported to local authorities? How old was the girl?
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:22 pm
Kamastr0 kittycross Kamastr0 I be ok atm, I dont really feel asthough I have time to be upset or angry, I just need to sort everything out so nothing else happens,
one of them is back in hospital and they were ambushed by three guys, one of them is a little girl, apparently the three guys have taken over the kids park at night and ambush people randomly so I d decided, I ll go on Friday to investigate,
I know Im not responsible but I know I wouldn't be happy if something happened to someone and I couldve done something about it, heh.
I ll be fine at the end of the day I know that and have enough confidence in myself that way, even if I have to fight and go through bad juju heh, *hugs*
health wise and physically Im not really up for a confrontation atm, But I d like to do what I can
Please don't go alone, It's obviously dangerous.
Has this been reported to local authorities? How old was the girl?
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:24 pm
Kamastr0 kittycross Kamastr0 I be ok atm, I dont really feel asthough I have time to be upset or angry, I just need to sort everything out so nothing else happens,
one of them is back in hospital and they were ambushed by three guys, one of them is a little girl, apparently the three guys have taken over the kids park at night and ambush people randomly so I d decided, I ll go on Friday to investigate,
I know Im not responsible but I know I wouldn't be happy if something happened to someone and I couldve done something about it, heh.
I ll be fine at the end of the day I know that and have enough confidence in myself that way, even if I have to fight and go through bad juju heh, *hugs*
health wise and physically Im not really up for a confrontation atm, But I d like to do what I can
Please don't go alone, It's obviously dangerous.
Has this been reported to local authorities? How old was the girl?
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:28 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:30 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:31 pm
Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Until he finally says something I just don't know what to tell you, Fortune. I didn't get any warning at all when Jon dumped me so I only had the aftermath to deal with. Just always keep someone around to talk to and try to keep calm until you know something for certain. And remember you have a bunch of friends who love you.
I'm not strong like you, though... I have so much trouble trying to picture my future without him... It feels like I would never be happy again if he left me D=Someone actually believed me when I tried to act like I was fine? Fortune, I totally get everything you're feeling right now but I still got through it even though it took awhile. You really need to talk to him and find out what's going on.
How did you do it? Because it doesn't feel like this feeling will ever go away T____T
I want to talk to him, but he just... shuts down. He says he wants to be alone. I want to know what's going on so I can help him deal with it and find a solution that doesn't require losing the best thing that ever happened to me... T____T
@Kam: I will fight. I'm never going to give up. But I don't know what to do in the meantime, while I wait for him to come to me. I can't keep missing school and stuff... D=I just let him explain it to me and I could tell it was what he wanted so I didn't fight him on it. We tried being friends but it hurt so much more so I got used to him not being in my life. I hated doing that but it worked. He can't keep shutting down on you. You deserve to atleast know what's going on instead of worrying about what it could be.
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:33 pm
Shiori Miko I just let him explain it to me and I could tell it was what he wanted so I didn't fight him on it. We tried being friends but it hurt so much more so I got used to him not being in my life. I hated doing that but it worked. He can't keep shutting down on you. You deserve to atleast know what's going on instead of worrying about what it could be.
I can't imagine my life without him, though... He's the best person I've ever met... I love him soooo much T____T
I don't know why he always feels like he needs to be strong and can't talk about what's bothering him... I just want to help him =(
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:39 pm
Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko I just let him explain it to me and I could tell it was what he wanted so I didn't fight him on it. We tried being friends but it hurt so much more so I got used to him not being in my life. I hated doing that but it worked. He can't keep shutting down on you. You deserve to atleast know what's going on instead of worrying about what it could be.
I can't imagine my life without him, though... He's the best person I've ever met... I love him soooo much T____T
I don't know why he always feels like he needs to be strong and can't talk about what's bothering him... I just want to help him =(I couldn't either, but it does get easier. Sometimes it takes more strength to tell someone what's wrong. Jon couldn't even tell me because he felt so bad about it.
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 6:52 pm
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko I just let him explain it to me and I could tell it was what he wanted so I didn't fight him on it. We tried being friends but it hurt so much more so I got used to him not being in my life. I hated doing that but it worked. He can't keep shutting down on you. You deserve to atleast know what's going on instead of worrying about what it could be.
I can't imagine my life without him, though... He's the best person I've ever met... I love him soooo much T____T
I don't know why he always feels like he needs to be strong and can't talk about what's bothering him... I just want to help him =(I couldn't either, but it does get easier. Sometimes it takes more strength to tell someone what's wrong. Jon couldn't even tell me because he felt so bad about it.
*Clings* Everything hurts so much... I don't know what to do... I really need to be held T___T
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Posted: Wed Feb 23, 2011 7:03 pm
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