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I HATE YOU!!!
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*mumbles about sucky a** health freaks not giving me any ice cream*

Crystal I will tell you one thing never ever tryunderstand what is going on.... Just go with the flow.

wow your life is sad. This is about mine.

1) Witnessed the massacre of a small city
2) Predicted the death of roughly 10 people in my life, or had dreams of it. etc etc, every single person died. One being my own step father
3) I've seen the angel of death (those who have nearly died or seen death alot should know what I mean)
4) Witnessed my close friend raped
5) Watched one of my friends being beaten to a pulp by father.
6) Been abused to blood being drawn (not as significant as what you guys been through)
7) Gone crazy one time before or possessed as my friend described and convinced a handful of people to do dark things ranging from rape, murder, suicide, or practically made them go insane. (so I've been told....doubt it but I've seen stranger things)
cool I've predicted people doing things in other states, and ended up being right about it which I lost a few very good friends who called me a freak because I knew what they were doing without me being there (not in the same state I should mention)
9) burned things....(very general I rather not be specific)
10) I've been called a puppet master (XD that one i find funny)
11) demonic thoughts assault me (certain songs make me go crazy....)
12) caused a spirit to attack someone I didn't even know...no make that three times (this one I much rather not explain...I've never been freaked out that badly before)
13) To explain 12 further, this kid pissed me off and I ranted on and on how I'd love to break his arm and cause alot of harm to him. One day he was waiting for the bus and suddenly he was pushed and hit by a car. Funny part was there was no one around him when he was pushed. do the math
14) Better believe this is going away after awhile lol. I rather not have this left up here. I swear im not a freak just.....freaky things happen around me :/

ya know I wonder if what my ex said about me was true now that I look at the list I made.....she told me we all had special guardian angels or something and appearantly I am Gabriel........maybe i am a freak

1. I am in Grade 11
   
2. I am 15 years Old
   
3. I am an Australian... going to an Australian High School
   
4. I have Asperger's Syndrome
   
5. I am eccentric, mainly due to the Asperger's Syndrome
   
6. I am also fairly intelligent
   
7. I find conforming to social norms a bit... boring, annoying and makes me feel like I would just be hollow inside if I did so
   
8. I am Anti-Social 99.99% of the time. And I am also extremely anti-social at school, trying to avoid human contact and social interactions with students at my High School
   
9. I find that every student but me at my High School to be idiotic retards who should act their god damned age and take some responsibility if they want to be treated like adults
   
10. Teenagers want to be treated like Adults but don't want any of the responsibility, and they act completely idiotic and outright stupid all of the time, especially when they graduate, and that is what I know to be a fact.
    
11. I hate socializing in real life, it makes me nervous and I don't know how to respond 99.99% of the time, plus I find the pointless gossip and talk of teenagers to be annoying, distressing and agitating.
    
12. I have barely any friends, just a few emos and goths an one infantilist friend but I barely know how to socialize with them.
    
13. I am Bisexual, but everyone at my school stereotypes me as Gay without any god damned proof. Which I find to be extremely annoying, exasperating and hard to ignore.
    
14. I have no idea how to act when I return to school on Wednesday (in two days), what kind of personality and type of anti-social behaviour to adopt.
    
15. I am easy to piss off if you hit the right buttons, especially when someone at my High School intentionally tries to set me off, which I find hard to ignore at times.
    
16. I feel emotionally inept lately since the holidays started. And I find school to be emotionally draining and frustrating.
    
17. I become depressed when I am bored, despite taking anti-despressants
    
18. I keep thinking my butt is too big when I am walking, mainly because one of my legs has more weight on it than the other, resulting in me walking strangely to some.
    
19. One of the reasons people think I am Gay is that I don't have a girlfriend, which might be a reason but it is just idiotic, although a few students have said to my face that I am Gay because I don't have a girlfriend
    
20. I don't have a Girlfriend mainly because I couldn't give a damn, I have no social life in the real world and I don't want one... plus I am trying to concentrate on my studies
    
21. I am on the computer most of the time so I can escape the worries and stress of my life

and that is just what I can think of at the moment

A few other things...
22. I am emotionally unstable most of the time, and sometimes I seem sad about something and I don't know what I am sad about
23. I've contemplated suicide a few times but have had the sense to not do it.
24. I've gotten so angry a couple times going home on the bus and when I explain what happened, I sometimes I say "I want to go on a ******** massacre!"

*tosses a machine gun and camo pants and shirt with night vision goggles, a .44 cali and sniper rifle with a grenade launcher and one ak 47 with a strap to carry a rocket launcher* Solider get ready we gonna pretend the world is Call of duty XD