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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 12:26 am
Jer0nim0 ...Wow, I can't believe I forgot to say what I actually have. >,> It's mono and gastritis. So basically it's a herpes virus (lolnotthatkind D:<) and massive heartburn. I had stomach pain severe enough to need to go to the ER at 1 am yesterday. Lamest two things to have, ever, if you have to go to school and say "Ohay, this is why I was gone the first 3 weeks of the second semester! 8D" Thankfully pretty easy to treat and all though (have no idea how long it lasts though...fff so much food to miss), so any accusations of me saying it's lame is totally joking. Plz not smite Nim with tummy pain. Dun wanna become House yet.Totally only dizzy right now, which is always good enough for me. Thanks for the hugs and cookies, guis. <333 (And I've no idea what Demerol is, they didn't give me any, just went straight to the Vicodin. o,o') Omaigoodness Miss Nim D: that sounds damn awful! /gives stuff to make it feel better :c
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 12:54 am
@Kam D: I really hope you're better soon. You spend all this time helping other people and you need to help yourself o; /passes tea
@Nim D: See if you can get a line put in so they don't have to jab you with a needle everytime owo Hopefully it's not too serious so you don't have to =DD And I hear cookies can be better than morphine ninja But srsly, get well soon o;
@Poison xDDD You're awesome. /noms on chocolate
@Shiori What's your odd situation? o; I hope everything works out okay though =D
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 6:59 am
I don't want to see my dad. I don't want to talk to him, especially after what happened yesterday. I'm getting tired of dealing with this. I've put up with his alcoholism for a long time. The only good thing is that I understand the situation now that I'm older. However, I don't have the same amount of patience like I had when I was ten. I shouldn't have to start my day off worried or upset, and now the day will get even worse than it already is. I've already yelled and cussed at him over the phone. If he stops by now, then fine. If not, then whatever. I know he loves me, and I love him too. But I can't keep this up. Not any more.
EDIT: Damn it, he won't leave. It's 12:15pm now. He has to wait for my mom to get home so he can borrow money from her. I really don't want to deal with this, not for five hours.
EDIT EDIT: Alright, after 15 minutes, he's gone. I hate that he left like that, but I'm fed up with it.
On a good note, my best friend IMed me outta nowhere. ;w; Thanks so much, Bri. Even though you don't know about what had happened, I really appreciate you distracting me.
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 11:38 am
Jer0nim0 ...Wow, I can't believe I forgot to say what I actually have. >,> It's mono and gastritis. So basically it's a herpes virus (lolnotthatkind D:<) and massive heartburn. I had stomach pain severe enough to need to go to the ER at 1 am yesterday. Lamest two things to have, ever, if you have to go to school and say "Ohay, this is why I was gone the first 3 weeks of the second semester! 8D" Thankfully pretty easy to treat and all though (have no idea how long it lasts though...fff so much food to miss), so any accusations of me saying it's lame is totally joking. Plz not smite Nim with tummy pain. Dun wanna become House yet.Totally only dizzy right now, which is always good enough for me. Thanks for the hugs and cookies, guis. <333 (And I've no idea what Demerol is, they didn't give me any, just went straight to the Vicodin. o,o') Demerol is an opiate they use only in drips or injections as far as I know. It's what's used in epidurals during childbirth. It's way stronger than vicodin. It's for severe pain. I'm glad you're getting better. A couple years ago I had bleeding ulcers. not fun at all.
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 11:55 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 2:07 pm
Last night was not fun at all. I spent from around 1:00 A.M. till about two hours ago with Ricky and Matt in jail. All because Matt decided to try and start a fight in the bar we went to. Not cool man, not cool. Raquel says she's worried that the three of us are becoming alcoholics. I need to get my act together.
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 3:24 pm
I feel so much anger lately!!! For weeks now, I've been angry and on edge almost 24/7. My fists are clenched and I'm constantly glaring at everyone and I want to ******** punch something. I can almost feel my blood pressure rising. I took a lot of it out on the poor tables at work today XD
It's so hard to keep from losing all my faith in humanity sometimes. I can only imagine how much worse it would be if I didn't have people like Alex and Jedi in my life to serve as a reminder that not all people are bad <3
I know I have a right to be angry, but I want to be able ******** RELAX once in a while. The constant stress of work and school is NOT helping me deal with this >.<
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 3:34 pm
Little Miss Fortune I feel so much anger lately!!! For weeks now, I've been angry and on edge almost 24/7. My fists are clenched and I'm constantly glaring at everyone and I want to ******** punch something. I can almost feel my blood pressure rising. I took a lot of it out on the poor tables at work today XD
It's so hard to keep from losing all my faith in humanity sometimes. I can only imagine how much worse it would be if I didn't have people like Alex and Jedi in my life to serve as a reminder that not all people are bad <3
I know I have a right to be angry, but I want to be able ******** RELAX once in a while. The constant stress of work and school is NOT helping me deal with this >.< Wait, I'm bad?
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 3:39 pm
epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune I feel so much anger lately!!! For weeks now, I've been angry and on edge almost 24/7. My fists are clenched and I'm constantly glaring at everyone and I want to ******** punch something. I can almost feel my blood pressure rising. I took a lot of it out on the poor tables at work today XD
It's so hard to keep from losing all my faith in humanity sometimes. I can only imagine how much worse it would be if I didn't have people like Alex and Jedi in my life to serve as a reminder that not all people are bad <3
I know I have a right to be angry, but I want to be able ******** RELAX once in a while. The constant stress of work and school is NOT helping me deal with this >.< Wait, I'm bad?
No, not you! XD It's just that the bad is so bad that it makes it hard to see the good, you know?
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 4:14 pm
Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune I feel so much anger lately!!! For weeks now, I've been angry and on edge almost 24/7. My fists are clenched and I'm constantly glaring at everyone and I want to ******** punch something. I can almost feel my blood pressure rising. I took a lot of it out on the poor tables at work today XD
It's so hard to keep from losing all my faith in humanity sometimes. I can only imagine how much worse it would be if I didn't have people like Alex and Jedi in my life to serve as a reminder that not all people are bad <3
I know I have a right to be angry, but I want to be able ******** RELAX once in a while. The constant stress of work and school is NOT helping me deal with this >.< Wait, I'm bad?
No, not you! XD It's just that the bad is so bad that it makes it hard to see the good, you know?Working in a restaurant generally does that to people, loose faith in humanity that is.
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 4:54 pm
epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune epic-writer42 Little Miss Fortune I feel so much anger lately!!! For weeks now, I've been angry and on edge almost 24/7. My fists are clenched and I'm constantly glaring at everyone and I want to ******** punch something. I can almost feel my blood pressure rising. I took a lot of it out on the poor tables at work today XD
It's so hard to keep from losing all my faith in humanity sometimes. I can only imagine how much worse it would be if I didn't have people like Alex and Jedi in my life to serve as a reminder that not all people are bad <3
I know I have a right to be angry, but I want to be able ******** RELAX once in a while. The constant stress of work and school is NOT helping me deal with this >.< Wait, I'm bad?
No, not you! XD It's just that the bad is so bad that it makes it hard to see the good, you know?Working in a restaurant generally does that to people, loose faith in humanity that is. A tear is only water, a sigh is only air Working any job that requires you to work with people ("work with" read as "slave away to the orders of") generally causes people to lose faith in humanity.
Whenever you feel haunted, the truth lies out there
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