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 Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:38 pm
Alot of words are getting to me lately =/ heh
I ve heard the words "death","die","dieing" and to much associated with it lately.
I really wished people could just be happy and not bring up this juju
I feel like Im on the edge atm,
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 7:30 pm
This is ridiculous. I'm so damn tired I'm hallucinating. I swear that I keep seeing somebody walk from the dining room to the hallway but I know that I'm the only person at home right now.
There's only one thing that I can think of that will make me pass out. I know I shouldn't do it and that I'll regret it later. But oh well. Desperate times call for desperate measures.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 9:20 pm
Vin: Feel better. :c We care about you.
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........ x.x
Short-tempered, snappy and I keep falling asleep randomly.
Mom kept ******** with me while I was trying to sleep. Waking me up by poking my face or shaking my bed. I kept daydreaming of punching her really hard in the nose...
It makes me want to be very violent when I have to watch someone close to me go through something terrible that I've gone through before. Like a dramatic re-enactment of my own life. I dunno how to help you... she didn't deserve someone like you. Yeah you're a shameless gross pervert. Yeah you go too far with it sometimes. But you're a good person. I know you are. Please have hope...
;; now I feel drained and empty of emotion. Better than being upset and crying at least. /curls up in a ball
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 10:24 pm
I'm currently shocked by the glowing letter of recommendation that my TaeKwon-Do teacher wrote for me. I didn't know he thought so highly of me, apparently I'm a very exceptional student o_o totally never thought I'd be described that way by anyone. Also, apparently being stubborn can be seen as good in the right circumstance. In this case in the context of wanting to get somewhere, and refusing to give up no matter what.
It's really interesting finding out what people think of you, on the other hand a letter that you don't show to the student it's written about seems like it would be more accurate. Which is one reason I don't like seeing my letters of recommendation, but in this case I think I can safely know that my teacher meant everything he said in it and it surprises me. Now it's time for much needed sleep. :3
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 2:38 am
To the staff at my school:
If you want to meet with me, emailing me on the same day is not going to work. Actually setting up an appointment without waiting for my confirmation is even worse.
-Me
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 4:33 am
I have no idea what happened to me last night/this morning o.O
I woke up my pillows are soaking and theres alot of blood and i couldn't breathe until i rolled onto the floor o.O
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 4:40 am
Kamastr0 I have no idea what happened to me last night/this morning o.O
I woke up my pillows are soaking and theres alot of blood and i couldn't breathe until i rolled onto the floor o.O
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 4:51 am
Kamastr0 I have no idea what happened to me last night/this morning o.O
I woke up my pillows are soaking and theres alot of blood and i couldn't breathe until i rolled onto the floor o.O
on the other hand, same ol' thing for me, nothing has happened...
well except I lost to a friend who hasn't played Grand Chase in 6 months and he comes back and whoops my a** with a naked lass vs. my fully armored Ronan....his stats didn't even exceed 500!! my stats exceeded 5000!!RRAAGGEEEE -cough- that's about it.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:01 am
@Cave - heh I be fine in abit,
@Astral-heh Yar I know it nothing serious just strange
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 6:46 am
Kamastr0 I have no idea what happened to me last night/this morning o.O
I woke up my pillows are soaking and theres alot of blood and i couldn't breathe until i rolled onto the floor o.O
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 8:41 am
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 11:05 am
I fell asleep in class again today. At least there were no cryptic messages about my dead friends this time.
Whoooooooooooooooooooooosh
That's the sound of my straight As going down the drain XD
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 11:09 am
I tried sneaking my sister's boyfriend's band on a playlist with a bunch of famous artists so my mom wouldn't notice I was listening to him...she caught me anyway. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 11:32 am
Had a car crash today... and I didn't take down the woman's details (she was in the wrong lane at a round about and I went straight into the side of her car). I was in too much shock and shaking and wasn't thinking straight. She gave me a hug for ******** sake... can't tell my parents though. They'd go MENTAL if they found out I talked to her and didn't get details.
More damage done to her car than mine anyway.
I have a slightly sore back now though...
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 2:44 pm
Don't read this. If so do not quote and You aren't obliged to reply, its some troubling juju.
O.o Breathe breathe breathe
1.I m now s**t scared
I just used my canada fund to bail my mum out of a dire situation
I have ******** all money left.
2.Im up for 3scans tomorrow.
3.My sister thinks I have a brain tumour. I really dont I hope to god not.
4. Im really just s**t scared and quick to anger as of now.
5. I want to curl up but I cant I have to much confidence to do so.
6. I want to do many things.
7.I have no idea, I 've had to mis thingies so far, they said I had a blodclot and I didn't I dont have an ulcer yet Im coughing up blood =/
Im honestly not sure whats going on anymore
I just wish I had a freaking answer so I d know whatIm up against and it would stop tormenting me.
8.The art I've gotten so far, by Nim and Mizu and everyone has made me smile soo much so, so many people have made me laugh and smile this week I really cherish them as friends and wish them the upmost happiness<3
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