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 Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:32 am
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 7:32 am
Maris Pallitax LabTech Kestin Maris Pallitax LabTech Kestin Urgh. I know some of you do, but...I guess it's that somehow the very worst posts are always in black. I don't know. I'm just so pissed off at everything lately. My head's not on straight and being a decent person just fails me half the time. sweatdrop Unrelated: I usually stay home when my family goes to the movies. Once in a blue moon or so, they practically get on their knees and beg me to come along "just this once", and I usually do. Of course, it figures that the one movie they chose to beg me to accompany them to was the one that could and did set my tic disorder into overdrive. It hasn't died back down yet and it's driving me crazy.
Do they do that on purpose just to torment you? :c *huggles*
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 7:56 am
Although I'm generally regarded as a peace keeper and pushover I like to imagine the best ways to kill a person executing them the most graphic ways possible at the back of my mind. Violence is something I would usually avoid since the results aren't something one would want to take pictures of, but because of being too soft on people the thought of the former is a guilty pleasure which I'd write about instead, and end up forgetting to save it on notepad.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 2:02 pm
I still can't sleep. This sucks so much. I've cleaned my whole house and baked almost 4 dozen cookies and 2 dozen brownies to try and tire myself out. My eyes are bloodshot because of how much I've been crying in the last few days and from being sleep-deprived. I pretty much just look/feel like crap in general. I need someone to like hit me with a baseball bat or a bunch of bricks or something until I'm unconscious.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 2:12 pm
Vinicius Fernagon I still can't sleep. This sucks so much. I've cleaned my whole house and baked almost 4 dozen cookies and 2 dozen brownies to try and tire myself out. My eyes are bloodshot because of how much I've been crying in the last few days and from being sleep-deprived. I pretty much just look/feel like crap in general. I need someone to like hit me with a baseball bat or a bunch of bricks or something until I'm unconscious.
But... yeah, I have no idea how I can help. x,x Too busy drinking 32 oz, of water.
/sends hug via pillow.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 3:51 pm
To whichever east-coaster (I think) sent me the valentine's sonnet, it was really, really sweet and lovely and so many other adjectives I cannot think of right now. > w< heart ily2somuch
I think I know who it was, maybe? maybeee... okay probably not
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 3:59 pm
Vinicius Fernagon I still can't sleep. This sucks so much. I've cleaned my whole house and baked almost 4 dozen cookies and 2 dozen brownies to try and tire myself out. My eyes are bloodshot because of how much I've been crying in the last few days and from being sleep-deprived. I pretty much just look/feel like crap in general. I need someone to like hit me with a baseball bat or a bunch of bricks or something until I'm unconscious. A tear is only water, a sigh is only air
Try some milk, soft music, medicine that makes you drowsy as a last resort
Whenever you feel haunted, the truth lies out there
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 4:14 pm
I did something weird today ._.
I was falling asleep today in class while taking notes, and my notes kept trailing off into little scribbles as I would fall asleep over and over again... They were basically illegible. But at the end of class, I looked over the chicken scratch on the page, and I found something that had nothing to do with math. Somehow, I had written "I hardly ever talk to Kucia anymore." WTF? Kucia was my ex's best friend who died a couple of years ago. Why the hell would I write that and why don't I remember doing it?!?!? I guess it must have gone along with something I was dreaming or something... D=
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 4:39 pm
As weird as it seems, I kinda wanna just go on a date. Like a normal, "we just met let's see how this works" kinda thing. I'm just sick of it my ex being my last everything. It just doesn't feel like I've fully moved on with life until I've tried seeing another guy.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 5:32 pm
LifeSuxEatCake To whichever east-coaster (I think) sent me the valentine's sonnet, it was really, really sweet and lovely and so many other adjectives I cannot think of right now. > w< heart ily2somuch
I think I know who it was, maybe? maybeee... okay probably not
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:01 pm
I told my brother about how I think about cutting myself a lot.
He said I'm too smart to do something like that.
I don't know if I agree with him. crying
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:01 pm
ooooOOoo so tired but I cant sleep heh, I keep having nightmares or just feel to sick =/
I have 200mill or so liquidated now
adnd I WILL HAVE SOME ******** ART !!!!! *hops away psychoticlly*
I think My lack of sleep is making me easily hot headed but today overall wasn't so bad I just wish I could get better soon ;;
cause this juju is buggging me and my sleep and weekly patterns alot and I actually dont need it =/
I have a crap load to do,
today
I have to ring my freaking solicitor and then hope my papers went through ;;
My dad is such an a*****e trying to provoke me =/ alot lately because he knows i cant do anything because mymum opened her big mouth -__-
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:10 pm
Kamastr0 ooooOOoo so tired but I cant sleep heh, I keep having nightmares or just feel to sick =/
I have 200mill or so liquidated now
adnd I WILL HAVE SOME ******** ART !!!!! *hops away psychoticlly*
I think My lack of sleep is making me easily hot headed but today overall wasn't so bad I just wish I could get better soon ;;
cause this juju is buggging me and my sleep and weekly patterns alot and I actually dont need it =/
I have a crap load to do,
today
I have to ring my freaking solicitor and then hope my papers went through ;;
My dad is such an a*****e trying to provoke me =/ alot lately because he knows i cant do anything because mymum opened her big mouth -__-
D: What's going ooooooonnnnnnnnn?
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:11 pm
I was so tempted to change the first post of that necro'd thread to something COMPLETELY unrelated, but I decided not to. :<
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 6:14 pm
Foam-Dome Kamastr0 ooooOOoo so tired but I cant sleep heh, I keep having nightmares or just feel to sick =/
I have 200mill or so liquidated now
adnd I WILL HAVE SOME ******** ART !!!!! *hops away psychoticlly*
I think My lack of sleep is making me easily hot headed but today overall wasn't so bad I just wish I could get better soon ;;
cause this juju is buggging me and my sleep and weekly patterns alot and I actually dont need it =/
I have a crap load to do,
today
I have to ring my freaking solicitor and then hope my papers went through ;;
My dad is such an a*****e trying to provoke me =/ alot lately because he knows i cant do anything because mymum opened her big mouth -__-
D: What's going ooooooonnnnnnnnn?
Nah No auctions I really just want more couple art, I ve been after particular pieces but they seem unobtainable I would ab half the auctions but alot of their offering and the styles arent what Im looking for and some of them don't do the art I'm after =/
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