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 Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 7:11 pm
Kamastr0 Secret: OOooo God Im really growing tired of sadists -__-, my dad started crying and contemplating suicide just so he could gain some form of compassion, I don't think I ve ever been so furious, I feel absolutely horrid with this flu, it s fine when Im relaxing but once I go beyond Blood spews out of my frickin mouth -__-
I don't like blood taste, it taste weird o.O
Im not allowed to lay a finger on my dad for the next two weeks
as the police are writing me up a form and report for my interview Wh-what happened...?
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 7:22 pm
You know, I don't think I hate my life that much. Part of the reason I want to kill myself is because I just feel like suicide is a beautiful thing. Well, not in general. I feel like my suicide would be a beautiful thing. An insignificant life ended by his own blade, or leap, or whatever I would use to do such a thing.
I don't know why. I know it would be a bad thing to do. But... I feel like my life doesn't matter. That nothing would change if I were gone. That the day would end, the new day would begin, and the world would be brighter tomorrow.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 7:28 pm
Jedi Sasquatch You know, I don't think I hate my life that much. Part of the reason I want to kill myself is because I just feel like suicide is a beautiful thing. Well, not in general. I feel like my suicide would be a beautiful thing. An insignificant life ended by his own blade, or leap, or whatever I would use to do such a thing.
I don't know why. I know it would be a bad thing to do. But... I feel like my life doesn't matter. That nothing would change if I were gone. That the day would end, the new day would begin, and the world would be brighter tomorrow.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 7:37 pm
So... today I lost my temper and punched a wall in my apartment... The wall suffered no ill effect, but my right hand did. It went numb soon after and I can barely open my fingers. I have sort of regained feeling in it, but I can't type with it and I cant hold a pen much less a spoon. so eating was a chore and I refuse to go to the hospital... 'Cause then they'd bombard me with questions. I also did something else, but I'll leave that out...
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 7:52 pm
Silent Sympathy So... today I lost my temper and punched a wall in my apartment... The wall suffered no ill effect, but my right hand did. It went numb soon after and I can barely open my fingers. I have sort of regained feeling in it, but I can't type with it and I cant hold a pen much less a spoon. so eating was a chore and I refuse to go to the hospital... 'Cause then they'd bombard me with questions. I also did something else, but I'll leave that out... /huggles <3 D=
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 7:52 pm
Silent Sympathy So... today I lost my temper and punched a wall in my apartment... The wall suffered no ill effect, but my right hand did. It went numb soon after and I can barely open my fingers. I have sort of regained feeling in it, but I can't type with it and I cant hold a pen much less a spoon. so eating was a chore and I refuse to go to the hospital... 'Cause then they'd bombard me with questions. I also did something else, but I'll leave that out...
But it sounds like you might have broken something... You should really get it checked out. D:
You didn't cut yourself, did you? D: Because I swear to god, if you did... ;3;
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 8:11 pm
Foam-Dome Silent Sympathy So... today I lost my temper and punched a wall in my apartment... The wall suffered no ill effect, but my right hand did. It went numb soon after and I can barely open my fingers. I have sort of regained feeling in it, but I can't type with it and I cant hold a pen much less a spoon. so eating was a chore and I refuse to go to the hospital... 'Cause then they'd bombard me with questions. I also did something else, but I'll leave that out...
But it sounds like you might have broken something... You should really get it checked out. D:
You didn't cut yourself, did you? D: Because I swear to god, if you did... ;3;
There's no easy way to say it.. At least it's somewhere people can't see it..Ch0: Thanks..
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 8:12 pm
Foam-Dome Silent Sympathy So... today I lost my temper and punched a wall in my apartment... The wall suffered no ill effect, but my right hand did. It went numb soon after and I can barely open my fingers. I have sort of regained feeling in it, but I can't type with it and I cant hold a pen much less a spoon. so eating was a chore and I refuse to go to the hospital... 'Cause then they'd bombard me with questions. I also did something else, but I'll leave that out...
But it sounds like you might have broken something... You should really get it checked out. D:
You didn't cut yourself, did you? D: Because I swear to god, if you did... ;3;
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 8:16 pm
Silent Sympathy So... today I lost my temper and punched a wall in my apartment... The wall suffered no ill effect, but my right hand did. It went numb soon after and I can barely open my fingers. I have sort of regained feeling in it, but I can't type with it and I cant hold a pen much less a spoon. so eating was a chore and I refuse to go to the hospital... 'Cause then they'd bombard me with questions. I also did something else, but I'll leave that out... :c <333
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 8:20 pm
@Silent: I hope it feels better soon.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 8:29 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 8:34 pm
Me and my friend Lukey will randomly say I love to to each other all the time. More than once his friends have mistaken me for his girlfriend. I'm tempted to ask him to be my Valentine just so we can be over the top about it and confuse his friends even more. Plus making my fake fiance jealous is always fun. ninja
Edit: Scratched that, we got facebook married instead. xd
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 8:35 pm
Silent Sympathy Foam-Dome Silent Sympathy So... today I lost my temper and punched a wall in my apartment... The wall suffered no ill effect, but my right hand did. It went numb soon after and I can barely open my fingers. I have sort of regained feeling in it, but I can't type with it and I cant hold a pen much less a spoon. so eating was a chore and I refuse to go to the hospital... 'Cause then they'd bombard me with questions. I also did something else, but I'll leave that out...
But it sounds like you might have broken something... You should really get it checked out. D:
You didn't cut yourself, did you? D: Because I swear to god, if you did... ;3;
There's no easy way to say it.. At least it's somewhere people can't see it..Ch0: Thanks..
That doesn't make it okay! ;3; Just hearing about it makes my skin all crawly and gets me queasy. D: I really wanna help...
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 9:04 pm
Foam-Dome Well, that's good. XD I really hope you feel better. D:
That doesn't make it okay! ;3; Just hearing about it makes my skin all crawly and gets me queasy. D: I really wanna help...
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. It was a moment of weakness. I feel so bad now.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2011 9:04 pm
LabTech Kestin Urgh. I know some of you do, but...I guess it's that somehow the very worst posts are always in black. I don't know. I'm just so pissed off at everything lately. My head's not on straight and being a decent person just fails me half the time. sweatdrop Unrelated: I usually stay home when my family goes to the movies. Once in a blue moon or so, they practically get on their knees and beg me to come along "just this once", and I usually do. Of course, it figures that the one movie they chose to beg me to accompany them to was the one that could and did set my tic disorder into overdrive. It hasn't died back down yet and it's driving me crazy.
Do they do that on purpose just to torment you? :c *huggles*
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