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 Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 9:22 am
All day erry day. cool I named a Buneary after you once. He died though, so I used his corpse for wandering around the cute-'Mons-only park. 8D
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 9:48 am
Maris Pallitax I should stop Nuzlocking. It's simply too hard on me, I get too wound up with it, I'm too sensitive a person to get so close to pixels... emo
I'll miss you Darius my sweet Arcanine ;-; @#$% you Cynthia and your stupid rematch levels. Actually, @#$% the entire Sinnoh E4 rematches. Bastards.
/nerd
It would make sense that I've been having panic attacks. (I never knew what the term meant til a doctor told me what they were) I didn't even realize I'd been having them for a while ._.
I have got to get this under control. The only free therapist/clinic even remotely close by is a marriage counselor. I am so SOL it's not even funny. (Before anyone thinks to ask, I have no driver's license, money, or vehicle. My family is simply too poor to afford any of the other nearby therapy places - and none offer what I need. Thanks, armpit-of-a-town-that-I-live-in!)
Little things have been setting me off lately x.x Just stupid, trivial things. (well, they're not trivial to me at the time, but I'm somewhat sure they'd be considered such by outside sources) Even reading comics with sad stuff makes me cry or angry... x.x Ugh. I hate being so sensitive.
And I'm starting to get more... open about things. At least to one person in particular, which makes me feel stupid and weak. e.e
The person I rely on most (my mother) has become very unreliable in certain aspects. She won't listen to me any more, she derails me halfway through a sentence and goes on about something completely unrelated and unhelpful... we both know what's wrong with her and neither of us can do anything about it... (lol@starting to cry as I type) When she and my good brother go... I'll have no family left. I've pretty much disowned my evil brother. My sister is halfway across the country... I will be completely and utterly alone, and that frightens me something awful.
It took me so long to realize how dependent I am on having someone dependent on me... And now I'm the one needing someone to take care of me. >_< I hate this... what happened to me? I used to be awesome. I could fight bears and doesn't afraid of anything.
[/textwall] *hugs* Sensitive, heh me too in that department tbh As for being alone, don't feel that way, you'll have us always and I know you can fight and make it through and you'll find or eventually someone will be lucky and find you =] Pish posh, You are still AWESOME
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 10:06 am
Kamastr0 Maris Pallitax I should stop Nuzlocking. It's simply too hard on me, I get too wound up with it, I'm too sensitive a person to get so close to pixels... emo
I'll miss you Darius my sweet Arcanine ;-; @#$% you Cynthia and your stupid rematch levels. Actually, @#$% the entire Sinnoh E4 rematches. Bastards.
/nerd
It would make sense that I've been having panic attacks. (I never knew what the term meant til a doctor told me what they were) I didn't even realize I'd been having them for a while ._.
I have got to get this under control. The only free therapist/clinic even remotely close by is a marriage counselor. I am so SOL it's not even funny. (Before anyone thinks to ask, I have no driver's license, money, or vehicle. My family is simply too poor to afford any of the other nearby therapy places - and none offer what I need. Thanks, armpit-of-a-town-that-I-live-in!)
Little things have been setting me off lately x.x Just stupid, trivial things. (well, they're not trivial to me at the time, but I'm somewhat sure they'd be considered such by outside sources) Even reading comics with sad stuff makes me cry or angry... x.x Ugh. I hate being so sensitive.
And I'm starting to get more... open about things. At least to one person in particular, which makes me feel stupid and weak. e.e
The person I rely on most (my mother) has become very unreliable in certain aspects. She won't listen to me any more, she derails me halfway through a sentence and goes on about something completely unrelated and unhelpful... we both know what's wrong with her and neither of us can do anything about it... (lol@starting to cry as I type) When she and my good brother go... I'll have no family left. I've pretty much disowned my evil brother. My sister is halfway across the country... I will be completely and utterly alone, and that frightens me something awful.
It took me so long to realize how dependent I am on having someone dependent on me... And now I'm the one needing someone to take care of me. >_< I hate this... what happened to me? I used to be awesome. I could fight bears and doesn't afraid of anything.
[/textwall] *hugs* Sensitive, heh me too in that department tbh As for being alone, don't feel that way, you'll have us always and I know you can fight and make it through and you'll find or eventually someone will be lucky and find you =] Pish posh, You are still AWESOME Pish Posh indeed D: /glomps and huggles Maris <33333
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 10:48 am
-huggle fest-
Umm... Yeah, sorry about that, Kam. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 11:26 am
I've been thinking for the last few minutes... I remembered why I don't talk about myself to others, it just makes me feel inadequate. I feel like I'm being judged for how I handle myself when that's all I have to count on. When you don't have anyone to rely on, what else is there to do? (Well, other than seeking professional help, but that's something separate.) Because I've been handling things on my own for so long now, I don't know how to accept help from others. Besides, my problems are not all that major, now when there are other people who do have actual problems to deal with.
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 12:30 pm
It is now official, a Psychotic a*****e can get away with everything -__-
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 1:11 pm
Kamastr0 It is now official, a Psychotic a*****e can get away with everything -__-
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 1:14 pm
Jesus ******** christ.
There's yet another condom wrapper on the top of the garbage can in the kitchen today. Trojan Fire and Ice, for those of you who were wondering. I saw it from the otherside of the damn room. Why? Why can't people be more discreet?
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 1:25 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 1:52 pm
Why? =(@Cleo: D= Whatever happened to subtlety? That's kind of sad...
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 1:56 pm
Jedi Sasquatch Why? =(@Cleo: D= Whatever happened to subtlety? That's kind of sad...
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 1:58 pm
I'm not saying that everyone who isn't in IB is dumb, just the people at my school.
Second day of Regular Biology, so many stupid questions it's not even funny. To top it all off, all the people I hate are in this class, the people whom I was glad to not have in my IB classes anymore.
Speaking of Nuzlockes, I'm doing my first one on FireRed. Currently at the E4, and too scared to challenged them. I'm severely under leveled and I'm fed up with grinding at this point. I fear losing CakeBatter the Butterfree. He's been with me so long, and was the last Pokemon I expected to make it this far.
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 2:00 pm
Twisted In Twilight
I'm not saying that everyone who isn't in IB is dumb, just the people at my school.
Second day of Regular Biology, so many stupid questions it's not even funny. To top it all off, all the people I hate are in this class, the people whom I was glad to not have in my IB classes anymore.
Speaking of Nuzlockes, I'm doing my first one on FireRed. Currently at the E4, and too scared to challenged them. I'm severely under leveled and I'm fed up with grinding at this point. I fear losing CakeBatter the Butterfree. He's been with me so long, and was the last Pokemon I expected to make it this far.
don't challenge them than.
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 2:12 pm
AstralStorm Twisted In Twilight
I'm not saying that everyone who isn't in IB is dumb, just the people at my school.
Second day of Regular Biology, so many stupid questions it's not even funny. To top it all off, all the people I hate are in this class, the people whom I was glad to not have in my IB classes anymore.
Speaking of Nuzlockes, I'm doing my first one on FireRed. Currently at the E4, and too scared to challenged them. I'm severely under leveled and I'm fed up with grinding at this point. I fear losing CakeBatter the Butterfree. He's been with me so long, and was the last Pokemon I expected to make it this far.
don't challenge them than.
But I want to have at least beaten my first Nuzlocke! D:
I might just split the grind into smaller parts so I can eventually beat it,
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 2:13 pm
Twisted In Twilight AstralStorm Twisted In Twilight
I'm not saying that everyone who isn't in IB is dumb, just the people at my school.
Second day of Regular Biology, so many stupid questions it's not even funny. To top it all off, all the people I hate are in this class, the people whom I was glad to not have in my IB classes anymore.
Speaking of Nuzlockes, I'm doing my first one on FireRed. Currently at the E4, and too scared to challenged them. I'm severely under leveled and I'm fed up with grinding at this point. I fear losing CakeBatter the Butterfree. He's been with me so long, and was the last Pokemon I expected to make it this far.
don't challenge them than.
But I want to have at least beaten my first Nuzlocke! D:
I might just split the grind into smaller parts so I can eventually beat it,
i just gradually spam the shiitake mushrooms out of the elite 4 till I get to lvl 100
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