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 Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 2:21 am
Miss P, you're awesome!
And you prolly get that a lot but it's truuuue <3
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 2:30 am
@Cleo's post before that I can't find now D:
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Friends, family, teachers and even the principal =D
Now I have $272 =DDD
Can't wait til the 10th to shave it all off now xD
Methinks the Leukemia Foundation will be happy with everyones' efforts.
I just wish I could support the Cyclone Fund, Bushfire Appeal and Flood Appeal T_______________T Recently, Australia's been bashed and battered by mother nature D':
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 2:44 am
cave_dweller_candy Miss P, you're awesome! And you prolly get that a lot but it's truuuue <3
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 4:26 am
Kimchi Noodle Little Miss Fortune Kimchi Noodle Little Miss Fortune Kimchi Noodle I'm so sad. Feel so lonely. I don't know what I'm going to do.
Talk to me? =(
I hate you XD
You had me worriiiied =(
I'm already thinking about you all the time anywayyyy =P heart
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 5:26 am
Vinicius Fernagon Jer0nim0 Ah... Reinstalling will do that. And I'm glad. I was worried when I got my half of the message. : I don't want you to undergo other bullshit than you already have to deal with. I'm reinstalling it right now and hopefully it'll work right after its done. I actually laughed when I read the message. It's just so stupid. @Kam: Bunnies have dark secrets?
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:29 am
LabTech Kestin Jedi Sasquatch LabTech Kestin Kamastr0 whats wrong?wish to talk? or vent? =/
But I'm sorry if you feel that way. I'll try to be there for you more in the future.
tl;dr:
-I post in here.
-People try to give me advice.
-It doesn't work, and I say so.
-People get irritated.
-I post again.
-People ignore me because they "don't know what to say".
-Someone else posts the exact same things as I do.
-People immediately rush to give them huggles and empty but comforting words.
-I complain about being ignored.
-People tell me that I keep "rejecting" their advice, and that they just don't know what to say to me.
-I tell them that I just want huggles and empty but comforting words.
-People give me a lecture on the harsh reality of life.
OR
-People say that now that they know that, they'll start responding with that support.
-I post more times.
-People continue to ignore me.
-Someone else posts the exact same things again.
-People rush to give them cuddly love.
-I start feeling like everyone just hates me, because it really isn't that goddamn hard to respond with something like "*huggles*" or "Oh, that sucks, I hope it gets better soon", and that everyone would secretly be glad if I just killed myself.
-I post a rant like this.
-"We're not here to coddle you. You can't expect blahdy blah..."
OR
-"Oh, now that we know what you want..."
-Rinse.
-Repeat.
-???
-Profit!
...damn, that went way further into my feelings than I intended. >_< Please nobody hate me for this?*hugs* I'm sorry you felt that way, =[ I really hope you do keep posting and just let your feelings out and no one can hate you, hate is strong and deep and you've done nothing to merit something anywhere near or close to hate.*glomps&hugs*
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:41 am
When I logged in and got around to poking my head into the guild I saw the old threads. I saw _______ name and got all excited. Thinking they were all back. So I kept reading one thread and then saw Pizza's post and someone else's about necro'ing them. Then I went back to the first page and read the date. It was from a few years ago. sweatdrop Then I felt a little stupid for not realizing it earlier. xp
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:43 am
Kamastr0 Vinicius Fernagon @Kam: Bunnies have dark secrets?
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:44 am
Raven dragonfire-Divinity When I logged in and got around to poking my head into the guild I saw the old threads. I saw _______ name and got all excited. Thinking they were all back. So I kept reading one thread and then saw Pizza's post and someone else's about necro'ing them. Then I went back to the first page and read the date. It was from a few years ago. sweatdrop Then I felt a little stupid for not realizing it earlier. xp XD don't worry, The same thing happened to me heh when I got on and was like "Wait whut whut now?" hehe *hugs*
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:46 am
cave_dweller_candy Kamastr0 Vinicius Fernagon @Kam: Bunnies have dark secrets?
It'll be like I never accidently stumbled on that picture
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:56 am
Kamastr0 Raven dragonfire-Divinity When I logged in and got around to poking my head into the guild I saw the old threads. I saw _______ name and got all excited. Thinking they were all back. So I kept reading one thread and then saw Pizza's post and someone else's about necro'ing them. Then I went back to the first page and read the date. It was from a few years ago. sweatdrop Then I felt a little stupid for not realizing it earlier. xp XD don't worry, The same thing happened to me heh when I got on and was like "Wait whut whut now?" hehe *hugs* xD I'm sure a lot of us had the same reaction too. ~Hugs back.~
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:59 am
Kamastr0 cave_dweller_candy Kamastr0 Vinicius Fernagon @Kam: Bunnies have dark secrets?
It'll be like I never accidently stumbled on that picture =D!
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 7:39 am
Sorry if this brings up an already dealt with issue... just a little.... irritated
Came on this morning, saw the thread about old threads. Went bin surfing.
Found the lovely thread that had &^£$!£$%^ in it saying... well I'm not even sure what &^£$!£$%^ was saying to be brutally honest. Then commented &^£$!£$%^ to see &^£$!£$%^ was ok, as usual cryptic reply. Then replied, said I had to go to class so couldn't continue and the message I get back is "Fine". WTF? I don't get how people can think the world should revolve around them. For goodness sake if I abandoned my education everytime someone on the internet had a little mental breakdown I'd be ********! Hell I don't even abandon my education when I'M having a mental hiccup let alone anyone else!
I was worried about how they were and they basically gave me tge short shift for caring. Well screw that. Friendship REVOKED!
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 8:07 am
I should stop Nuzlocking. It's simply too hard on me, I get too wound up with it, I'm too sensitive a person to get so close to pixels... emo
I'll miss you Darius my sweet Arcanine ;-; @#$% you Cynthia and your stupid rematch levels. Actually, @#$% the entire Sinnoh E4 rematches. Bastards.
/nerd
It would make sense that I've been having panic attacks. (I never knew what the term meant til a doctor told me what they were) I didn't even realize I'd been having them for a while ._.
I have got to get this under control. The only free therapist/clinic even remotely close by is a marriage counselor. I am so SOL it's not even funny. (Before anyone thinks to ask, I have no driver's license, money, or vehicle. My family is simply too poor to afford any of the other nearby therapy places - and none offer what I need. Thanks, armpit-of-a-town-that-I-live-in!)
Little things have been setting me off lately x.x Just stupid, trivial things. (well, they're not trivial to me at the time, but I'm somewhat sure they'd be considered such by outside sources) Even reading comics with sad stuff makes me cry or angry... x.x Ugh. I hate being so sensitive.
And I'm starting to get more... open about things. At least to one person in particular, which makes me feel stupid and weak. e.e
The person I rely on most (my mother) has become very unreliable in certain aspects. She won't listen to me any more, she derails me halfway through a sentence and goes on about something completely unrelated and unhelpful... we both know what's wrong with her and neither of us can do anything about it... (lol@starting to cry as I type) When she and my good brother go... I'll have no family left. I've pretty much disowned my evil brother. My sister is halfway across the country... I will be completely and utterly alone, and that frightens me something awful.
It took me so long to realize how dependent I am on having someone dependent on me... And now I'm the one needing someone to take care of me. >_< I hate this... what happened to me? I used to be awesome. I could fight bears and doesn't afraid of anything.
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 8:48 am
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