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 Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:01 pm
Jer0nim0 Ah... Reinstalling will do that. And I'm glad. I was worried when I got my half of the message. : I don't want you to undergo other bullshit than you already have to deal with. I'm reinstalling it right now and hopefully it'll work right after its done. I actually laughed when I read the message. It's just so stupid. @Kam: Bunnies have dark secrets?
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:08 pm
Vinicius Fernagon Jedi Sasquatch
You got a valentine's hate card too? D= That s**t seems to be spreading like a wildfire...
I'm surprised I haven't gotten one yet xd
Other people have gotten them? (I'm totally lame and haven't checked any of the other threads yet) If you get one whoever this person is must be incredibly stupid. You're a wicked chill person <3
=D Thanks dude. ILY2 <3
(typing with one hand right now xd )
I dunno, just seems like trolls would see me as an easy target, what with being all insecure and all that. But no troll's gonna get to me, mark my words >_<
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:09 pm
I didn't. It's a bit creepy. I don't think I know anyone who would be that horrid to you. All I know is that it has to be someone in this thread. :
And same question. o,o
EDIT: I'll be afk for a bit. Late. >,>;
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:22 pm
Jedi Sasquatch LabTech Kestin Kamastr0 whats wrong?wish to talk? or vent? =/
But I'm sorry if you feel that way. I'll try to be there for you more in the future.
tl;dr:
-I post in here.
-People try to give me advice.
-It doesn't work, and I say so.
-People get irritated.
-I post again.
-People ignore me because they "don't know what to say".
-Someone else posts the exact same things as I do.
-People immediately rush to give them huggles and empty but comforting words.
-I complain about being ignored.
-People tell me that I keep "rejecting" their advice, and that they just don't know what to say to me.
-I tell them that I just want huggles and empty but comforting words.
-People give me a lecture on the harsh reality of life.
OR
-People say that now that they know that, they'll start responding with that support.
-I post more times.
-People continue to ignore me.
-Someone else posts the exact same things again.
-People rush to give them cuddly love.
-I start feeling like everyone just hates me, because it really isn't that goddamn hard to respond with something like "*huggles*" or "Oh, that sucks, I hope it gets better soon", and that everyone would secretly be glad if I just killed myself.
-I post a rant like this.
-"We're not here to coddle you. You can't expect blahdy blah..."
OR
-"Oh, now that we know what you want..."
-Rinse.
-Repeat.
-???
-Profit!
...damn, that went way further into my feelings than I intended. >_< Please nobody hate me for this?
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:29 pm
@Jedi: That's a great way to think. I can't even take this person seriously. It's just a joke.
@Nim: It is sorta creepy. It really doesn't bother me. Some people are just rude that way I guess. I want everyone to know that I love them though, I don't give a damn if they hate me or not, I still love them.
Skype just finished installing too. Hopefully it works.
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:32 pm
LabTech Kestin Yeah, you're one of the only people who ever talk to me nowadays, and I'm willing to bet it's because you haven't been around me enough to hate me yet. ^^; But even so, I only get a response from the two or three people who bother with me every tenth time I post here. Most of the things I say that get ignored I've seen said pretty much word-for-word by others and gotten huggles and support piled on them by like ten people at once, whereas if I try to explain that all I want from people is huggles and support, they chew me out for first "rejecting" advice because it won't work and then complaining that nobody responds, and also for seemingly ignoring the fact that sometimes people don't know what to say, and when I try to tell them what I need, which amounts to exactly the same thing they give other people for saying the exact same things, they're all like "Oh, we're not here to coddle you", or if they're feeling generous, "Oh, now that we know what you ask of us, we'll try to give you it, but really we're just saying that, because we never actually follow through."
tl;dr:
-I post in here.
-People try to give me advice.
-It doesn't work, and I say so.
-People get irritated.
-I post again.
-People ignore me because they "don't know what to say".
-Someone else posts the exact same things as I do.
-People immediately rush to give them huggles and empty but comforting words.
-I complain about being ignored.
-People tell me that I keep "rejecting" their advice, and that they just don't know what to say to me.
-I tell them that I just want huggles and empty but comforting words.
-People give me a lecture on the harsh reality of life.
OR
-People say that now that they know that, they'll start responding with that support.
-I post more times.
-People continue to ignore me.
-Someone else posts the exact same things again.
-People rush to give them cuddly love.
-I start feeling like everyone just hates me, because it really isn't that goddamn hard to respond with something like "*huggles*" or "Oh, that sucks, I hope it gets better soon", and that everyone would secretly be glad if I just killed myself.
-I post a rant like this.
-"We're not here to coddle you. You can't expect blahdy blah..."
OR
-"Oh, now that we know what you want..."
-Rinse.
-Repeat.
-???
-Profit!
...damn, that went way further into my feelings than I intended. >_< Please nobody hate me for this?
I don't hate you for it. In fact I empathize, because I remember being fed up with this thread for the exact same reason.
How did I break out of that depression? Well I've only really been out of that funk for like less than a week, so it might just be a happy phase and I might come tumbling back, I don't know. But I know the reason I'm happy with my status here now is because I realized that people actually do like me. And that didn't happen on its own; people showed it in subtle ways.
Ehh, except that thread Canni made. That wasn't subtle at all. xd But I do appreciate it.
I can't speak for everyone in the guild, but I can tell you that I like you, and I definitely wouldn't ever want you to kill yourself.
And I'm glad you managed to get your feelings out. I hope it makes you feel better...
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:39 pm
Jedi Sasquatch
I don't hate you for it. In fact I empathize, because I remember being fed up with this thread for the exact same reason.
How did I break out of that depression? Well I've only really been out of that funk for like less than a week, so it might just be a happy phase and I might come tumbling back, I don't know. But I know the reason I'm happy with my status here now is because I realized that people actually do like me. And that didn't happen on its own; people showed it in subtle ways.
Ehh, except that thread Canni made. That wasn't subtle at all. xd But I do appreciate it.
I can't speak for everyone in the guild, but I can tell you that I like you, and I definitely wouldn't ever want you to kill yourself.
And I'm glad you managed to get your feelings out. I hope it makes you feel better...
Kestin - if I can remember to respond, I'll reply when I get up or in the afternoon. xD
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:45 pm
CleoSombra Jedi Sasquatch
I don't hate you for it. In fact I empathize, because I remember being fed up with this thread for the exact same reason.
How did I break out of that depression? Well I've only really been out of that funk for like less than a week, so it might just be a happy phase and I might come tumbling back, I don't know. But I know the reason I'm happy with my status here now is because I realized that people actually do like me. And that didn't happen on its own; people showed it in subtle ways.
Ehh, except that thread Canni made. That wasn't subtle at all. xd But I do appreciate it.
I can't speak for everyone in the guild, but I can tell you that I like you, and I definitely wouldn't ever want you to kill yourself.
And I'm glad you managed to get your feelings out. I hope it makes you feel better...
Kestin - if I can remember to respond, I'll reply when I get up or in the afternoon. xD
Honestly, I can tell you the exact day that my feelings changed and I (for the most part) stopped feeling depressed, and that was the day of Mizu's wedding. I mentioned the wedding in the Skype chat and she said I should go, which made me go O.o because I had thought Mizu didn't like me. And other stuff like that happened that day too, basically I just then realized that people didn't really dislike me.
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 11:36 pm
aww kestin <3 I read pretty much all of the secrets thread (... ninja ), and I do care about about you (and everyone else here). If you ever want to talk, you can send me a PM or something. (: <3 I just feel bad replying to people with emptily comforting words, so I don't actually post here often. >>;
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 11:41 pm
Jedi Sasquatch CleoSombra Jedi Sasquatch
I don't hate you for it. In fact I empathize, because I remember being fed up with this thread for the exact same reason.
How did I break out of that depression? Well I've only really been out of that funk for like less than a week, so it might just be a happy phase and I might come tumbling back, I don't know. But I know the reason I'm happy with my status here now is because I realized that people actually do like me. And that didn't happen on its own; people showed it in subtle ways.
Ehh, except that thread Canni made. That wasn't subtle at all. xd But I do appreciate it.
I can't speak for everyone in the guild, but I can tell you that I like you, and I definitely wouldn't ever want you to kill yourself.
And I'm glad you managed to get your feelings out. I hope it makes you feel better...
Kestin - if I can remember to respond, I'll reply when I get up or in the afternoon. xD
Honestly, I can tell you the exact day that my feelings changed and I (for the most part) stopped feeling depressed, and that was the day of Mizu's wedding. I mentioned the wedding in the Skype chat and she said I should go, which made me go O.o because I had thought Mizu didn't like me. And other stuff like that happened that day too, basically I just then realized that people didn't really dislike me.
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 12:27 am
epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Yoru Kurosawa A tear is only water, a sigh is only air
I just had a dream where I fought and killed my boyfriend's parents so I could be with him. They were keeping him away from me and abusing him, so I fought them and won. There was blood everywhere, and we even waded across a river of it, smiling and giggling. It was scary... and I'm scared of what this means not just for us but what it means about me.
Whenever you feel haunted, the truth lies out there It means that you hold rage towards them. The subconscious speaks mainly in metaphors, symbolism, and puns.
Soo, a Freudian, are you?
Just trying to help him, cause dreams like that can give you doubts to your sanity. A tear is only water, a sigh is only air
They piss me off. I'll freely admit that. But I didn't think that somewhere in me was something that could kill if incensed enough. I guess why not? I mean, if I can be enraged to the point to where I'm willing to perform black magic without care of the karmic backlash, why wouldn't a piece of me exist where I am willing to kill?
Though maybe I ought to think of it as I'm willing to protect him whatever the cost...
Whenever you feel haunted, the truth lies out there
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 12:29 am
WE ALL LOVE YOU, KESTIN. :'D
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 12:37 am
LabTech Kestin Yeah, you're one of the only people who ever talk to me nowadays, and I'm willing to bet it's because you haven't been around me enough to hate me yet. ^^; But even so, I only get a response from the two or three people who bother with me every tenth time I post here. Most of the things I say that get ignored I've seen said pretty much word-for-word by others and gotten huggles and support piled on them by like ten people at once, whereas if I try to explain that all I want from people is huggles and support, they chew me out for first "rejecting" advice because it won't work and then complaining that nobody responds, and also for seemingly ignoring the fact that sometimes people don't know what to say, and when I try to tell them what I need, which amounts to exactly the same thing they give other people for saying the exact same things, they're all like "Oh, we're not here to coddle you", or if they're feeling generous, "Oh, now that we know what you ask of us, we'll try to give you it, but really we're just saying that, because we never actually follow through."
tl;dr:
-I post in here.
-People try to give me advice.
-It doesn't work, and I say so.
-People get irritated.
-I post again.
-People ignore me because they "don't know what to say".
-Someone else posts the exact same things as I do.
-People immediately rush to give them huggles and empty but comforting words.
-I complain about being ignored.
-People tell me that I keep "rejecting" their advice, and that they just don't know what to say to me.
-I tell them that I just want huggles and empty but comforting words.
-People give me a lecture on the harsh reality of life.
OR
-People say that now that they know that, they'll start responding with that support.
-I post more times.
-People continue to ignore me.
-Someone else posts the exact same things again.
-People rush to give them cuddly love.
-I start feeling like everyone just hates me, because it really isn't that goddamn hard to respond with something like "*huggles*" or "Oh, that sucks, I hope it gets better soon", and that everyone would secretly be glad if I just killed myself.
-I post a rant like this.
-"We're not here to coddle you. You can't expect blahdy blah..."
OR
-"Oh, now that we know what you want..."
-Rinse.
-Repeat.
-???
-Profit!
...damn, that went way further into my feelings than I intended. >_< Please nobody hate me for this?
Stop it Kestin! You're thinking the bad thoughts again. We all care about you. We may not show it particularly well some times but we do. We're all human, and you do have to forgive us for that much, it's not something we can all change.
People sometimes do things without thinking. God I can't even remember the last time one of my secrets in here was actually acknowledged by another person, let alone given support for it! But that's how life is. People sometimes ignore you for other things, like completely inane or random chats. It sucks but it happens.
So don't be so hard on yourself!
Also there is no way to possibly hate you. You're too nice. If you ever say something you even THINK could upset someone you apologise like immediately (that's more than I would do certainly)
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 1:20 am
Little Miss Fortune Kimchi Noodle Little Miss Fortune Kimchi Noodle I'm so sad. Feel so lonely. I don't know what I'm going to do.
Talk to me? =(
I hate you XD
You had me worriiiied =(
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 2:08 am
•○♣☼♣○•$235? That’s really awesome Candy <3 It’s a brave thing to shave your head!
---o0o---
Mew I was feeling like that too today. You’re so right, ‘nothing ventured nothing gained’ mind you that doesn’t make it any easier XD
Yeah, having somewhere to word vomit really helps <3
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Thanks Maris *hugs* <3
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How come you feel so bad Nim, what’s wrong? D: If your stomach is feeling upset then you could try eating slices of apple and drinking boiled water. That is about the only thing my stomach can handle when I’m like that.
---o0o---
I know it’s not my job Jedi it’s just something I want to do.
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*huggles Mickey*
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Mizu, JK likes your art? So he should! <3
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That is a scary dream Yoru D: Sometimes dreams can feel so real *shudders* but the thing is that they aren’t... so as long as you don’t actually kill them or anything for real then you don’t need to give it too much thought.
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Toxic... it makes me a little upset too.
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Kim *hugs* Smile?You can talk to me anytime you like, I haven't forgot when you helped me <3
Edit: I don't know how to make the link white sorry ^^;
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Vin that was a horrible thing for someone to do and I hope they say sorry. I’m glad you’re not giving them the satisfaction of letting it get to you!
If you have skype you’re welcome to add me!
---o0o---
Em has a crush? Ohhhh ;D Well at least you can still see him at lunch and in other classes? Starting something new does give butterflies in the tummy. Don’t worry, I’m sure it will be okay ^^
---o0o---
Something bad about bunnies? D:
---o0o---
Kes... *huggles*? There's plenty more where that came from ;D
•○♣☼♣○•
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