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 Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:57 pm
I think my ADD is transferring to my art. .____________.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 5:26 pm
I feel like even more of a failure than usual. I never thought that my brother calling me a failure would hurt more than when my dad calls me it.
I've been trying to keep my family from finding out about everything that's been going on but I think my dad knows that somethings up.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 6:16 pm
Ugh! ******** you, you know ******** you both, I fix, i clean, I cook, I pick up the pieces, I pay the bills, I listen to your drama, I take everything every single thing your pain your problems and Im always the one left out in the rain crying
I ******** hate you both
You just keep playing games, I m tired of the games, Im tired of me being the one everyone wants to use and manipulate .
I just want peace I want freedom
But I feel like Im chained and being tortured.
You keep dragging me down to freaking hell so I can suffer constantly its ******** annoying and because I always come back up to the surface to see the light but every single god damn one of you assholes are hanging from my chains -_____- I dont mind carrying I ll carry anyone tot he top but I hate being the one to be forgot the one who just suffers and has to feel this way
Ugh then you just had to step in, you dont ******** know s**t, you dont know what i went through, I know what you went through it was your own fualt you re just another sadistic b***h who ******** and used guys .
I never used anyone instead I ended up being on the cruel end of the stick and then thrown away and abandoned and you have the nerve to lecture me about stuff ******** you!
EDIT: I can't believe you just laughed when mum told you my suicide attempt failed -___-
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 7:00 pm
Kamastr0 Ugh! ******** you, you know ******** you both, I fix, i clean, I cook, I pick up the pieces, I pay the bills, I listen to your drama, I take everything every single thing your pain your problems and Im always the one left out in the rain crying
I ******** hate you both
You just keep playing games, I m tired of the games, Im tired of me being the one everyone wants to use and manipulate .
I just want peace I want freedom
But I feel like Im chained and being tortured.
You keep dragging me down to freaking hell so I can suffer constantly its ******** annoying and because I always come back up to the surface to see the light but every single god damn one of you assholes are hanging from my chains -_____- I dont mind carrying I ll carry anyone tot he top but I hate being the one to be forgot the one who just suffers and has to feel this way
Ugh then you just had to step in, you dont ******** know s**t, you dont know what i went through, I know what you went through it was your own fualt you re just another sadistic b***h who ******** and used guys .
I never used anyone instead I ended up being on the cruel end of the stick and then thrown away and abandoned and you have the nerve to lecture me about stuff ******** you!
EDIT: I can't believe you just laughed when mum told you my suicide attempt failed -___-
:c /huggles lots <33
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 8:39 pm
x_x
I just had a major down mood-swing. >.<
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 9:07 pm
Ugh. ******** it. I can't do anything right. No matter what I do no one is ever ******** happy.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 9:20 pm
Why do I still post here? It always makes me feel worse...
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 9:37 pm
Ugh! why do I have to like HIM? I mean, I don't hate liking HIM. Completely wrong. I love liking HIM. I don't want to stop liking HIM. But, now HIS brother knows. Apparently hE figured it out a while ago and has know. Just decided to talk to me about it a few days ago. So, now hE knows I like HIM, and pities me because HE won't date me. Which is weird, since hE is HIS brother and my good friend, but still HIS brother first. Which is weird.And hE keeps staring at me whenever I'm around HIM, and just looks at me with this sad expression cause hE knows I'm hurting because HE would never go out with me.
So life sucks. Oh, btw, its almost Valentines day. Wah. Hoo.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 9:44 pm
My roommate is spending her first Valentine's Day alone in apparently about five years. I told her that spending it alone gets to be perfectly normal after a while. I omitted the fact that, in spite of its normalcy, it still hurts to be alone, surrounded by people who have someone that loves them. It's not about the holiday, more the reminder that I have nobody to turn to for warmth when it's cold, or to talk to until three in the morning just because we can, to share my life with. And it's this time of year that I start to wonder if there is something deep-down wrong with me, that I've been alone all this time.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 10:12 pm
I went to bed at 2 AM last night, and got out of bed at 9:15 PM. I wonder if that's some sort of record? Kamastr0 Ugh! ******** you, you know ******** you both, I fix, i clean, I cook, I pick up the pieces, I pay the bills, I listen to your drama, I take everything every single thing your pain your problems and Im always the one left out in the rain crying
I ******** hate you both
You just keep playing games, I m tired of the games, Im tired of me being the one everyone wants to use and manipulate .
I just want peace I want freedom
But I feel like Im chained and being tortured.
You keep dragging me down to freaking hell so I can suffer constantly its ******** annoying and because I always come back up to the surface to see the light but every single god damn one of you assholes are hanging from my chains -_____- I dont mind carrying I ll carry anyone tot he top but I hate being the one to be forgot the one who just suffers and has to feel this way
Ugh then you just had to step in, you dont ******** know s**t, you dont know what i went through, I know what you went through it was your own fualt you re just another sadistic b***h who ******** and used guys .
I never used anyone instead I ended up being on the cruel end of the stick and then thrown away and abandoned and you have the nerve to lecture me about stuff ******** you!
EDIT: I can't believe you just laughed when mum told you my suicide attempt failed -___-
...Yeah, you've got to kick them out. It's pretty much a necessity at this point.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 10:19 pm
CleoSombra x_x I just had a major down mood-swing. >.< D: Why? What happenned? When? Are you feeling better? heart D:
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 10:22 pm
Foam-Dome I went to bed at 2 AM last night, and got out of bed at 9:15 PM. I wonder if that's some sort of record? Kamastr0 Ugh! ******** you, you know ******** you both, I fix, i clean, I cook, I pick up the pieces, I pay the bills, I listen to your drama, I take everything every single thing your pain your problems and Im always the one left out in the rain crying
I ******** hate you both
You just keep playing games, I m tired of the games, Im tired of me being the one everyone wants to use and manipulate .
I just want peace I want freedom
But I feel like Im chained and being tortured.
You keep dragging me down to freaking hell so I can suffer constantly its ******** annoying and because I always come back up to the surface to see the light but every single god damn one of you assholes are hanging from my chains -_____- I dont mind carrying I ll carry anyone tot he top but I hate being the one to be forgot the one who just suffers and has to feel this way
Ugh then you just had to step in, you dont ******** know s**t, you dont know what i went through, I know what you went through it was your own fualt you re just another sadistic b***h who ******** and used guys .
I never used anyone instead I ended up being on the cruel end of the stick and then thrown away and abandoned and you have the nerve to lecture me about stuff ******** you!
EDIT: I can't believe you just laughed when mum told you my suicide attempt failed -___-
...Yeah, you've got to kick them out. It's pretty much a necessity at this point. ^
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 10:30 pm
cave_dweller_candy CleoSombra x_x I just had a major down mood-swing. >.< D: Why? What happenned? When? Are you feeling better? heart D: About 5 minutes before I posted.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 10:41 pm
CleoSombra cave_dweller_candy CleoSombra x_x I just had a major down mood-swing. >.< D: Why? What happenned? When? Are you feeling better? heart D: About 5 minutes before I posted. D: /hugs
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 11:19 pm
*Realizes that v-day is coming soon.*...hmmm what to do this time? *Reaches to flip a coin but halts.*No, this time I'm going to choose my own path. Besides, you quarters are all in support of me not being happy....I'M ON TO YOU!!!!!!
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