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 Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 10:31 am
Jedi Sasquatch kittycross Jedi Sasquatch Hey guys, next time I start insulting myself, slap me in the face. Okay?
I mean it. I need to condition myself to stop doing this. >_> Okay if that's what you really want but sometimes people need to vent and get things out, but if you're prone to dangerous wallowing then it's good to know. Something to remember when the suicidal ideation comes back (for me it always does) a nice deterrent to suicide attempts is the possibility of f*cking up and making everything much worse. OD-ing with 'scrips is rarely ever effective and usually ends up with just a big mess of vomit to clean up and a lot of drugs wasted. You can also damage your liver and end up needing dialysis for the rest of your life. Cutting: best case scenario only works if you can get a major artery like the femoral and have a good 20 minutes from the successful incision of no one catching you. What happens more often is missed ventricle in the forearms, a lot of blood, scared mad people that will probably yell because they don't know what else to do and then you have an annoying stay in a hospital when everyone will treat you weird.
D=
Yeah, I remember reading about a bunch of suicide attempts that like totally ruined people's lives.
The reason I think I need to stop insulting myself is because when we say things it reinforces the belief in our minds. I feel like there's two sides to me; one side that wants to blossom and grow and be successful, and one side that thinks that I'm a blight on the world and that suicide is the inevitable ultimate conclusion of my life. I want to get to the point where that bad side isn't there anymore, and I think the best way to do that would be to shut it up.
I don't know though, maybe I'm just making s**t up. .__.
If you are, then you just made up cognitive behavioral therapy xd Reinforcing negative thoughts does just make for the downward spiral and it is really important to reinforce the positive. Some things will always suck, but it's important to remember that you're not one of them
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 11:59 am
Someones thong flew into my Garden I have no idea what to do with it
Im honestly scared to near it, its hanging from a branch o.o
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 12:01 pm
Kamastr0 Someones thong flew into my Garden I have no idea what to do with it Im honestly scared to near it, its hanging from a branch o.o ...wait what?
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 12:03 pm
-Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Someones thong flew into my Garden I have no idea what to do with it Im honestly scared to near it, its hanging from a branch o.o ...wait what? Theres a thong emm underwear, i think its a girls I dunno but its in my garden hanging from a tree o.O dangling and flying around and its freaky, My mum yelled at me to go take it down and put it in the bin but Im to scared to go near it heh o.o
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 12:04 pm
Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Someones thong flew into my Garden I have no idea what to do with it Im honestly scared to near it, its hanging from a branch o.o ...wait what? Theres a thong emm underwear, i think its a girls I dunno but its in my garden hanging from a tree o.O dangling and flying around and its freaky, My mum yelled at me to go take it down and put it in the bin but Im to scared to go near it heh o.o O.o Dish gloves of some sort?
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 12:07 pm
-Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Someones thong flew into my Garden I have no idea what to do with it Im honestly scared to near it, its hanging from a branch o.o ...wait what? Theres a thong emm underwear, i think its a girls I dunno but its in my garden hanging from a tree o.O dangling and flying around and its freaky, My mum yelled at me to go take it down and put it in the bin but Im to scared to go near it heh o.o O.o Dish gloves of some sort? i was thinking biohazard suit or let the wind blow it away im frightened incase i go near it and its blown into my face emo gonk
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 12:07 pm
Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Someones thong flew into my Garden I have no idea what to do with it Im honestly scared to near it, its hanging from a branch o.o ...wait what? Theres a thong emm underwear, i think its a girls I dunno but its in my garden hanging from a tree o.O dangling and flying around and its freaky, My mum yelled at me to go take it down and put it in the bin but Im to scared to go near it heh o.o O.o Dish gloves of some sort? i was thinking biohazard suit or let the wind blow it away im frightened incase i go near it and its blown into my face emo gonk XDD lol if you have a full body suit to protect yourself that might help, lolol. And face yourself not in the wind? O:
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 12:09 pm
-Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Someones thong flew into my Garden I have no idea what to do with it Im honestly scared to near it, its hanging from a branch o.o ...wait what? Theres a thong emm underwear, i think its a girls I dunno but its in my garden hanging from a tree o.O dangling and flying around and its freaky, My mum yelled at me to go take it down and put it in the bin but Im to scared to go near it heh o.o O.o Dish gloves of some sort? i was thinking biohazard suit or let the wind blow it away im frightened incase i go near it and its blown into my face emo gonk XDD lol if you have a full body suit to protect yourself that might help, lolol. And face yourself not in the wind? O: I should call the military and have the blow it up o.o theres a rampaging thong in my garden
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 12:09 pm
Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Kamastr0 Theres a thong emm underwear, i think its a girls I dunno but its in my garden hanging from a tree o.O dangling and flying around and its freaky, My mum yelled at me to go take it down and put it in the bin but Im to scared to go near it heh o.o O.o Dish gloves of some sort? i was thinking biohazard suit or let the wind blow it away im frightened incase i go near it and its blown into my face emo gonk XDD lol if you have a full body suit to protect yourself that might help, lolol. And face yourself not in the wind? O: I should call the military and have the blow it up o.o theres a rampaging thong in my garden o.o oh my.
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 1:17 pm
I have so much anger built up inside me right now. I feel like I'm going to explode! It's not even directed at one person or anything, though. It's directed at... like... society as a whole. And it's not like I can go cuss out society or punch it in the face or anything, so I'm stuck with all this anger that just... won't... go... away! I want to do something violent x___X
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 1:19 pm
Little Miss Fortune I have so much anger built up inside me right now. I feel like I'm going to explode! It's not even directed at one person or anything, though. It's directed at... like... society as a whole. And it's not like I can go cuss out society or punch it in the face or anything, so I'm stuck with all this anger that just... won't... go... away! I want to do something violent x___X
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 1:22 pm
I believe in dictatorships.
I don't know why so many people are against them. D8
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 1:24 pm
Pirate Captain Sushi I believe in dictatorships.
I don't know why so many people are against them. D8
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 1:25 pm
Pirate Captain Sushi I believe in dictatorships.
I don't know why so many people are against them. D8
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2011 1:54 pm
Ooh, someone likes you, Kam. ;D
...I'm glad that Maris has accepted Arceus into her life. :'D
Spoken like a true Zurg, Soosh. 8D
(What's the Zurg government like, anyway?)
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