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 Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:29 pm
epic-writer42 cave_dweller_candy electropoisonwaves Jedi Sasquatch I think I'm a lost cause. Poison, that post is win. <3 @Epic--exactly, there are hundreds of people that feel the same way you do. Just think about the children in third world nations that have a life-threatening illness, no parents, younger siblings and grandparents to take care of, no income, yet they still sift through every garbage bin in sight to find scraps of food to feed their families. They don't get much thanks either. You have a lot to be grateful for, but still a lot to be angry about - so it balances out, and I guess that's fair, right? You can't always get what you want~but be happy with what you've got. People ignoring you isn't always bad! People who're ignoring you are rude anyways, and you don't wanna be talking to rude people, right? I try to find things I'm thankful for. But everytime I do, the universe goes "We can't have that!" and neutralizes it. I was thankful for my creativity...it gave me writers block quite often. My health...painful sinus infections. Having a job, a*****e assistant manager. Loving family...they fight. I'm not angry because I've been wronged, I'm upset because my life is way too balanced out!!! I can't be happy...nor can I be mad. But you can have happy and mad moments, right? ><
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:33 pm
hazellyn -Mizu teh Artsi- hazellyn -Mizu teh Artsi- hazellyn One by one, they disappear. /emo
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:41 pm
Jedi Sasquatch electropoisonwaves Jedi Sasquatch I think I'm a lost cause.
I don't know, though... Life has just been so dreary, so joyless lately, and I'm having a hard time standing it. I've had a feeling for a long time that adult life isn't worth living, and all the things I see nowadays just confirm that thought. People miserable, working jobs they don't want to do, just putting up with life. Oh sure, some people have boyfriends or girlfriends to share their lives with, but I still don't think I'm ever going to find a girl that actually loves me.
I just... I don't know what to do.Adult life. Yeah, it's kind of daunting. I can't say I have much experience, but from what I've gathered it's pretty much the same as childhood except that there's a water cooler that people gather around. But keep in mind, you've been observing other people's lives. (Which is something I love to do, btw, but I probably look like a creeper. I'm the kind of person who you don't know that sits next to you and your friends/cellphone conversation or something just to observe and overhear everything lol.) I've overheard a lot of shiz, and I can tell you that people absolutely love to talk about what's going wrong with them. There are even people who listen to others talk about this professionally (psychologists, counselors, therapists). And people often times try to outdo each other in how miserable they are. Quite possibly the best conversation I've heard between people was between these two fat women, and one of them was all like, "yeah so I think I'm pregnant, but I don't think so-and-so is going to stay when I tell him" and the other's like, "well, my husband was just put into federal for 10 months for something he didn't do" and they go on and on like it's a contest on whose life sucks the most. And I just watch them walk off and wonder hell, if their lives are THAT bad, then how are they even standing or breathing? Clearly there are other things they aren't mentioning that makes it worthwhile for them but it's just not part of the conversation. It's the whole "misery loves company" thing. Just like how soccer moms always try to outdo each other for how friggin amazing their kid is. "My kid's an honor student at such and such school" is their rallying cry. And what you need to discover, and this may take a while-- is that you're a pretty cool person. It took me a while to realize the same about myself. I thought, hey, if I wasn't me, I think I'd be a pretty cool person to hang out with, minus the whole eavesdropping on other people hobby thing. hehe. And I don't need anybody to love me to know that I am so flipping awesome. I can carry my own weight, thank you. So you don't need to have a significant other to be happy with your life. Most people seem to complain about them anyway. I think just living with somebody can make anybody hate them. You'll start hating them because they shed too much (no seriously) or that they don't actually turn the TV off and just turn the cable off so that the TV makes that weird electricity fizzing noise and they're like friggin deaf and can't hear it and it drives you off the wall... I don't remember what I was saying right now. Hum. o___o
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:45 pm
cave_dweller_candy epic-writer42 cave_dweller_candy electropoisonwaves Jedi Sasquatch I think I'm a lost cause. Poison, that post is win. <3 @Epic--exactly, there are hundreds of people that feel the same way you do. Just think about the children in third world nations that have a life-threatening illness, no parents, younger siblings and grandparents to take care of, no income, yet they still sift through every garbage bin in sight to find scraps of food to feed their families. They don't get much thanks either. You have a lot to be grateful for, but still a lot to be angry about - so it balances out, and I guess that's fair, right? You can't always get what you want~but be happy with what you've got. People ignoring you isn't always bad! People who're ignoring you are rude anyways, and you don't wanna be talking to rude people, right? I try to find things I'm thankful for. But everytime I do, the universe goes "We can't have that!" and neutralizes it. I was thankful for my creativity...it gave me writers block quite often. My health...painful sinus infections. Having a job, a*****e assistant manager. Loving family...they fight. I'm not angry because I've been wronged, I'm upset because my life is way too balanced out!!! I can't be happy...nor can I be mad. But you can have happy and mad moments, right? >< Yeah but as soon as I'm happy, bullshit happens...then I get angry only to have someone go "Someone has it worse off then you." I'm not even entitled to be angry for anything. And slowly that goes along the trend towards rock bottom. My apologies to those who are less fortunate than I, but I'm not going to continue taking this laying down with a "it could always be worse" mentality.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:49 pm
electropoisonwaves Jedi Sasquatch electropoisonwaves Jedi Sasquatch I think I'm a lost cause.
I don't know, though... Life has just been so dreary, so joyless lately, and I'm having a hard time standing it. I've had a feeling for a long time that adult life isn't worth living, and all the things I see nowadays just confirm that thought. People miserable, working jobs they don't want to do, just putting up with life. Oh sure, some people have boyfriends or girlfriends to share their lives with, but I still don't think I'm ever going to find a girl that actually loves me.
I just... I don't know what to do.Adult life. Yeah, it's kind of daunting. I can't say I have much experience, but from what I've gathered it's pretty much the same as childhood except that there's a water cooler that people gather around. But keep in mind, you've been observing other people's lives. (Which is something I love to do, btw, but I probably look like a creeper. I'm the kind of person who you don't know that sits next to you and your friends/cellphone conversation or something just to observe and overhear everything lol.) I've overheard a lot of shiz, and I can tell you that people absolutely love to talk about what's going wrong with them. There are even people who listen to others talk about this professionally (psychologists, counselors, therapists). And people often times try to outdo each other in how miserable they are. Quite possibly the best conversation I've heard between people was between these two fat women, and one of them was all like, "yeah so I think I'm pregnant, but I don't think so-and-so is going to stay when I tell him" and the other's like, "well, my husband was just put into federal for 10 months for something he didn't do" and they go on and on like it's a contest on whose life sucks the most. And I just watch them walk off and wonder hell, if their lives are THAT bad, then how are they even standing or breathing? Clearly there are other things they aren't mentioning that makes it worthwhile for them but it's just not part of the conversation. It's the whole "misery loves company" thing. Just like how soccer moms always try to outdo each other for how friggin amazing their kid is. "My kid's an honor student at such and such school" is their rallying cry. And what you need to discover, and this may take a while-- is that you're a pretty cool person. It took me a while to realize the same about myself. I thought, hey, if I wasn't me, I think I'd be a pretty cool person to hang out with, minus the whole eavesdropping on other people hobby thing. hehe. And I don't need anybody to love me to know that I am so flipping awesome. I can carry my own weight, thank you. So you don't need to have a significant other to be happy with your life. Most people seem to complain about them anyway. I think just living with somebody can make anybody hate them. You'll start hating them because they shed too much (no seriously) or that they don't actually turn the TV off and just turn the cable off so that the TV makes that weird electricity fizzing noise and they're like friggin deaf and can't hear it and it drives you off the wall... I don't remember what I was saying right now. Hum. o___o
I don't know if I'll ever discover that about myself... I've always found it weird that my friends want to hang out with me. I don't know get what it is about me that's likable.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:52 pm
epic-writer42 cave_dweller_candy epic-writer42 cave_dweller_candy electropoisonwaves Jedi Sasquatch I think I'm a lost cause. Poison, that post is win. <3 @Epic--exactly, there are hundreds of people that feel the same way you do. Just think about the children in third world nations that have a life-threatening illness, no parents, younger siblings and grandparents to take care of, no income, yet they still sift through every garbage bin in sight to find scraps of food to feed their families. They don't get much thanks either. You have a lot to be grateful for, but still a lot to be angry about - so it balances out, and I guess that's fair, right? You can't always get what you want~but be happy with what you've got. People ignoring you isn't always bad! People who're ignoring you are rude anyways, and you don't wanna be talking to rude people, right? I try to find things I'm thankful for. But everytime I do, the universe goes "We can't have that!" and neutralizes it. I was thankful for my creativity...it gave me writers block quite often. My health...painful sinus infections. Having a job, a*****e assistant manager. Loving family...they fight. I'm not angry because I've been wronged, I'm upset because my life is way too balanced out!!! I can't be happy...nor can I be mad. But you can have happy and mad moments, right? >< Yeah but as soon as I'm happy, bullshit happens...then I get angry only to have someone go "Someone has it worse off then you." I'm not even entitled to be angry for anything. And slowly that goes along the trend towards rock bottom. My apologies to those who are less fortunate than I, but I'm not going to continue taking this laying down with a "it could always be worse" mentality. I thought you'd want to be non-angry D: Sorry I'mma leave now >>;;;;;;;;;;
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:57 pm
The first guy I dated is still one of my friends. It a love/hate kinda thing where he always teases me and tries to make me mad. Today he just started flirting with me. I'm scared and confused. gonk
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 7:59 pm
cave_dweller_candy epic-writer42 cave_dweller_candy epic-writer42 cave_dweller_candy Poison, that post is win. <3 @Epic--exactly, there are hundreds of people that feel the same way you do. Just think about the children in third world nations that have a life-threatening illness, no parents, younger siblings and grandparents to take care of, no income, yet they still sift through every garbage bin in sight to find scraps of food to feed their families. They don't get much thanks either. You have a lot to be grateful for, but still a lot to be angry about - so it balances out, and I guess that's fair, right? You can't always get what you want~but be happy with what you've got. People ignoring you isn't always bad! People who're ignoring you are rude anyways, and you don't wanna be talking to rude people, right? I try to find things I'm thankful for. But everytime I do, the universe goes "We can't have that!" and neutralizes it. I was thankful for my creativity...it gave me writers block quite often. My health...painful sinus infections. Having a job, a*****e assistant manager. Loving family...they fight. I'm not angry because I've been wronged, I'm upset because my life is way too balanced out!!! I can't be happy...nor can I be mad. But you can have happy and mad moments, right? >< Yeah but as soon as I'm happy, bullshit happens...then I get angry only to have someone go "Someone has it worse off then you." I'm not even entitled to be angry for anything. And slowly that goes along the trend towards rock bottom. My apologies to those who are less fortunate than I, but I'm not going to continue taking this laying down with a "it could always be worse" mentality. I thought you'd want to be non-angry D: Sorry I'mma leave now >>;;;;;;;;;; I do, but I want someone to finally also agree that when I'm angry, that I do have the right to be and acknowledges that. It's very complex.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:10 pm
hazellyn One by one, they disappear. /emo *glomps*
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:16 pm
I said I wasn't going to post in this thread anymore but oh well. I really need a new, preferably interesting, anime to watch because if I end up watching Tenjou Tenge for the 80th time I'll go insane.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 9:19 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 9:30 pm
Downloading it right now. Will watch it later. My friend recommended Okane ga Nai to me. So I'm watching that right now.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 10:04 pm
Jedi Sasquatch
I don't know if I'll ever discover that about myself... I've always found it weird that my friends want to hang out with me. I don't know get what it is about me that's likable.
...And that's the point when everyone stops responding.
Ah, well.
@Epic: I've always hated that too. Yeah, there's always someone in a worse position than you, that can be said about everybody in the world except one person. That doesn't mean we're not allowed to complain.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 10:17 pm
Jedi Sasquatch Jedi Sasquatch
I don't know if I'll ever discover that about myself... I've always found it weird that my friends want to hang out with me. I don't know get what it is about me that's likable.
...And that's the point when everyone stops responding.
Ah, well.
@Epic: I've always hated that too. Yeah, there's always someone in a worse position than you, that can be said about everybody in the world except one person. That doesn't mean we're not allowed to complain.
I wasn't saying you're not allowed t--------------------- ******** it, I can't be bothered. I'm just gonna stay out of here and not say or do anything in response to posts in here. Except for this: Jedi Sasquatch
I don't know if I'll ever discover that about myself... I've always found it weird that my friends want to hang out with me. I don't know get what it is about me that's likable.
It's the fact that you don't follow trends and you're not a clone of everybody else. People like hanging out with people who are different to themselves. That's why I like talking to you anyway, because you have interesting insights on things ^_^ Okay, now I'm going. EDIT: By the way, if anyone wants me to put all this in white text, just tell me =]
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 10:20 pm
cave_dweller_candy Jedi Sasquatch Jedi Sasquatch
I don't know if I'll ever discover that about myself... I've always found it weird that my friends want to hang out with me. I don't know get what it is about me that's likable.
...And that's the point when everyone stops responding.
Ah, well.
@Epic: I've always hated that too. Yeah, there's always someone in a worse position than you, that can be said about everybody in the world except one person. That doesn't mean we're not allowed to complain.
I wasn't saying you're not allowed t--------------------- ******** it, I can't be bothered. I'm just gonna stay out of here and not say or do anything in response to posts in here. Except for this: Jedi Sasquatch
I don't know if I'll ever discover that about myself... I've always found it weird that my friends want to hang out with me. I don't know get what it is about me that's likable.
It's the fact that you don't follow trends and you're not a clone of everybody else. People like hanging out with people who are different to themselves. That's why I like talking to you anyway, because you have interesting insights on things ^_^ Okay, now I'm going. EDIT: By the way, if anyone wants me to put all this in white text, just tell me =]
I don't know if Epic was upset at you but I'm definitely not. Sorry if it seemed that way.
And thanks again! <3
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