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 Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:30 am
I headdesk'd on soosh last night x.x; /feels bad
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 2:57 pm
I have alot of pent up anger, I feel so weid
Im not like this
I feel asthough I m alone and afraid to trust people
Im afraid of being hurt yet I thirst for revenge
I NEED PROOOF
I NEED REASONS
I need to find a way to unleash all this pain that just strikes me daily
I enjoy unleashing it here heh
Im sooo confused and lost
I can break my fingers and I dont feel athing because even the pain just doesnt make sense/compute
why the hell is this happening?
everything was perfect and then now its just ******** up
What more am I going to lose 2011?
what is coming my way!?
I have no idea
Im soo full of rage and fear and bad juju that If a tiger came at me I go back at it
Im just bllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh
I want answers
I want to where I belong where I stand
If I matter?how do i know everythings not a lie?
how do i know what the truth is?
how do i whats veven going on?
I have no idea
I am nowhere
I currently just standing back in a dark room and its pitch black and im trying to find a light switch
but the light switch is broken or the light bulb needs changing
I have to find it yet its rather confusing as to where the light bulbs or candles or lights can be
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 2:59 pm
wishes he wasn't so alone all the time D:
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 3:02 pm
AstralStorm wishes he wasn't so alone all the time D: *hugs*
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 3:03 pm
Kamilucis AstralStorm wishes he wasn't so alone all the time D: *hugs* thank you =w=
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 5:05 pm
I'm willing to risk it. I just don't know if you are.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 5:24 pm
I know how stupid it is to think this. I know, and yet to this day I still feel like everybody loves each other and nobody loves me. I don't know what I can do at this point...
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 5:27 pm
I tried drawing my avi, and, it actually turned out pretty well. o3o
Also, I drew Jedi's and it turned out well too! /will post them later
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:00 pm
Plaquenil isn't working. I just can't take medicine on a daily basis. The skin on my right hand is getting shinier, tighter, and harder to move. Writing is enough to make it cramp. My doctor suggested another medicine, two IV treatments then I'm set for a few months. It has the same risks Methotrexate had so I'm not afraid. My mom is supposed to take a similar medicine and but won't because she's terrified. Methotrexate was a scary a** drug but I was on it for 13 years of my life. It's pretty mild for chemo but it's still chemo. Chemo should be scary. I'm reading all the possible side affects, I should be scared. I miss having that luxury.
Parents are supposed to be brave for their kids. I hate that I have to be the brave one while my mom is whining "I won't! I won't!" as the Lyme eats away at her.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:11 pm
Shiori Miko Plaquenil isn't working. I just can't take medicine on a daily basis. The skin on my right hand is getting shinier, tighter, and harder to move. Writing is enough to make it cramp. My doctor suggested another medicine, two IV treatments then I'm set for a few months. It has the same risks Methotrexate had so I'm not afraid. My mom is supposed to take a similar medicine and but won't because she's terrified. Methotrexate was a scary a** drug but I was on it for 13 years of my life. It's pretty mild for chemo but it's still chemo. Chemo should be scary. I'm reading all the possible side affects, I should be scared. I miss having that luxury.
Parents are supposed to be brave for their kids. I hate that I have to be the brave one while my mom is whining "I won't! I won't!" as the Lyme eats away at her.
Remember, you're the one who's swallowed liquid metal. If there's anyone who can get through this, it's you, Shiori. Just remember how amazing you are!. owo
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:27 pm
cave_dweller_candy Shiori Miko Plaquenil isn't working. I just can't take medicine on a daily basis. The skin on my right hand is getting shinier, tighter, and harder to move. Writing is enough to make it cramp. My doctor suggested another medicine, two IV treatments then I'm set for a few months. It has the same risks Methotrexate had so I'm not afraid. My mom is supposed to take a similar medicine and but won't because she's terrified. Methotrexate was a scary a** drug but I was on it for 13 years of my life. It's pretty mild for chemo but it's still chemo. Chemo should be scary. I'm reading all the possible side affects, I should be scared. I miss having that luxury.
Parents are supposed to be brave for their kids. I hate that I have to be the brave one while my mom is whining "I won't! I won't!" as the Lyme eats away at her.
Remember, you're the one who's swallowed liquid metal. If there's anyone who can get through this, it's you, Shiori. Just remember how amazing you are!. owo
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:30 pm
Shiori Miko cave_dweller_candy Shiori Miko Plaquenil isn't working. I just can't take medicine on a daily basis. The skin on my right hand is getting shinier, tighter, and harder to move. Writing is enough to make it cramp. My doctor suggested another medicine, two IV treatments then I'm set for a few months. It has the same risks Methotrexate had so I'm not afraid. My mom is supposed to take a similar medicine and but won't because she's terrified. Methotrexate was a scary a** drug but I was on it for 13 years of my life. It's pretty mild for chemo but it's still chemo. Chemo should be scary. I'm reading all the possible side affects, I should be scared. I miss having that luxury.
Parents are supposed to be brave for their kids. I hate that I have to be the brave one while my mom is whining "I won't! I won't!" as the Lyme eats away at her.
Remember, you're the one who's swallowed liquid metal. If there's anyone who can get through this, it's you, Shiori. Just remember how amazing you are!. owo
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:40 pm
*DVD drive on computer decides to be broken...again*...*Twitch.*Okay universe, that's it, you want to be an a** hat! FINE!!!
I SWEAR I AM GOING TO FIND A WAY TO DESTROY YOU AND REPLACE YOU WITH SOMETHING THAT WON'T THROW A WRENCH IN MY EVERY MOVE, WITHOUT PUTTING THE PEOPLE IN IT IN DANGER!!!!!!!! stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed THIS GAME OF YOURS IS GETTING REALLY OLD!!! START ACTING YOUR AGE!!!!!!
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 6:47 pm
epic-writer42 *DVD drive on computer decides to be broken...again*...*Twitch.*Okay universe, that's it, you want to be an a** hat! FINE!!! I SWEAR I AM GOING TO FIND A WAY TO DESTROY YOU AND REPLACE YOU WITH SOMETHING THAT WON'T THROW A WRENCH IN MY EVERY MOVE, WITHOUT PUTTING THE PEOPLE IN IT IN DANGER!!!!!!!! stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed THIS GAME OF YOURS IS GETTING REALLY OLD!!! START ACTING YOUR AGE!!!!!!Usually people put their text in white and small-print. Epic puts his in red and big font. Because that's just the way he rolls. cool
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