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 Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:46 am
Jer0nim0 @,@ I'll Skype you when I get home, Kammeh, but for now, you get a hug. /sends e-huggles. <333 Note to self--huge bags with clipboards in them are not nearly as nice to squish as pillows. Ow. XDDD *Hugs back* Imma nap for a few minutes or try to I feel...
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:48 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- @Kammy: Which part of Canada are you plannin' of coming to anyways? O: And yay for self defense! Montreal/Quebec/french french canada =O and yayish Im not allowed to do physical stuff
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:50 am
Kamilucis -Mizu teh Artsi- @Kammy: Which part of Canada are you plannin' of coming to anyways? O: And yay for self defense! Montreal/Quebec/french french canada =O and yayish Im not allowed to do physical stuff xDD Bad Kammy. And Nice O: That's a nice area owo If you ever visit Southern Ontario I'll keep an eye out XD
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 3:29 pm
want to bleedcryscream
want today to be over
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 4:22 pm
Exams are over but I still feel weirdly stressed and I have no idea why.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 4:50 pm
Jer0nim0 Exams are over but I still feel weirdly stressed and I have no idea why. That won't go away until your classes start again. x-x
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 4:59 pm
Mickey2146 Jer0nim0 Exams are over but I still feel weirdly stressed and I have no idea why. That won't go away until your classes start again. x-x I hope not. I have a teahouse and a bunch of birthday activities with my sister to do this weekend.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 6:20 pm
Ugh, more complaining about people behind their backs again (not guild-related convo). Yes, some people are stupid, but if more people were actually there saying something, maybe it would do better than pointing out people who used to be your friends are being stupid. I hate it. Hate, hate, hate it. It makes me wonder why I'm friends with them sometimes, I know they're great people for more than just their talents or status despite them all saying people only befriend them because of that, but ********. They'd always been my friends before I even knew details like that, but also before I knew details about this. I wonder what they used to say about me when I left, before I came back. I wonder what they still say about me. I can't change their minds about anyone, never could, but I wish they wouldn't let themselves be so biased and discriminate against some people they used to be close to as soon as said people turn away from them when they're being like... like this. And I know at least one of them wasn't always like this when she was less stressed, but it just makes me sad that she is this way now. I can't even really be angry with any of them, really, just disappointed and depressed.
And I'd say it all to their face because saying all of this feels so hypocritical but I basically would just perpetuate the damn cycle of friend, argue, not friend, b***h about not-friend behind back. I don't know anymore.
I'm not even saying they're wrong half the time. Because they're right, that was stupid of that person. I'm just saying that they keep pointing fingers at the same people behind their back in a painful way that just feels like it makes my heart ache. It's like those people didn't even matter to them and they just put up with them because they had to. Maybe it's biased of me to not judge some people more harshly, but I feel like I know that person's motivations and personality enough to not think that badly of them. Maybe it just bugs me personally because I wonder if they are doing the same complacent crap with me. I hate it. I know I'm immature, but I don't even know what's right or wrong anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore, it stresses me the hell out knowing they're some of my only close friends but probably don't think me half-as-strongly a friend as I think them because I left when school was stressful, and they do this every time.
I just feel so tired right now. I can usually act like nothing's wrong, but more and more of the time I'm feeling it slipping away. It's so tiring.
I wish I could just be angry, but I can't even do that. Just disappointed and depressed.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 6:45 pm
Jer0nim0 Ugh, more complaining about people behind their backs again (not guild-related convo). Yes, some people are stupid, but if more people were actually there saying something, maybe it would do better than pointing out people who used to be your friends are being stupid. I hate it. Hate, hate, hate it. It makes me wonder why I'm friends with them sometimes, I know they're great people for more than just their talents or status despite them all saying people only befriend them because of that, but ********. They'd always been my friends before I even knew details like that, but also before I knew details about this. I wonder what they used to say about me when I left, before I came back. I wonder what they still say about me. I can't change their minds about anyone, never could, but I wish they wouldn't let themselves be so biased and discriminate against some people they used to be close to as soon as said people turn away from them when they're being like... like this. And I know at least one of them wasn't always like this when she was less stressed, but it just makes me sad that she is this way now. I can't even really be angry with any of them, really, just disappointed and depressed.
And I'd say it all to their face because saying all of this feels so hypocritical but I basically would just perpetuate the damn cycle of friend, argue, not friend, b***h about not-friend behind back. I don't know anymore.
I'm not even saying they're wrong half the time. Because they're right, that was stupid of that person. I'm just saying that they keep pointing fingers at the same people behind their back in a painful way that just feels like it makes my heart ache. It's like those people didn't even matter to them and they just put up with them because they had to. Maybe it's biased of me to not judge some people more harshly, but I feel like I know that person's motivations and personality enough to not think that badly of them. Maybe it just bugs me personally because I wonder if they are doing the same complacent crap with me. I hate it. I know I'm immature, but I don't even know what's right or wrong anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore, it stresses me the hell out knowing they're some of my only close friends but probably don't think me half-as-strongly a friend as I think them because I left when school was stressful, and they do this every time.
I just feel so tired right now. I can usually act like nothing's wrong, but more and more of the time I'm feeling it slipping away. It's so tiring.
I wish I could just be angry, but I can't even do that. Just disappointed and depressed.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 6:55 pm
Trying to email my Bio professor about alternatives to dissections. Just need to summon to courage to send it even though it's just saying I'm vegetarian and wondering if there's any alternatives. sweatdrop
Edit: Gah, I'm tempted to email my advisor asking her about it instead. She's wicked nice and not as scary.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 7:15 pm
Sometimes I honestly think I'm cursed. How I came to be that way, I am unsure. But it's really starting to get on my nerves. Was it something I did as a child? A past life(If that exists)? If so, allow me to apologize sincerely though I'm not quite sure what I did wrong, but I do apologize regardless.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 8:29 pm
Really stressed because of all the homework we're getting shoved into before exams. Sure we only have one exam (mid-term), but it itself is a lot, and other teachers aren't helping that.
Oddly depressed right now...
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 8:46 pm
Guize, I'm about to take my first iron pill >.<;;;;;;
I'm scared T.T
This probably sounds so stupid x_x
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 8:54 pm
cave_dweller_candy Guize, I'm about to take my first iron pill >.<;;;;;;
I'm scared T.T
This probably sounds so stupid x_x
Modern science, making people swallow metal. Ick.
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