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 Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 6:52 pm
You haven't had it good at all <3 and i'm glad you never killed yourself, or I wouldn't be speaking to the wonderful girl you are today ^^
I can't imagine half the stuff you've been through D=
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 6:55 pm
Chicken Balls You haven't had it good at all <3 and i'm glad you never killed yourself, or I wouldn't be speaking to the wonderful girl you are today ^^ I can't imagine half the stuff you've been through D=
while off my meds I'd go insane and the only way to pull myself from the brink of killing myself and going mad, was cutting myself.
It almost ended up locking me into a mental ward for a year... I ended up moving >_>;
But these meds have turned me around seriously..
I havn't cut myself in MOOONTHS now, and I no longer hate life with such intensity. I'm also able to use the phone, make phone calls, answer phones, knock on doors, order my own food at resturants and the likes.
I had social phobia
with manic depression
and and anxiety attacks.
I'm on Lexapro and have a bottle of Xanex for bad attacks. 3nodding
I also have a thyorid problem!! *laughs insanely*.......
damnit I'm hungry.. should I cook?
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 6:58 pm
Unstable Joker color=blueviolet] *makes sneaky face* I should find my pictures from middle school when the tauntings were at their worse... due to.. ya know...the nose!
*snort* reason my nose had that "jew" look as they called it was due to it actually being broken..
it broke when I was 5... and never healed....yeaah talk about shock my doc when he went in to fix it expecting to have to crack it... >_> lol, well, except for the diagnosed mental illness, your story reminded me of my ex wife, well, that and the nose xd I cooked chinese for my dad tonight for his birfday xd
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 6:58 pm
You're loved, and liked.
<3
So you're not a Jew? Aw. x.x
XP
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 6:59 pm
ooo cxhinese *hungry, rolls about in chair*
yeah all my mental ilnes can be thanked from my mom and dad, both are nutcases..
no really, it's major genetics.
Mom's on meds, Dad's on meds, and lil me is no major meds.
I got like.. all of theres plus some of my grandmother's all piled it..
Guh I'll shut I sound emo. *laughs..*
tomato mayo sandwhich..
or skillet meal..hjmmm
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:04 pm
Ryuushin You're loved, and liked. <3 So you're not a Jew? Aw. x.x XP
I'm actually .. kinda.. not sure what I am?
I was baptised.. and had my first communion, but nothing else.
I don't go a chruch and yes I do pray, just in my own fashion.
I kinda have my own religion.
my mom, was once catholic, she's now wiccan. why do I also type one as on, no as oen, and not as now, and visa verca!
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:06 pm
Well, I have my own theories on mental illnesses but I doubt people would agree xd <-- is crazy at the best of times xp Hime's New Tattoo
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:09 pm
Impresarioz Well, I have my own theories on mental illnesses but I doubt people would agree xd <-- is crazy at the best of times xp Hime's New Tattoo
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:12 pm
About 240$ xp She didn't tell me, the tattoo artist did xd I am thinking of getting the kanji for the word "black" inside a heart done on myself xd
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:15 pm
Impresarioz About 240$ xp She didn't tell me, the tattoo artist did xd I am thinking of getting the kanji for the word "black" inside a heart done on myself xd
the most recent one I found in a book by Dan Brown..
here's a link: http://www.deviantart.com/view/20328821
yes it's the same upsidedown as it is rightside up <3
the other tattoo I'm gettnig on the same arm as that one is from the mvoie fifth element, the supreme beings tattoo on my wrist, which represents the elements also.
I'm also gettnig the one ring's glyphs on my other wrists, that one has a tooon of meaning for me.
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:23 pm
Unstable Joker LOL nope not a Jew.
I'm actually .. kinda.. not sure what I am?
I was baptised.. and had my first communion, but nothing else.
I don't go a chruch and yes I do pray, just in my own fashion.
I kinda have my own religion.
my mom, was once catholic, she's now wiccan. why do I also type one as on, no as oen, and not as now, and visa verca! Can I still call you a Jew? =( ... XP j/k Yeah. I'm like, soooo ******** close to becoming an Atheist, I swear. Hearing your story, and the story of others that are close to me. Well, friends. I mean. They're really, really, really, messed up. I was Agnostic for a long time. Eh. To hell with Religion, haha.
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:25 pm
Ryuushin Unstable Joker LOL nope not a Jew.
I'm actually .. kinda.. not sure what I am?
I was baptised.. and had my first communion, but nothing else.
I don't go a chruch and yes I do pray, just in my own fashion.
I kinda have my own religion.
my mom, was once catholic, she's now wiccan. why do I also type one as on, no as oen, and not as now, and visa verca! Can I still call you a Jew? =( ... XP j/k Yeah. I'm like, soooo ******** close to becoming an Atheist, I swear. Hearing your story, and the story of others that are close to me. Well, friends. I mean. They're really, really, really, messed up. I was Agnostic for a long time. Eh. To hell with Religion, haha.
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:29 pm
Is anyone here? sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:31 pm
Suupaa Keiko Is anyone here? sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 7:34 pm
Unstable Joker I hae to agree with dogma.. Religion is better left as an idea. Oh man. Don't get me started. xd Indeed. I have my views and opinions, but way to much to type. Yes. Ideas are much better then beliefs. 3nodding Keiko: Si. =)
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