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 Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 1:08 pm
I want the holiday weekend to be over so I can call the Uni of Vermont about my ancestor's endowment thing. stressed
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 1:20 pm
Im honestly going to snap or break down or tear into someone this week
I m slowly wandering over to the edge of my mind where i dont belong
wait
I mean when did I ******** ever belong
I hate it
I ******** hate it
I hate every ******** stupid thing
I wish some thing was right I wish something fitted
I just want to understand but no one talks nothing is made understandable
instead everyone leaves me in pain
I can barely tolerate the pain but now I have endure it every day
theres nolonger any relief living is painful yet I want to live
Im tired maybe I should be alone maybe I belong alone maybe my dad was right i should have never been born but hell Im here and I want to be happy but theres ******** all happiness
Screaming and ranting and tlaking is pointless for me no one cares -__- or they just forget about it
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 1:24 pm
Kamilucis Im honestly going to snap or break down or tear into someone this week I m slowly wandering over to the edge of my mind where i dont belong wait I mean when did I ******** ever belong I hate it I ******** hate it I hate every ******** stupid thing I wish some thing was right I wish something fitted I just want to understand but no one talks nothing is made understandable instead everyone leaves me in pain I can barely tolerate the pain but now I have endure it every day theres nolonger any relief living is painful yet I want to live Im tired maybe I should be alone maybe I belong alone maybe my dad was right i should have never been born but hell Im here and I want to be happy but theres ******** all happiness
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 1:29 pm
I forgot the Post office is closed today. And I was talking about it last night... damnit. >.<
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 1:33 pm
Beta The Body Snatcher Kamilucis Im honestly going to snap or break down or tear into someone this week I m slowly wandering over to the edge of my mind where i dont belong wait I mean when did I ******** ever belong I hate it I ******** hate it I hate every ******** stupid thing I wish some thing was right I wish something fitted I just want to understand but no one talks nothing is made understandable instead everyone leaves me in pain I can barely tolerate the pain but now I have endure it every day theres nolonger any relief living is painful yet I want to live Im tired maybe I should be alone maybe I belong alone maybe my dad was right i should have never been born but hell Im here and I want to be happy but theres ******** all happiness *hugs back* sorry heh
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:12 pm
CH0Z0 Jedi Sasquatch This may sound weird/messed up, but sometimes I feel like I'd rather have an abusive girlfriend than no girlfriend. Not sure why. Dominatrix's are fun sometimes.
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:37 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:38 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:49 pm
Jedi Sasquatch CH0Z0 Jedi Sasquatch This may sound weird/messed up, but sometimes I feel like I'd rather have an abusive girlfriend than no girlfriend. Not sure why. Dominatrix's are fun sometimes.
You don't deserve that. No one deserves that. I doubt you'd be saying that if you had experienced it xp
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:53 pm
On something that's apparently only important to me. It's not a big deal or anything I suppose. I'll just have to get over it.
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 3:03 pm
Life blows. For the past few days nothing good at all has happened to me. I got the living s**t beaten out of me from these three douche bags and they stole my wallet. My parents started talking to me again and then started bitching at me the next day for no reason. All my friends are backstabbing me at every turn. I'm getting paranoid of everyone now. I'm losing my sense of trust, and everyone seems to irritate me now. I'm starting to sink again into depression and I don't want that to happen. i feel an undying rage building in me ready to explode at any second. This freaking blows.
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 3:04 pm
Everything will be fine. I'll just have to act like it doesn't bother me.
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 3:07 pm
Song Riter227 Life blows. For the past few days nothing good at all has happened to me. I got the living s**t beaten out of me from these three douche bags and they stole my wallet. My parents started talking to me again and then started bitching at me the next day for no reason. All my friends are backstabbing me at every turn. I'm getting paranoid of everyone now. I'm losing my sense of trust, and everyone seems to irritate me now. I'm starting to sink again into depression and I don't want that to happen. i feel an undying rage building in me ready to explode at any second. This freaking blows. *hug attack*
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 3:11 pm
Shiori Miko Song Riter227 Life blows. For the past few days nothing good at all has happened to me. I got the living s**t beaten out of me from these three douche bags and they stole my wallet. My parents started talking to me again and then started bitching at me the next day for no reason. All my friends are backstabbing me at every turn. I'm getting paranoid of everyone now. I'm losing my sense of trust, and everyone seems to irritate me now. I'm starting to sink again into depression and I don't want that to happen. i feel an undying rage building in me ready to explode at any second. This freaking blows. *hug attack* Thank you Shiori, but I don't come here looking for sympathy I come here to vent before pushing out 150 pushups/situps and then punish myself even more by going out for a run until i forget why i was running.
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